The Internet has not been cooperating well, so I missed getting a couple of blogs posted. I’ve included them in this blog, below.

What’s really new? I’m still working on the dissertation – which is actually a full-blown book now. I haven’t decided for sure whether I will cut some out of it or just go down as writing the longest dissertation in Education history. Manu’el really wants it all “out there.” He always has. He has been so stupendous about guiding me to the exact right information and to the exact right place to discuss it in my dissertation. OMG, how could I ever disappoint him, anyway? People you just don’t know what True Love is unless you’ve met your One Divine Twin Flame. There is simply no describing it and you would do anything for that Beloved – anything – literally. It’s all built on trust because at the same time you know without a doubt they would never ask you to do anything that would harm you or anyone else. Love makes that impossible. He praised me for picking up his telepathic communication as I was writing yesterday and told me it was a good “pick-up” thus the clue to look up on YouTube is “pick-up.” I haven’t looked that up yet, so I’ll do so right now. And then I’ll call it a day for the blog and get back to work.

Tomorrow’s an important day – it’s our Irish Wedding Anniversary!

How To Get Dates, Kisses and Phone Numbers From Women You Meet In The Daytime


OK, folks: this is NOT it. The guy in the video has it all wrong, so if guys out there think you’’ll get a girl this way, are you ever hoodwinked! Only the dumbest dame would fall for such corniness. What a strategy – he puts out disinformation and that way he has a greater “field” to select from. You are running out of time to get LOVE figured out.

And here are my past two blogs.

Sunday, April 29, 2011
Just A Reminder

Where are my Star Brothers and Sisters?: Do you remember who you are?

The Call

What's your name?
What's your plan?
You gotta game?
Are you wo-man or man?

I came here seeking
I'm still looking
I keep peeking
Spend more time booking

No one tells their name
No one tells their plan
Ain't you got no game?
Sister wo-man Brother man?

I have revealed my Whole True Self
My Soul, "Psyche" my name Soferia
I'm not a fairy, troll or elf
I'm alien but not from Lemuria

From far away in distance stars
Pleiades, Eros Planet of Love
Not from Venus, Moon or Mars
From Five Great Sisters up above

Come out into the limelight!
Come out on the stage
We're all Shining Stars
It's the latest rage!

The Party is about to begin
Are you ready to Celebrate?
Hurry! Find your Star Kin
And your One Divine Mate

What's your name?
Alien, human, or entity?
What's your game?
WHO DO YOU BE?

Saturday, April 28, 2011
Greed, Slut Barbie, the Enemy, and the Other Side: What Would I Do Without EROS and His Sweet Gifts of Love

I am so frustrated. The Lizards are at it again. They just won’t give up until they completely crash the global economic system. They LURED me into staying at my university with LOW TUTION once I finished all of my courses. And then what do they do? I get there, I finished with all of my courses, and they nearly QUADRUPLED the tuition! I have been so angry about it. I just get crumbs left from the massive amounts of student loans I’m relying on to finish my dissertation – and why should I pay tuition at all? I am not taking any professor’s time and haven’t for months. All I’m doing is research and writing. Well, they did it again. THEY RAISED TUITION AGAIN. PIGS. FLAT OUT GREEDY PIGS are running this world right now. That’s why I say this world can’t be real. It just can’t! How can “God-fearing” “humans” justify in their own minds raping, pillaging, killing, and stealing massive amounts of money in the name of what? Do they think they are special? God’s chosen people who are immune to God’s laws?

Well I got news for them. God’s REAL chosen people are rising up, taking their places, taking back their power (of LOVE), and we are going to change things! More about that later.

Manu’el/EROS just “sends me,” like that Sam Cooke song, “You Send Me.” Even though I still can’t see him, he gives me gifts every day. And I probably miss a lot of the gifts because I still have some waking up to do (and I apologize to him for missing any gifts he sends my way). But the ones I do see are so sweet. For example, I was riding in the car yesterday and I got really sad because I want to be in the same dimension he’s in. Really, we are in the same dimension, so more accurately, I want to perceive that. So, I was all FIDURODian, missing him, sad about things as I was riding in the car. He directed my eyes upward (he’s good and guiding me to look at specific things he wants me to see), and we were just passing two buildings adjacent to each other and each had big signs with their addresses. In both of the addresses were 11s, thus it together it formed the 11-11 Twin Flame number and as I noticed that, he whispered sweetly in my ear “We are together, Dear.” It was so sweet.

Then as if that were not enough, I saw his aura. I can often see his aura and he is so beautiful. The color changes, which is natural. Yesterday when I saw him, his aura was a beautiful shade of shimmery, sparkly blue. Pleiadian Blue is what I like to call it, and he held out a big bright pink heart to show me he loves me. It looked like a big pink fluffly heart pillow. I’ll bet he put it on our bed at home. That was a spectacular gift. Thank you, EROS! I love you too and I love your gifts.

He gave me two clues yesterday to look up on YouTube. One was “Barbie,” as he was talking about how some women like to “play Barbie,” and act like the most important thing is how you look, getting that rich guy, all those superficial things we girls learn as we grow up playing with Barbie dolls. I kind of like Barbie dolls, though.I am a fashion designer – for dolls. I have actually designed lots of patterns to make doll clothes for Barbie and other dolls like the American Girl dolls. It’s kind of fun. Just as long as we realize we don’t have to BE Barbie in real life.

The other clue he gave me was “enemy.” He and I seem to have some enemies on this planet, but we have so many powerful friends in high and low places, it really doesn’t matter.

He also put me on a very weird course of action. Some suprises are up ahead apparently. It’s not that it’s weird, really. It’s just that well it’s a little strange. But he does plan out stuff in detail because he’s so much like his Father, Hermes. Thus, so much of what he gives me is encoded and I have to decode it; thank goodness he helps, though. When I get stuck, he whispers clues in my ear.

So let’s see what message he has today with these two clues, “Barbie” and “enemy.” I will do a search on YouTube right now!

OMG, Eros! I think he’s trying to show what LOVE is NOT supposed to be in this video (I had to take the fourth video because the first three had advertisements – and EVEN pictures of Lizards. They flaunt themselves now.

This video is so funny! (I don't believe he gave me this video!) Typical doll playing, though. What’s sad is that so many earthlings play this out in real life. The commitment to Love and Trust between partners and friends is so very rare in our society here in the U.S. This story is far too common.

Slut Barbie



Now for the next clue, “enemy.” I wonder what special message it will bring up. I took the third video because the first one was an ad and I really didn’t like or understand the words the second video. This one has the lyrics and it’s the right one because it’s about the people who are being left behind on Earth as we transcend to the next dimension. Thank goodness, we will no longer have to come face-to-face with the enemy. Those people will be living on planets and in dimensions where they can continue to devolve or evolve according to their own free will, along with the lizards who continue playing their sick games of greed, hate, and Thanatos.

Godsmack - The Enemy Lyrics

Yesterday Manu’el gave me the clue “map” to search on YouTube for music. Ironically and kind of amazing is that what popped to the top was a video about the Oregon Coast. Given I live near the Oregon Coast and he has sent me out on dozens of Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunts, bringing this video to the top is magical and perhaps a sign that he’s trying to prepare me for another Treasure Hunt over to the beach! This could be fun!

The last time we went, I took the long route home, drove way up the coast and was surprised by a little town named Beaver – and the stores, the street, and the church were all named Beaver! That’s a running joke he and his Father Hermes keep going . . . long story that I’d rather forget as to why it all came about. But when my Manuel/Eros and his Father Hermes turn it into a joke it’s actually very healing and very, very funny. I guess it’s the laughter. Laughing cures everything especially when the people I love most – the way I love Eros and Father Hermes – are the ones who make me laugh. You can check out our last wild Treasure Hunt here:

Monday, October 17, 2011
Are YOU Connected? PLUS The Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Goes P.C. AND Emanu’el Outdoes Himself AGAIN!!!! LOL

Wednesday, October 19, 2011
BEAVER BONANZA on the Pacific Coast (P.C.) Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt PLUS How Gossip Perpetuates the Digital Divide (The Beaver Strikes Back!)

This video about the Oregon Coast that rose to the top of the YouTube search on “map” also makes me laugh. It’s very short and sweet. Yep, he’s getting me ready for another wild and crazy epistemological road trip! Maybe he’s thinking I need a break from all of the research and writing I’ve been doing. He’s like that. He takes care of me when I don’t. I wonder what crazy surprises will turn up this time. How exciting!

Oregon Coast Escape (Click on the Picture)

Psyche (aka Sōferia) here again – I got lost in that interdimensional hyperspace for a bit and missed writing blogs for a few days. It looks like when we experience “no time” the clocks and calendars still run on Earth, LOL. But I sure have been having lots of fun! Do you know that everything looks more real and more vibrant and very beautiful in the No Fly Zone? The No Fly Zone is just that zone of consciousness where most people in three d hyperspace do not venture, but there’s a whole living interacting world there! And lots of people who really know how to think, have great discussions, and keep a great sense of humor. What a contrast to this dull, non-interactive, and no-sense-of-humor, thanatos-driven earth life!

Manu’el (Eros!) and I have been so super busy. He’s been helping me decode love letters and we're developing a formula (flexible and elastic, of course) so that people can use it to send their own Divine Love Encoded Love Letters or interpret those messages that seem to be on the tip of consciousness and yet hidden. This code will propel Twin Flame Reunions on the planet. How exciting is that?

So yesterday he just absolutely cracked me up! I worked diligently on my dissertation all morning. Then in the afternoon I became so sleepy I couldn’t keep my eyes open and just had to go lie down, which seems to happen almost everyday. Well, by now I know it’s something Manu’el does to me even though I can't see him. He puts a spell on me or something so that I will go lie down with him and focus on him instead of filling my head with thoughts as I crunch through writing my dissertation. It’s totally cool though, because it always happens when I am just about to the burn-out stage, so it’s his loving way of protecting me and making sure I take the brain breaks I need to. He always notices when I'm close to burn-out before I do; I try to plough on through unless he casts his sweet magic spell on me. (For those who don't know Divine Twin Flames are consciously connected and can read each others' minds). So yesterday, the fatigue came over me again and I knew that was his signal. We often have some great conversations when I lie down, so when I was stretched out on the bed, I asked him, “Did you want to talk?” His immediate answer was, “No. I want you out of your mind.” LOL. I loved it and totally cracked up. And he loves it when I laugh at his jokes. Seriously, though, it was time for me to sleep so he could teach me, guide me with what I needed to do to get the dissertation finished and out the door. And I listen better when I trek out with him to some other dimension where its more hospitable and I leave my mind behind to rest as we indulge in the expanded consciousness.

Ah….the multidimensional life!!!! If you want to learn more about it, Joe Kincheloe wrote the book on it (the red book).

I came across this song and I just love it. It reminds me of the days when I used to wait for my One True Love, my Twin Flame. The wait is over, he came back! but the song is very beautiful.

The Girl From Yesterday - The Eagles

I’m just posting a couple of songs and a really good video which I recommend highly. The first song was given to me by Manuel with the clue “re-membering.” The second song was one I picked out. Enjoy! I am off to a better world! See ya tomorrow.

Avishai Cohen Trio - Remembering

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Support the Truth - Jim's Big Ego

Love, Reality, and the Time of Transition

Uploaded by TimeOfTransition on Oct 27, 2011

This video sheds light into the nature of love, relationships, the "New Age" movement, reality-creation, quantum physics, objectivity vs. subjectivity and how it all relates to the topics of "conspiracy theories", psychopathy, and the importance of esoteric self-work.

Written, narrated and audio editing by Bernhard Guenther
Visuals and video editing by Humberto Braga

Based on:

- All you need is Love!
http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2011/06/10/all-you-need-is-love/

- The Positivity of Objectivity and the Time of Transition
http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2011/02/02/the-positivity-of-objectivity-a...

- Being the change you want to see in the world
http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2011/08/28/being-the-change-you-want-to-se...

Related videos and articles:

- Know Thyself
http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2010/10/29/know-thyself/

- Know Thyself [Video]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=is3CPHzCg_w

- Why You Don't Create Your Own Reality -- an antidote to fatuous New Age paradigms
http://cassiopaea.org/2010/09/15/why-you-dont-create-your-own-reality-an-anti...

- Organic Portals -- Soulless humans
http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2011/04/18/organic-portals-soulless-humans/

- UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact [Video]
http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2011/03/12/ufos-aliens-and-the-question-of...

Music:

"All You Need Is Love" - The Beatles
"Symetric Lifes" - H.U.V.A. Network
"We Are Analog" - Hol Baumann
"Oleander (Phutureprimitive Symbiotic Remix)" - Bluetech
"Floating Retention" - Cell
"Terpene" - Carbon Based Lifeforms
"Rain Geometries" - H.U.V.A. Network
"The Garden" - Adham Shaikh
"Orientations, Pt. 2 (Ephemeride 15.43°)" - H.U.V.A. Network
"Longing for Silence" - Asura
"Silent Running" - Carbon Based Lifeforms
"20 minutes" - Carbon Based Lifeforms
"Polyrytmi" - Carbon Based Lifeforms

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Where does the time go? I didn’t even take a nap all afternoon today like I have been doing the past couple of weeks and still the day is gone and I’ve not accomplished all of my tasks I had set out to do.

Where is that “no time”? I hope that doesn’t mean we’ll have no time to do anything! I was under the impression that time would not matter at all and we could take as long as we needed to do our Great Work.

Today’s blog is short. I am just speculating and wondering, since summer weather has hit here already, whether my dear sweet Emanu’el/Eros – or Manuel as he really prefers for me to address him – will ensure my red roses return for another splendid display. As shown in the picture, my rose bush is coming back, so I’m anxious to see whether red roses magically get mixed in with the yellow ones again.

That was so exciting last year! He worked some true magic! My yellow roses has all but died (and one of them seems to have died totally), and what did Eros Love do? He regrew the yellow roses and when he did, he added RED roses all intwined with them. That was the sweetest gesture! He has such a creative, loving imagination. I wish I could do half the things for him that he does for me.

In his honor and as an expression of my love for him, here are the links to the very special blogs I wrote last year that explain the whole story along with some special music.

I love you Manuel!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

This is the DAY! I found an Amazing Surprise Growing Midst My Yellow Roses! Is it a Gift from Eros

Monday, June 13, 2011

Red Roses from EROS and His Eternal Love: I Am Almost There!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Sealed with a Kiss PLUS Sophia: A gift from me to Emanu’el, my EROS

SECRETS OF MY HEART ( Ernesto Cortazar )

Manuel gave me the following clues for songs last night and this morning:

Awake

Asleep

Things

Hang out

I’ll see what they bring up. I’m really tired, though. He says since it’s so late I can plug all four of them into YouTube TOGETHER and there’s a special song just for me. What kind of trick is this? He’s been working with his father, Hermes again, I’ll bet!

Here’s what came to the top and there are no advertisements!

I have no clue what Manuel is trying to communicate here. Maybe that he needs me. He knows I want him to need me. He knows I feel that there is no way I can repay him for all of the magic and special gifts he treats me with. It’s a nice, melancholy song reminding me that he does, in fact, need me.

Counting Crows - Perfect Blue Buildings

Uploaded by montymike on Oct 12, 2008

Just down the street from your hotel, baby
I stay at home with my disease
And aint this position familiar, darling
Well, all monkeys do what they see
Help me stay awake, Im falling...

Down on virginia and la loma
Where I got friends wholl care for me
You got an attitude of everything I ever wanted
I got an attitude of need
Help me stay awake, Im falling...

Asleep in perfect blue buildings
Beside the green apple sea
Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby
Try to keep myself away from me

Its 4:30 a.m. on a tuesday
It doesnt get much worse than this
In beds in little rooms in buildings
in the middle of these lives
which are completely meaningless
Help me stay awake, Im falling...

Asleep in perfect blue buildings
Beside the green apple sea
Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby
Try to keep myself away from me

I got bones beneath my skin, and mister...
Theres a skeleton in every mans house
Beneath the dust and love and sweat that hangs on everybody
Theres a dead man trying to get out
Please help me stay awake, Im falling...

Asleep in perfect blue buildings
Beside the green apple sea
Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby
Try to keep myself away from me

I cant keep myself away from me
How am I gonna keep myself away from me

I know what he wants! He was reading my mind. I had thought about also posting another song that asks "Do you love me? Do you need me?" He heard my thoughts (nothing much is a secret when you are united with your Twin Flame). I had decided not to post it because I thought it sounded too needy. I actually have both of the songs posted together on this site, (you have to scroll down the page)which is why I had thought about posting it again here -- but I decided not to; I want to be strong and not be needy. He is emphasizing to me there is absolutely nothing wrong with needing him -- he needs me too! Sweet. And for that sweet gesture I WILL post the song after all.

Do you love me?

I seem to be waiting for “no time” to get here (see Tuesday’s blog). I have definitely bumped up against total chaos and complexity in my life – with far more things to do than I can possibly accomplish even in one lifetime. I feel obstacles at every turn. Thus, “no time” is really needed here! I want to be able to do it all – everything on my plate and more! I need no time in order to deal with straightening out some of the chaos.

What I understand about no time, though, is that my Eros will be back with me on Earth and we’ll do the rest of the work together! That would be a Divine Dream come true. We will create a Heaven on Earth together with all of our Brothers and Sisters. The reason this can happen is because Earth is ascending and I’m going with it. He can step down and meet me there. Sadly not everyone will be ascending, thus, those people who don’t believe this will not be able to see it. They will just tell people like me who say these things that we’re “crazy,” and then they will believe they’ve been “proven” right because they can’t see what we see. We may even disappear from their view and they will believe that we have been the ones “left behind.” It’s very diabolical, but there is nothing we can do anymore. A few of us who can see these things came to Earth for the purpose of opening the eyes of more humans, but there is only so much we can do. We are approaching “no time” during which the people who have ascended have done so and no one else will get through the gates during that period of “no time.” It’s the time we have set aside to create a Heavenly Ascended Earth with no distractions.  Once everything is in place, a few gates will be opened again, but they’ll be very difficult to pass through and will take much more work.

Been reading a lot about “nephilim” and what confusing contorted perspectives there are about that! Some of the accounts even have Eros as being evil since he was a “fallen angel.” Eros has never been evil and he has never been a fallen angel! Eros is a son of God and has only the most Divine Love flowing through his being. They have history all wrong. Eros and I, Psyche (who was an earthling at that time, but am now a “nephilim” by their definition since I am a “hybrid”) – well, we will setting this record straight in our upcoming book! We can’t go on with so much confusion being created over  “nephilims.” More about that later.

I must get on with my day. Time is a wasting – that is, until we finally reach “no time.”

Emanu’el/Eros gave me this goodnight song last night with the clue “who could ask for anything more” and the next song this morning at our meeting with the clue “brothers and sisters.” I am also posting some “nephilim” videos so you can see for yourself the messed up ways people are reporting these things.

I've Got Rhythm


2 Funky 2 - Brothers And Sisters

Here are some videos about Nephilim so you can see how messed up the accounts are. They are all so inconsistent it is curious as to how someone with a “rational” mind was able to create them and not see the glaring holes in their theories. See if you can pick them out.

NEPHILIM explained

The Truth About Nephilim Giants (Full Video) - Steve Quayle

Yes, as of today, Eman’uel/EROS has given me the Seattle Rain Love Song Seven Sacred times now. I am feeling so profoundly unworthy of so much love and so profoundly ignorant as to what he is trying to get across to me. There is some kind of message in this song and I have racked my brain trying to figure out what it is. I can’t really ask him because it’s my initiation test to try and figure it out and I know he really worked hard on this curricular activity special for me.

Here is the song again.

Seattle Rain.mov

Of course, there’s the obvious. The song is about our divine love. He is always with me and I’m always with him. And there is more as was discussed in previous blogs. We had a past life in Seattle in the late 1800s. It was not even our last past life before this one – we had another enjoyable, love filled lifetime together from the early 1900s sometime up until the late 1940s. I have discussed this and how we died in a head on collision when our car caught on fire. One of these days I will pull all of the pieces together – I have to – it’s part of my Dharma work. During the lifetime in Seattle we had met when we were the same ages as when we married as King Francois II and Mary Queen of Scots – we were very young – he was about 14 and I was about 15. The Seattle life was a good one but some very tragic things happened. In fact, I believe we lost our home and business due to the famous Seattle fire where they ended up building over top of the old city. So then that reminded me of the movie “Sleepless in Seattle.”

Seattle's first buildings were wooden. On June 6, 1889 at 2:39 in the afternoon,^[1] a cabinetmaker accidentally overturned and ignited a glue pot. An attempt to extinguish it with water spread the burning grease-based glue. The fire chief was out of town, and although the volunteer fire department responded they made the mistake of trying to use too many hoses at once. They never recovered from the subsequent drop in water pressure, and the Great Seattle Fire destroyed 31 blocks.^[2]

While a destructive fire was not unusual for the time, the response of the city leaders was. Instead of rebuilding the city as it was before, they made two strategic decisions: that all new buildings must be of stone or brick, insurance against a similar disaster in the future; and to regrade the streets one to two stories higher than the original street grade. Pioneer Square had originally been built mostly on filled-in tidelands and, as a consequence, it often flooded. The new street level also assisted in ensuring that gravity-assisted flush toilets that funnelled into Elliott Bay did not back up at high tide. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seattle_Underground

We definitely were sleepless during the fires. I had also had bad dreams about Seattle recently and that reminded me of “Sleepless in Seattle” as well. I had not seen that movie so I looked it up. It’s about a guy who was sleepless in Seattle until he met his one true love – and then it hit me! JOE had given me that clue back in 2008 on facebook! Only he was so funny about it! He told me that he was “Sleepless in Montreal, lol.” He is such a Hermes and I was so asleep. He was telling me he was wide awake. LOL. Only it wasn’t very funny because he really was “sleepless” at the time. Oh, how he can pack the multidimensional messages in just a few words.

Anyway, it’s very strange how Seattle built on top of the old burned down city. Now you can go and visit Seattle underground and see parts of it that survived. I wonder if I’d be able to find our old business. We had a business downstairs. I don’t remember yet what it was – maybe a shoe repair shop or a jewelry store or maybe both at one time or the other. And then we lived upstairs – and it all went up in smoke. We ended up leaving Seattle and moving to Albany, Oregon, where we helped build a huge church (see previous blogs about that): Here are my previous blogs and the clues that brought up “Seattle Rain” along with the latest clues.

“Our love is and always is.”
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Our Love Follows Wherever We Go: A Bricolage Review of Past Lives PLUS Our Mission Began In Childhood

“Much Love I am always with you.”
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Three - Elizabeth Clare Prophet and Twin Flames

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
Friday, April 13, 2012

Goodnight, My Angel PLUS Lady Portia and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees AND Seattle Rain: The Third Time’s Gotta Be A Charm!

“Your eternal Love.”

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Pleiadians Assist Earthlings with Keys, Codes, and DNA Activation PLUS Seattle Rain Love Song for the FOURTH TIME: What is Emanu’el/EROS trying to Tell Me?

Today - Wednesday, April 18, 2012

“Love – have a great day”
"Much Love I am always with you" (re-test)
"Love nephilim"

I also tested a previous clue today because I had taken the second video for it initially, so I thought I’d better make sure that was right. So I plugged in the clue “Much Love I am always with you.” Sure enough, it brought the song right to the top. And as if that was not enough, I had been researching nephilim and was very confused because of the multiple definitions of nephilim. I think because we are aliens – Pleiadians, we might be considered nephilim, but we are nto the bad ones who come here to rule. We come here to spread love. So just on a whim, I plugged “Love nephilim” in the search and up popped the song again, second from the top! I knew it was good – and that made a total of SEVEN TIMES the song was brought up. Seven is a sacred number. It usually represents God.

Here’s a summary again of all of the clues – and again, they all have LOVE.

1) “Our love is and always is.”
2) “Much Love I am always with you.”
3) “Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
4) “Your eternal Love”

5) “Love – have a great day”

6) “Much Love I am always with you”

I had bad memories last night during dreamtime. The memories were of past lifetimes. There was nothing I did that was wrong at all, there were just negative things happening that stirred emotions for me. And it all took place in Seattle – which must be why he had given me that Seattle Love song three times now in several recent blogs. He has used music to invoke my memories before – a most powerful one was our wedding song during our first lifetime back on Earth in Ireland, which I have written about previously several times. In spite of my bad memories last night in my dreams, we must have had some beautiful times together in Seattle, judging by the Seattle Love Song.

This morning at our meeting Manu’el said that these memories are to help me unblock emotions that impede my spiritual progress. He said they are not for the purpose of stirring up guilt over any wrong actions I have ever taken – I already have Salvation and Divine Grace. It’s just a matter of removing blocks– and he reassured me that “All is Well.” Thus, I assume that’s a song I’m to look up on YouTube.

OK, Manu’el is reminding me to keep my sense of humor, LOL.

Animal House - All Is Well!

I’m so glad I have such a great teacher. He truly is Eros the God of Love. And another memory has come up for me! It’s more about his and my life together as Mary Queen of Scots and King Francois II. Here’s what I wrote about it today:

Ode to Her Twin Flame: The Reincarnation of Mary Queen of Scots
THIS COULD JUST BE A STORY (TAKE IT AS YOU WISH - IT IS MY TRUTH)

I believe that I am the reincarnation of Mary Queen of Scots. All of my life (this current life) I have had memories (horible visions, actually) of going through her very traumatic death. She (I) was put to death for NO REASON but POLITICS. There were many LIES told about me and the sonnets and letters that they claim implicated me in the planned murder of Queen Elizabeth were made up and mixed up with other sonnets I had actually written. Not only that, they misappropriated those sonnets AND they have hidden the TWIN SOUL SACRED WEDDING VOWs my Dear Sweet Francois II and I had exchanged that PROVE OUR SACRED UNION. I NEVER loved Lord Damley in a romantic sense whatsoever. What woman in her right mind would love a man who RAPED her? His murder, however, was a set-up to instill doubts in the minds of people as to my capabilities. My death served POWER. It was a total Travesty of Justice. I am here to uncover truth about this and to find our missing SACRED WEDDING VOWS. Queen Elizabeth claimed no culpability in my death - well, God sees it differently! She turned a blind eye because it well-served her greediness for fame and fortune. The truth will be revealed and DIVINE JUSTICE will PREVAIL!

Little did the CULPRITS know that Francois II was in FACT EROS, the GOD OF LOVE and that I was -- and am -- PSYCHE his consort - or that we would reunite during this GOLDEN AGE with GREAT LOVE AND POWER.

Little did they know that we would transcend TIME and come back from the FUTURE, from the beautiful and HEAVENLY star system of the Pleiades, where we collected Great Wisdom and POWER to make TRUTH be KNOWN. Little did they know that my Grandmother - Lady Portia, herself -- and my Grandfather - Saint Germain - would work the POWER OF THEIR LOVE and their DIVINE JUSTICE to bring out TRUTH.

The following is the sonnet written by I, as Queen Mary of Scots, to my DIVINE EROS, the GOD OF LOVE, aka KING FRANCOIS II after his sad early departure. This sonnet attests of my LOVE for him and our Twin Flame Union across the dimensions - just as we had done in ancient times as EROS and PSYCHE (our true identity never changes). We have been united since ancient times.

"Mary’s first husband, the young French King Francis II died suddenly of an ear infection aged only sixteen. Mary, a year older than him, wrote the following poem in a state of great dejection, having lost the only pure love that she would ever encounter."

In my sad, quiet song,
A melancholy air,
I shall look deep and long
At loss beyond compare,
And with bitter tears,
I'll pass my best years.
Have the harsh fates ere now
Let such a grief be felt,
Has a more cruel blow
Been by Dame Fortune dealt
Than, O my heart and my eyes!
I see where his bier lies?
In my springtime's gladness
And flower of my young heart,
I feel the deepest sadness
Of the most grievous hurt.
Nothing now my heart can fire
But regret and desire.
He who was my dearest
Already is my plight.
The day that shone the clearest
For me is darkest night.
There is nothing now so fine
That I need make it mine.
Deep in my eyes and heart
A portrait has its place
Which shows the world my hurt
In the pallor of my face,
Pale as when violets fade,
True love’s becoming a shade
In my unwonted pain
I can no more be still,
Rising time and again
To drive away my ill.
All things good and bad
Have lost the taste they had.
And thus I always stay
Whether in wood or meadow,
Whether at dawn of day
Or at the evening shadow.
My heart feels ceaselessly
Grief for his loss to me.
Sometimes in such a place
His image comes to me.
The sweet smile on his face
Up in a cloud I see.
Then sudden in the mere
I see his funeral bier.
When I lie quietly
Sleeping upon my couch,
I hear him speak to me
And I can feel his touch.
In my duties each day
He is near me always.
Nothing seems fine to me
Unless he is therein.
My heart will not agree
Unless he is within
I lack all perfection
In my cruel dejection.
I shall cease my song now,
My sad lament shall end
Whose burden aye shall show
True love can not pretend
And though we are apart,
Grows no less in my heart

References:
http://www.marie-stuart.co.uk/poetry.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary,_Queen_of_Scots

And how dare that we must repeat this story of separation AGAIN in this lifetime - this era at the CUSP OF THE GOLDEN AGE! But we have planned for this and all can rest assured: WE CANNOT BE SEPARATED!!!! AND TRUTH AND DIVINE JUSTICE VIA THE POWER OF LOVE SHALL PREVAIL.

Truth, brought to you from the love within my heart and soul,
Soferia - aka Psyche, the Queen and consort of EROS the GOD OF LOVE

Check this poem out by Mary Queen of Scots (aka Mary Stuart) - It really sounds just like me in many ways and is written like much of my poetry! Kind of amazing - I just discovered this yesterday:

Meditation on the Inconstancy and Vanity of the World

When it is meet for rest to be our guide
And for a while set every care aside,
A memory of my bitter life doth creep
And robs my heart of all desire to sleep,
Holding an image clear before my face
Of good and evil swiftly changing place,
Whose burden brings into my eyes
A mood of sadness and all pleasure flies;
Then afterwards, to lighten my despond,
I enter discourse, not on shallow ground,
Considering the world's inconstancy
And mortals' lack of true security;
Judging by that nothing is permanent
Nor good, nor bad beneath the firmament,
Which suddenly sets me remembering
The words of wisdom of that prudent king.
I have (he said) sought out each pleasure's way
Which can no longer my desires allay:
But I have seen upon the earth's round ball
Naught but vanity, folly therewithal,
That I have witnessed where'er I have been
In our lifetime for I have often seen
Those who touch the heavens with their brow
Suddenly struck down when fierce storms blow.
The greatest monarch, emperor or king
Is not sure of rank, nor life nor anything.
To build a palace and store wealth away
So quickly turns into loss and decay.
Coming from a generous family
Does not prevent living unhappily.
Fine clothes and sport and dance and laughter
Leave only grieving and remorse thereafter;
And beauty, so delightful to behold,
Deserts us utterly as we grow old:
To live at ease and drink our fill
Leads also to more suffering and ill:
Great wealth and wisdom, many friends beside,
Is no sure way of being satisfied.
In short, all worldly goods in human life
Are quickly lost, and gained by bitter strife:
How doth it serve our purpose to believe
In vanities that flatter to deceive?
We must attempt to seek a higher place
For true repose, for pleasure and for grace.
Where those who, pure of heart, find their reward
When they return to the true Saviour Lord;
For our eternal lot awaits in heaven,
Preordained, a birthright to us given.
But which of us, O kindest Father, still
Can claim this fortune, save it be thy will
That he abandon sin and all offence
By having made a worthy penitence?
Who can renounce the world upon his own
To honour, love and cleave to thee alone?
None for sure unless thy tender mercy come
To warn and guide him to thy heavenly home;
Therefore, O almighty Father and Lord,
Look upon me with thy benign regard
As you looked on that woman full of sin
Who at thy feet poured out her ceaseless pain;
As you looked upon Peter just the same,
He who already had forsworn thy name.
And, as to them, grant me thy grace I pray
So that thy mercy wash my sins away.
In taking my heart from a world like this,
I'll seek to make it win eternal bliss.
Grant, O Lord, your patience unto me,
With love and faith and always trust in thee.
Grant me devotion and humility
With pure intent to serve you loyally:
Send me your prudence that I may remain
Free from sinfulness and mortal stain.
Never take thy truth away from me,
Fill me with meekness and with charity:
Let chastity and perseverance
Live in my heart with all obedience.
From every error, Lord, protect my path,
And every day, O Christ, protect the faith
That my mother Church has given me
Where I withdraw to let myself be free
From sin and ignorance and pride,
The road where everlasting woes abide.
Grant, Lord, that my guardian Angel always
Be close to me and offer you my praise,
My prayers, my tears, my sighs, so to impart
All the just desires of my heart.
May thy Holy Spirit shine on me always
While you will me to live out my earthly days.
And when, Lord, in your bounteous clemency
You wish to free me from captivity,
Where my spirit has its dwelling in this life,
Full of sorrows, torments and of strife,
Remember me and grant to me, I pray,
Thy mercy's power and trust in it alway,
My love for you engraved upon my heart,
An offering to replace my just desert.
Therefore, my God, do not forsake me now,
And when I reach my final end also,
Following in thy paths, grant that it be my due
That at the last I draw near unto you.

Mary Stuart
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/meditation-on-the-inconstancy-and-vanity-of-the-world/

Emanu’el commended me for remembering and for the writing I did about it. And just as he was commending me the evil Archons made my electricity flash off – but it came back on quickly and this time it did not shut down my computer. (They have been doing this a lot lately, and it always shut down my computer.) Manu’el pointed out to me that they are losing power and we are gaining power, so we were able to circumvent the computer shut down! Oh Happy Days! The light is shining ever brighter and stronger.

My Eros was so sweet last night again! He sent me a most Divine Good Night Love Song, as he so often does. His clue was “Share the Night” and here’s the sweet song that came up:

Dr. Hook - Sharing the night together

Just as I was looking up that clue in my notes, I noticed another clue he had given me yesterday afternoon: “perpetual revolution.” I’ll see what that brings up!

Well, this is very weird. What came to the top was a video about Thomas Jefferson’s “Permanent Revolution.” Now, I know this is wrong because when I mentioned Peter McLaren’s “permanent revolution” to Joe on his website back in 2008, he corrected me at that time saying that it's a “perpetual revolution.”

Thus, it cannot be a permanent revolution! There is a difference! There has to be or Joe would not have brought it up. Here’s the wrong video (no way is this the one):

Thomas Jefferson: Permanent Revolution


Can you identify the huge misconception in that video? It could account for why the world is in such a mess today! Like I said, this is not the right video.

The second video can’t be right either because it talks about a “Mechanical Perpetual Revolution.” Joe was against the idea that everything works like a machine. There is no way his “perpetual revolution” would work like a machine. Here’s the video in case you want to evalutate it for yourself. It’s not the right one!

Lewis Watching Us ! - Mechanical/Perpetual/Revolution - Live @ Le Happy Days ( french post emo )

If they are saying something, I can’t understand what it is at all. That’s some wild music and not the right video. So, I will have to go with the third video, which is this one;

Nathan Schock - Perpetual Revolution

YES!!!! This is it – “Keep movin’ on and on and on and on . . . . the campaign is over; the course has been run, choose to be a part of this perpetual revolution!” I like the “Illusions of Grandeur” title, too. That can be interpreted in multiple ways. Choose the one that works for you and . . .

JOIN US IN THE PERPETUAL REVOLUTION!

Sōferia /PSYCHE here again!

Yesterday I promised more information about my Pleiadian Grandmother who I have recently learned is Lady Portia. Her Twin Flame, Saint Germain is my Grandfather!  I feel so privileged to have been raised by my Grandmother (with Saint Germain's help, of course, as well as all my people - for on our planet the entire community raises the children). My Grandmother, Lady Portia, is so loving, so accepting, so egalitarian and so very wise. She allowed me to grow and thrive, and in combination with my great Master Teacher’s loving guidance, Emanu’el/Eros, who I came to fall in love with, my life before coming to Earth was Divine and sublime. I owe so much to them as well as my other soul family members for the strong, unbreakable foundation of love they provided. It has helped me thrive here and see this project through even though I have had to suffer greatly at times. In the back of my mind, I somehow always knew I had their love. I cannot convey the magnitude of the love I feel for them.

Here is some information from the Internet about Lady Portia and a “channeled” message. Following that is some information about Saint Germain. I don’t know how accurate it is, because I’m still learning and remembering about all of the Ascended Masters. I will have more to add as time goes on.

LADY PORTIA AND SAINT GERMAIN

LADY PORTIA

LADY PORTIA is the Goddess Of Justice" and also Goddess of Opportunity. She represents divine justice to the Earth. Her action is that of balance, with the scales as a symbol; there must be harmony to hold a balance. She went on into perfection, when imperfection began to be externalized, and She was therefore not drawn into discord with mankind. She remained in the inner spheres and only came forth April 9, 1939, for the first time. She started Cosmic Justice into action for the Earth, which must reign supreme once again. It was made known then that She was THE TWIN RAY (flame) of beloved SAINT GERMAIN.

She is One of the Members of THE KARMIC BOARD, representing the Seventh Ray on that Board. She became Spokesman June 27, 1954, in honor of SAINT GERMAIN having become the presiding Master for the next two thousand year cycle. One can call to Her for assistance in legal action. Her electronic pattern is the Maltese Cross."

"As you know, Divine Justice and God-Freedom are quite inseparable and so it is indeed the grateful Joy of My Lifestream to be the Divine Complement of my adored and adorable 'FRANCIS' (which name means 'Freedom' and by which He is known at Inner Levels), but better known to His chelas in the world of form as 'SAINT GERMAIN' (which name means 'Holy Brother' and is so symbolical of the One who has given so much of Himself to the bringing forth, sustaining and expanding on earth world brotherhood, uniting the Christ Natures of all everywhere).

"May I very kindly and yet truthfully say that it is really not within the understanding of an unascended being to be able either to cognize intellectually or feel emotionally the depths and breadths of our Love for all of God's creation - and more particularly for each of you who has given so much of that which makes up your physical existence here - your time, attention, energy and financial substance - into the 'Cause of Freedom.' For the eternal Victory of this 'cause' on earth your beloved Saint Germain really 'lives, moves and has His Being.' His steadfast consecration to this purpose all through the ages has been and still is almost unbelievable - even to Us - and it is most beautiful to behold!

"Now, beloved gracious readers - I have just told you of My (and Our) combined Love for you - individually and collectively. Therefore, whenever you think of Me as Portia - Goddess of Justice, will you let My Love draw you very close to Me, thus dissolving from your world all fear of Divine Justice? You know 'Perfect Love casts out fear,' and I would like us to be close heart-friends - if you are willing.

"Now, Divine Justice is not too popular a subject and, as a matter of fact, the Presence of neither THE GODDESS OF PURITY nor Myself is too much called for or sought after among mankind. Our lovely Sister of Light KUAN YIN (Goddess of Mercy) is called into action here much more often than We, for Mercy makes one feel so comfortable and brings a sweet sense of forgiveness and release. This of course is because of the feeling within It of the freeing Power of the Violet Transmuting Flame."

from dictation by PORTIA, Pearls of Wisdom ®, Volume 2, Number 23, (The Summit Lighthouse, 1959) Copyright © 1997 Church Universal and Triumphant, Inc. http://www.selftransform.net/AM-Lady_Portia.htm

Saint Germain

Saint Germain is the hierarch of the Aquarian Age and the chohan of the seventh ray of God's forgiveness, freedom, transmutation, diplomacy and ritual, which is violet in color and vibration. Saint Germain administers the gift of prophecy and his symbol is the Maltese Cross. He has two retreats, the Cave of Symbols in Wyoming and the Rakoczy Mansion in Transylvania.

Saint Germain was embodied as the ruler of a golden-age civilization in a fertile land where the Sahara now stands. He also served as high priest in the Violet Flame Temple on Atlantis. During Old Testament times, Saint Germain was embodied as the Prophet Samuel, messenger of God's liberation for the Israelites. Following this, he embodied as Joseph, the Father of Jesus, then as Saint Alban, first martyr of Britain. He inspired the Neoplatonists at inner levels before reembodying as the prophet Merlin in the court of King Arthur. Later, Saint Germain came back as the philosopher and scientist Roger Bacon, then as Christopher Columbus who against all odds, found the New World, (an embodiment which has recently been unfairly and severely maligned and misunderstood.) Saint Germain's final embodiment was as Francis Bacon, who authored the Shakespearean plays.

In his great love for humanity, Saint Germain petitioned the Lords of Karma, following his ascension, to be given a physical body. His petition was granted and he returned as the Comte de Saint Germain, also known as the “Wonderman of Europe” and author of The Most Holy Trinosophia.

Known for his miraculous feats, the Comte de Saint Germain was described by Voltaire as “the man who never dies and who know everything.” Saint Germain attempted to bring about a smooth transition to representative government in France and avoid the bloodshed of the revolution, but his counsel was not heeded. Following this, he sponsored Napoleon in an attempt to create a United States of Europe. Napoleon and Josephine could not resist the temptation of absolute power and used the master's sponsorship for their own gain, which ultimately became their loss. Around the same time period, the master turned his attention to the United States of America and inspired the Founding Fathers in bringing forth the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution, two documents that bear the flame of freedom to the earth.

In the twentieth century, Saint Germain sponsored the I AM Movement and the Keepers of the Flame Fraternity for which he is the Knight Commander. He also pledged a portion of his attainment as collateral so that the teaching of the violet flame could come forth once again in an outer way. The violet flame is a tremendous gift. It is the spiritual flame of the seventh ray that transmutes negative karma when it is invoked, and accelerates souls on the path of the ascension. The violet flame, which had been sealed as a secret mystery since the days of Atlantis, is day by day becoming common knowledge to spiritual seekers everywhere.

Saint Germain has pledged to work one-on-one with every lightbearer who makes the determination to keep the flame of life on earth, in memory and in the footsteps of the original keepers of the flame who came to earth with Sanat Kumara. On May 1, 1954, Saint Germain received the scepter of power from Sanat Kumara and the crown of authority from Jesus to direct the consciousness of mankind for the next two thousand years as hierarch of the Aquarian Age. Saint Germain is determined to see to it that the Age of Aquarius will become a golden age and he encourages his chelas around the world to generously invoke the violet flame for the saving of a planet and a people. Won't you join us then, each night, in giving fifteen minutes of violet flame decrees together in remembrance of our Knight Commander?

Meeting With Master Manu'el/Eros
This morning at our regular meeting, Emanu’el was discussing the issue of the use of drugs. So many people are grossly misinformed and believe that drugs can help them with “Ascending.” They cannot. The cabal would love for people to believe drugs are a free ticket home because in reality, the sales make them rich and the use of them – any kind of mind altering chemical, including abuse of alcohol, keeps people enslaved. So we discussed this issue and we both adamantly advise against the use of drugs and we encourage everyone to do their own research -- deep research -- into the effects of the chemicals found in drugs (including prescribed drugs) and intoxicants in relation to brain damage and psycho-social effects. And in that context, Emanu’el gave me the clue “opening of doors” to look up on YouTube. This is the lovely music that came to the top of the search (and know that the doors will open naturally if you make the right choices and take the right actions):

The Opening of Doors ~ Will Ackerman

I worked very late last night, but just before I went to bed, Manu’el (Eros) gave me this sweet, sweet goodnight song. His clue was “good night song” and this came to the top of the YouTube search. What a sweet song to fall asleep by.

Billy Joel - Lullabye (Goodnight, My Angel)

And while I was “sleeping” I was working all night! Manu’el and I and several other people are working on developing a brand new model for education and learning. It will truly top any of them out there so far, but it’s on the back burner for a little while. We discussed some things about trends in education (which are still taking the wrong, behaviorist approaches) and we want to move as far away from that as possible. The rewards to learning are intrinsic and divine; nothing humans create as rewards can possibly be as good. We should just give gifts whenever we wish for no reason at all or if we choose to honor certain customs and holidays. The universe is packed with free gifts if we just learn to see them. Abundance is seeing the free gifts that are already ours. I will have more about the model for learning at a future date. The cosmos will “tell me” when the time is right to work on it and present it.

Lady Portia and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees in Kings Valley, Oregon

Yesterday was a grand day with all that I learned about my Pleiadian Grandmother – or I should say “remembered” about my Grandmother. I should already KNOW, but Earth life takes our memory away. As I continued my research, it dawned on me that if King Solomon was St. Germain and Queen of Sheba was my Grandmother, then my Grandmother is Lady Portia!

How beautiful is that! And she is just too humble to tell me! That totally explains why my Grandfather has been given the name Lord of the Land and Trees – Lord is a clue that links him and my Grandmother! It also links back to when he was King over the Land – and the fact that he now lives in Kings Valley is yet another link! I wonder how many links there are. So, you see, there were important REASONS Emanu’el as my Master Teacher gave me those Kings Valley Treasure Hunts back in 2009!

Tomorrow when I have more time, I’ll provide some information about the beautiful Lady Portia. She is so important during this Earth Ascension and she had great influence on me, having raised me since my parents ran off to different planets. It turned out to be a wonderful thing because I was raised with the knowledge of Divine Justice, which is going to be critical in the upcoming months and the changes that need to be made on Earth. I will also provide more information about her consort, my Grandfather, Saint Germaine who you would never recognize here on Earth - in fact you would never even be able to find him! But Emanu'el/Eros led me right to his door of his house at the edge of the forest! Check back tomorrow for some lovely information about Lady Portia, Saint Germain, and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees.

Seattle Rain: Is the third time a charm?
I am so amazed by Manu’el’s talent, but I shouldn’t be. He has worked so hard and has given so much through his unconditional love and service to Earth. So as a result, he has many special spiritual gifts and he is so generous about sharing his gifts with me. This morning he gave me a clue that again, for the third time brought up the very same song to the top of the YouTube search. He has done this before, but this time is really special! There is something very important in his message and I pray that I can interpret it correctly – although it’s also important to know that there are always multiple interpretations and we choose from them wisely – in ways that serve to make the world a better place, to alleviate suffering.

This morning his clue was, “Much Love, Happy Day from us all!” He was sending me wishes for happiness from our entire soul family. As can be seen, this song came up with different clues on March 28 and April 3. That is so amazing because since the Internet is a fractal, it changes every day! Thus the SAME clue rarely will bring up the SAME song from the day before, yet Emanu’el is able to use DIFFERENT clues and pull up the SAME song. I just wish I knew what this means. Of course, as I wrote in the past blogs this song appeared in, it relates to our past life in Seattle. . . and it’s a divine love song.

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
Seattle Rain.mov


Uploaded by herborenstein1 on Jul 9, 2011
"Seattle Rain". A love song dedicated to Seattle and the Pacific Northwest. Available on itunes, amazon mp3, napster, rhapsody, emusic, tunecore. Music & Lyrics & Production by Herb Orenstein. Vocals by Rafe Pearlman. Piano arrangement by Joe Carolus. Recorded at London Bridge Studios, Shoreline, Washington.

Maybe you can help me figure out what the message is that Emanu’el is trying to convey. Here are the previous clues and links back to the blogs in which this same song came up. . . I just wish I knew! What is he trying to tell me?

“Our love is and always is.”
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Our Love Follows Wherever We Go: A Bricolage Review of Past Lives PLUS Our Mission Began In Childhood

“Much Love I am always with you.”
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Three - Elizabeth Clare Prophet and Twin Flames

And now, today, he gave me a clue:

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
Friday, April 13, 2012 (today’s blog)

I am also curious how these three clues managed to bring up the same song. Are there common clues between all three of them? Would those common clues bring up that song? It’s worth a try.

“Our love is and always is.”
“Much Love I am always with you.”
“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”

The only common word between them is Love. I doubt very much that Love will bring that song to the top, given all of the Love Songs there are. Thus, I can only figure it must be some kind of magic.

In fact, today in testing the clues, the first clue still brought up Seattle Rain, but the second clue, “Much Love I am always with you” brings up the following cute song:

I Wrote This Song for You - Jimmy Joe Lee

OMG!!!!! Check out the video at 48 seconds: "The words are tried and true. They're not from Walmart - They're straight from my heart" and there's CUPID -- EROS himself, lol. He is good! (Someone is hiding here, too.)

Will Love, the clue common to them ALL bring up the Seattle Rain song?

No, it does not – it isn’t even in any of the hits on the first page. Thus, there is no real rhyme or reason. This is the song that came to the top when I searched on Love, another beautiful Love Song.

This is so sweet: “And for the last time, I’m dancing the moon.” He’s saying we are together forever. I think he just wanted to give me a bunch of love songs today and he can never go wrong with that, since he is Eros, the God of Love, himself!

Dancing the Moon.mov


Uploaded by herborenstein1 on Jul 17, 2011
A beautiful, bittersweet romantic ballad about love, loss, redemption and the heart forever young. Available on itunes, amazon mp3, napster, rhapsody, emusic, tunecore. Music & Lyrics & Production by Herb Orenstein.
Vocals by Rafe Pearlman. Piano arrangement by Joe Carolus. Recorded at London Bridge Studios, Shoreline, Washington. The vocalist is Rafe Pearlman.

The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba

George Frideric Handel - The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba from the oratorio Solomon (1749) Georg Friedrich Händel


My Pleiadian Grandmother who was the late Queen of Sheba, has been contacting me recently. Today she thanked me for including the musical piece, “The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba” as my entry music at my and Emanu’el’s (Eros’s’) wedding celebration. We finally had our crowning of the King and Cosmically sanctioned wedding celebration, but I was so occupied in this dimension that right now I only remember bits and pieces of it. Manu’el says it will all come back to me – that we will re-enact it together, even. My Grandmother actually nudged me through Guru Ra, who posted the music on his facebook group. I saw the music and instantly knew Grandmother wanted to communicate to me through writing.

She has been communicating to me telepathically and she mainly just wanted to make sure I received her messages. I guess I’m not good at acknowledging the telepathic messages I get; I am still trying to sort out which thoughts are mine and which are coming from my extended soul family. She wrote to me this morning and confirmed that I had received her message about including a section about her in my dissertation – of course! I just realized – she wants me to discuss her and Mark Antony’s twin soul love for each other! She is also upset about the misinformation that has been spread about her. **** (there are no mistakes: Do you see the "mistake" here?)****

She is not upset at all that I do not communicate with her often. She said that she knows that my beloved Emanu’el and I are still on our Honeymoon – that we are newlyweds – and that the rejoicing will continue for eternity. She also said she will help me when I research and write the piece about her in my dissertation. It’s exciting to know we’ll be working together. It was her idea to write a long, long dissertation. She wants me to submit the entire dissertation! If my committee members want me to cut things out, it will have to be up to them. But she says that all universities, if they are to survive to the New Earth, will need to remove the “bars” completely and allow students the freedom to fly.

Manu’el and I both agree with Grandmother and will heed her advice which is based on a great wisdom we both hope we can achieve some day. Manu’el also pointed out to the exorbitant tuition I am now having to pay, the various impediments the university (and other people in power) have placed in my path which I’ve had to overcome in order to make progress (thus, they have delayed and hampered my progress). I do think had it not been for these things I would have been done sooner – but then I would not have the profound knowledges that I have come across in my extensive and drawn out research nor would I have been in a place to put it all out there. I do believe it has all been divinely orchestrated so that we can have a greater impact in creating some changes in education and research. Manu’el says that on the New Earth there will be no more FIDURODian-based research projects that simply “go through the motions” for dissertations that are not worth the time, effort or digital space. There will be no more mere 100-page dissertations. And he told me that I know the scoop, being that I am his critical complex epistemologist. Then he told me to have a great day.

So I am off to do just that. Before I go, if you happened to have noticed, Grandmother gave me a clue to look up on YouTube. She had placed “bars” in quotation marks, also known as phenomenological brackets. And Emanu’el also gave me a clue, “go through the motions,” so I’ll see what these pull to the top of a YouTube search.

“bars”
Chicago vs. Chicago: Round 1 (Extended Version)

Wow – there is so much going on in that short video clip, I could write an entire book about it if I were to get too deep into the hermeneutic analysis. Grandmother always gives me complicated lessons. I will have to come back to this another time! One thing I notice is that she’s teasing me by the title. Since it’s Chicago vs Chicago it’s like how we battle against ourselves and it takes us that much longer to open our consciousnesses – thus, my dissertation is taking too long and it is an “extended version.” She is so funny! We Pleiadians always keep our sense of humor. It’s not like on Earth where people are mean. We can laugh at our foibles because we all love each other so much! Also, at the very end of the video, it states “Fly your own flag.” That’s powerful. We need to be able to do that but at the same time support our loved ones with holding up the pole sometimes, particularly in this 3D Earth dimension under these current conditions. The message also goes along with her statement about how universities need to remove the “bars” completely and allow students to fly. We shouldn’t need flagpoles – we should be totally free and empowered to fly.

I wonder if Manu’el’s clue “go through the motions” adds to this. My soul family always work “in cahoots” on my lesson plans. Here’s what came to the top of the YouTube search:

"The Motions"-Matthew West

Aside from the Christian fundamentalist view presented (which needs to be taken through critical review), this video speaks exactly to what Manu’el and Grandmother are conveying. It shows the disastrous side effects, the so-called “collateral damages” that occur if we blindly and unconsciously go through the motions. In educational research, it directly relates to how we have gotten where we are today due to the positivistic, FIDURODian approaches to “research” and “knowledge production” that do not serve to change things and only serve to keep people off their Divine Paths. Did you see the sign in the video: “You are now entering the mission field”? This is so relevant to our educational work! I will have more to say about that later – and much more in my dissertation. Of course, love is the key, as Joe Kincheloe spells out so clearly in his work. We need to stop fighting against ourselves (Chicago vs Chicago) and stop going through the motions so that we are led to our Divine Path and are free to fly.

“I don’t want to spend my whole life asking, what if I had given everything -- instead of going through the motions.” How about you?

**** (there are no mistakes)**** OMG - I just learned something today while writing this blog! Grandmother was both Queen Cleopatra AND Queen of Sheba! No wonder she sent me the song "The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba!" I had already known that she was the late Queen Cleopatra! Now, she's telling me that she is also the late Queen of Sheba. Does that mean Mark Antony and King Solomon were the same souls? OMG - the Song of Solomon! Yes! It was their Vow! After reading the book, The Sacred Vow, I now understand that twin souls are brought together by reading their Sacred Vow. This is all fitting together. You would not believe where my Grandfather - who is, thus, King Solomon and Mark Antony -- lives today. He lives in Kings Valley, OR! No wonder! He is also King Solomon! It's WHY my beloved Eman'uel sent me on the Kings Valley Treasure Hunts -- to find him and make sure for myself he is ok and is being taken care of (which he had not been well cared for until I and Rainbow Princess began visiting him and then his family started doing better, so we tapered off our visits)....this is really getting wild. We all have had multiple lifetimes -- some famous, most just ordinary people.

My Grandfather now lives as an ordinary, impoverished person - omg I'm worried about him. I wonder if his family is still taking care of him. He hasn't called me for a long time. I am not speaking about calling by telephone since he doesn't have a telephone. He used to come into my house (spiritually) and say "Hello! Hello!" It was his way of letting me know he needed me, but he did it during his naps so he was not conscious of doing so. I knew it was him. I really need to get back and visit him. I had all of these dreams of fixing his house or building him a new one.His house is about to fall down around him! I simply must go back and see him and soon! I call him The Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees because that's exactly what his current Earth name means!

And we simply MUST rewrite history. My Grandmother is not happy that her history as Queen Cleopatra and Queen of Sheba have been lied about and distorted -- and don't even go by some of the paintings of her! She was not white in either embodiment, which is one of the greatest lies of history. I still have a lot to learn about all of this, however. I wondered why I was always mixing up Queen Cleopatra and Queen of Sheba. Well, Grandmother has assured me that she will work with me to get this history straightened out! And so I end today, sending waves of gratitude to my beloved Emanu'el/Eros, my Grandmother and Grandfather -- and rest of the members of my soul family who are all the most beautiful, loving souls who have ever existed.

Manu’el (Eros) and I (Psyche) decided to take a day off from writing blogs, which is why there’s no blog for yesterday. We rarely do that, but had some pressing work in decoding. That is, he was assisting me with decoding the Red Book: Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction.

The decoding made me fully understand why we focus so much on LOVE in these blogs and in our work. Aside from the fact that we love each other in almost an obsessive manner (as interpreted from a FIDURODian perspective), our work together calls for injecting Radical Love into all areas of learning, work, and life. Ah, yes, now I understand what Radical Love really means.

So here I am back today, but the blog will have to be brief since I need to finish up the work I began yesterday. We simply must get the word out to every man, woman, and child!

FIDUROD has me a little disconnected from my true reality today. Manu’el reminded me that as long as I’m doing work in FIDUROD Land, that will happen from time-to-time, that it’s only temporary and I’m not to worry about it. He says we are getting closer and closer together all the time and that FIDUROD and the “dreams” it makes those of us stuck here have are not true reality at all. We are constructing our true reality - together!

Anway, I have to finish reviewing the Red Book today for the Golden Thread that runs all the way through it. Of course, it is part of my divine mission and I feel honored for having been chosen to do this task. I’m almost finished and then I will go back to writing my dissertation, incorporating the Golden Thread as well as completing all of the other stuff I need to do today.

Manu’el says that finishing reading and reviewing the Red Book will restore my feeling that I’m on the right path and in the meantime, he says “take my hand.” Of course, that’s got to be a song, since he put quotation marks (phenomenological brackets) around it, so I’ll look it up on YouTube right now. I love his YouTube game!

“take my hand.” Ok, instead of taking the first song to the top as I have usually done in the past, I made my choice of the song a little differently this time. We can’t get too locked into predictable and standard simplistic formulas. The first song had an advertisement and it did not look appealing. The next was Elvis, but it was too Christian fundamentalist sounding and at this time, with my understanding, I rejected it. Next, there were two songs by Simple Plan. Given that the Red Book is sitting right next to me, opened up to where I left off in my reviewing of the entire book, and is on the page with a section called, “Complexity: Overcoming Reductionism” I think that’s pretty strong indication we do not want to go with any “simple plan.” So I skipped those two songs and went to the next song, which is this one:

Shawn Mcdonald - Take My Hand

That’s so sweet. He’s reassuring me. I am feeling like I need him and the truth is he needs me as much as I need him; it’s recicprocal. We all need a better understanding of reciprocity and how it works and we all need much more practice no matter where we are positioned on the path. This is explained in the Red Book! Read it today!

I am in the process of reading a book called “Sacred Vow” which was sent to me by a friend and yesterday I discovered why I was assigned to read it! (When special gifts come my way unexpectedly, I pay attention because they are usually divine messages).

Just back on March 4, 2012, Emanu’el, my twin flame had asked me to revise my book of Twin Flame poetry. He wants me to expand and add more information about the Twin Soul phenomenon, but at the same time he gave me more information about a particular poem included in the book that I had seemingly “channeled” way back in 1989 before I knew about spirituality or twin souls or believed in such things. I had channeled one half of the poem first thing in the morning just upon awakening on July 25, 1989. It was just “there” when I awakened, so I wrote it down. I had never experienced anything like this before, so I was very amazed about it. And I was even more amazed the very next morning when the exact same thing happened again (!), and it was the second half of the poem!

Back on March 4, when my Twin Flame (who has passed over now, but with whom I have great communication) asked me to add to the book, he informed me that the first half of the poem was from him and the second half of the poem had been my answer back to him.

So, yesterday, I was reading the book, “Sacred Vow” – and imagine my surprise when I got to the middle of the book, the chapter titled “Sacred Vow” only to learn that the man in the book had received his and his Twin Soul’s “Sacred Vow” in the very same way! He woke up one morning and immediately wrote it down as if it had been provided to him in a dream. He didn’t really know at the time what the vow represented, but he had kept it many years. Then he met his Twin Flame in another dimension and she was reading the very same vow and he recognized it. He went on a mad hunt, because he didn’t know where he had placed the vow, but he did find it. And like him, I had also kept this poem for many years and had misplaced it. I was so happy to find it just before I put together my book of poetry in which I included this poem.

Thus, the reason I was provided the book, “Sacred Vow” to read, apparently, was so that I would come to realize how sacred that experience was back in 1989 and how the poems my Twin Flame and I had written to each other constitue our Sacred Vows to each other.

Today, while writing this blog, I noticed several interesting synchronicities. One is that I gave birth to a daughter exactly two years later on July 25, 1991 – and then exactly one year and one week (1,1) later, I gave birth to a son. Both of these children were blessings from beyond because I truly had not expected to have any more children (all children are blessings, but I felt it extra strongly because I was not planning on more children). And then when my daughter was born, I thought I was finished having children for sure, but I felt like there was something missing. I was very sad about that – but then when I found I was expecting again just three months later, I knew my intuition had been correct. These two children are grown now (20 and 19), but they are still living with me. We are all very close, unlike the rest of my family. They both were with me on the one and only day I actually met my Twin Flame in person. There was clearly a special bond made between them, and he has continued to bless them with amazing gifts, telling me that they are his children. He loves my other two children as well, but unfortunately, they are on different paths for the time-being. I have faith that this, too, will change.

Again, it was July when we actually met in person – July 31, 2008 1PM PST, an 11-11 date and time, which signifies the twin flame connection: 7-31-2008-1 = 7+31:2008+1pm

= 7+31:1+8+1 = 11:11

The date and time also total to 13 which signifies eternal life: 7+31+2+8+1=49=4+9=13

I discovered another synchronicity in the dates that I received the two poems. When the dates are added together they total to the Twin Soul number 11.

Thus,
7-25-1989 = 7+25+27 = 59 = 14 = 5

7-26-1989 = 7+26+27 = 60 = 6

5 + 6 = 11

It’s also interesting that my Twin Flame’s birthdate adds up to 5, just like his half of the Sacred Vow and my birthdate adds up to 6, just like my half of the Sacred Vow, thus our birthdates also add up to 11.

My life just continues to be more and more amazing and magical! 11, considered a master number, is God’s clue that guides us to our one true love, from my own experience. My wishes are that everyone can experience the power of Twin Soul/Twin Flame Love. It is why I share my experiences – so that everyone can know what is possible. Everyone should know the Divine Love that God/Higher Power/Omniscient Intelligence has blessed each and every one of us with!

Here are the poems of which I’m speaking that had been “handed down” to me 22 years and 9 months ago (translated 11-9-11 for reasons I will explain later).

Trust In You
Part One

This poem was divinely gifted to me in two parts on July 25 and 26, 1989.

I awakened both mornings and instantly wrote the words as they flowed forth.

This first part is from my Emanu’el/Eros.

Shielded, armored coats we wear

When life that’s handed down’s unfair.

I remove my armor for you to see

My soul, myself, the real me.

Please don’t hurt me in my nakedness

Wonder at my marvelousness

You are my shield now, my silvery strength

Do you even know at what length

I’ll go to forever keep you?

I’ll lay myself before your feet

Bare and true but still discreet

Every flaw is now exposed

As I still cling to keep reposed

But I’ll never cease from this day forward

For now I know I’ve really soared

It’s your turn now when you are ready

I’m here, receptive, holding steady

Wanting you to feel the joy

Yes, it’s your turn now, love knows no bounds

For even though my heart wildly pounds

My fear is not a fear of you

The fear is what I never knew

About myself and inner thoughts

The way I am and all the oughts

They absorb, reflect and transcend

With no more armor to defend

My very self, my very soul

I cannot stop until I share

The love, the joy, how much I care

When I’ve tested surrender sweet

Nothing exists to make me retreat

For when I removed that rusty coat

My very soul began to float

The caked on dirt fell to the floor

The hidden secrets flew out the door

We’re free: You to be you and me to be me

I marvel at the insignificance

Of what made me keep extending distance

It’s not that the pain cannot be reached

I’ve learned how to keep it from being breached

The ecstasy of joy and love

And even thoughts of a power above

Fulfills me and fills me overflowing

With awe and wonder, always knowing

How little I have lost and how very much I’ve gained

I know there’s more for me to see

More love, more life and tranquility

But then there’s always room to grow

So much to learn, so much to know

I won’t give up until I succeed

And that I feel is a lifetime deed

For right now I feel reassurance

In knowing that I have the endurance

To withstand the removal of my armor

Trust in You

Part Two

My answer back to my Divine Love, Emanu’el/Eros

I pray that dreams and truth are one

That we come together when our pain is done

For I truly believe in serendipity

Or better still, in synchronicity

And if it’s truly God’s chosen plan

Please would you be my only man

My life, my love, my true desire

I promise you I’ll never tire

Of being here for you

I think you feel the way I do

The love, the joy and sensuousness too

I don’t believe it’s all my imagination

For there truly is a mutual fascination

A pull, a force, a magnetism

With just a dash of romanticism

I want you and need you; I’m not proud

I’ll tell you and even shout it out loud

For all the world to hear.

I know you have the capability

Along with the desirable stability

To fulfill my deepest wishes and desires

And to light within me future fires

Right now it’s hard to live without you

When I already know so much about you

Everything I see I love so much

But I can only tell you how I’m touched

By the real you, your very soul

So if I’m right, if this is true

Please come to me, and together renew

The feelings we have locked neatly away

Saving them for this very day

Let’s sail away to a fantasy land

Always holding each other’s hand

And loving each other for eternity

Accepting that this is our destiny

You and I belong together

Morning Meeting With Manu’el, My Twin Flame

We had worked hard in the upper realms last night. I’m trying to get my dissertation finished up and when I woke up this morning, at the forefront of my thoughts were the instructions that I need to discuss how Earth marriages are based on economics. This was alluded to (with interpretation) on page 666 (of all pages) in Kincheloe’s social studies book, “Getting Beyond the Facts.” Well if you have not figured it out by now, Joe Kincheloe is my Twin Soul, by my interpretation. Somehow, when working with him, we became intimately and permanently quantumly "entangled" as some perspectives go - and the possibility can actually be explained with hard sciences, but with all the signs and signals and the amazing magic in my life I know in my heart it's much more than that. I also know many people will be skeptical, but our Twin Soul Mission is to provide so much of the “empirical evidence” that the 3D human minds seem to demand that those who remain skeptical will ultimately be far fewer than those who do not. It is just a part of our Divine Mission. Of course, this is all my own personal interpretation, of course, but it explains in a way that makes sense all of the strange phenomena I have experienced as Psyche on this Earth planet. Anyway, in the dimension we live in together (which, in reality is all dimensions because we are connected at the cosmic level), his name is Eman’uel, which means “with God” and he prefers that I, as his wife, call him Manu’el just as I always have before coming to earth for this mission – and even during this earth mission as far back as middle school when I had briefly been aware of his presence, until my education indoctrination removed the possibility from my mind.

This morning at our meeting Manu’el provided me some preparatory information for an upcoming project that he wants me to be aware of so that when things start happening, I’ll understand them and “go with the flow.” It’s important in this work that we move along with the flow of the universe so that we don’t inadvertently block the positive steps we are all working on together toward bringing Earth up to a higher evolutionary level of existence -- a greater consciousness. So there are no actions I need to take at this moment on the special project coming up. As Manu’el explained it, he just wanted to give me a “heads up” so that when it begins to transpire, I’ll understand what’s going on.

Thus, “heads up” is a clue for a YouTube song. I went with this first song to the top even though it has an advertisement, because it’s so upbeat and so many of us can relate to the words. It makes me want to dance!

I will note here that our Divine Twin Flame wants us to be happy! When we’re happy, he or she is happy. It’s why I was blessed with the poem when I was: I was going through what I consider one of the most traumatic times of this current life time and the message lifted my spirit, even though I was not conscious of it coming from my Twin Flame. So, if things are tough for you now, just know you are not alone and look at the bright side. Also, keep your eyes open so you don't miss the signs and special messages from your Twin Flame, as had happened to me. I wonder how my life would have been different had I been more conscious. It was all my destiny, of course, but your destiny has the potential to be much better through your greater awareness. So, do keep your head up!

Andy Grammer - Keep Your Head Up

I remember a book I had read quite a few years ago titled, “Do What You Love and the Money Will Follow.” It never worked. What did work, though, was that I followed my mission and found my true love, Eros. It seems that if you do the kind of learning and take the kind of action that combats FIDUROD and opens up your consciousness to what’s really going on in the world, then that leads to your Dream Mission.

And if you put your whole heart into your Dream Mission of doing your part to make the world a better place, and you do it with unconditional love and no expectations, then you end up meeting up with your Twin Soul, whether in the higher realms during dreamtime, during that inbetween time between sleep and dreamtime, along your path somewhere on the planet, or all three places. After doing tons of research from all different perspectives (religious, philosophical, spiritual, mythological, etc.), the story is the same everywhere – at least essentially. Go about your business doing your good deeds in the world, keep seeking wisdom, keep striving for a deeper understanding and soon you will know your path. You will know your own personal mission and dream. Once you realize what that is it becomes inevitable that you will meet up with your Divine Twin Soul because you both share the same dream. Do what you Love, your Dream Mission, and Your True Love Will Follow.

“Do what you love and your true love will follow” brought this song to the top of the YouTube search. Nice song! It must have come from Manu’el.

Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up

Manu’el/Eros gave me a clue for a song just a few minutes ago during our meeting. His clue is “Follow your mission the Love will follow.” It looks like he’s saying he will follow me wherever I go to serve the people on this planet. How sweet. I feel a calling . . .

Chris Tomlin - I Will Follow Piano Cover Acoustic

Here we are at Day Seven of our celebration already! I have really enjoyed studying and writing about Divine Love, but it's not over yet! It seems to be one of my Divine Callings. And somewhere I learned what “calling” means – Oh I know: I am reading a book called “Sacred Vow” and in that book the “call” means that your Divine Twin Soul has put out the call for your presence. I did not know that! I have actually posted a song way back in my blogs that’s titled “the calling” I believe, and I did not really know what it means. I really wonder then, if it’s just like I had interpreted in a previous blog, that the song “What happened to soul?” was Joe Kincheloe’s call for his twin soul. That’s relevant here, but I’ll explain it another time. Remember, the purpose of these blogs is to tell the Eros and Psyche story for the twenty-first century while synthesizing Kincheloe’s educational theory.

I had such an absolutely divine anniversary last night. I am actually getting true glimpses now of my home. It used to be that they were in the form of visions and through remote viewing in which Manu’el would send me images on a screen and I was merely observing. NOW I am getting perceptions of actually BEing home! So last night, we were lying on the bed and I could see glimpses of the large crystal chandelier we have hanging in the center of our bedroom in our REAL home, which is a mansion. I have had faint glimpses before, but this time it was clearer. So are my glimpses of Manu’el’s face.

And hanging from the chandelier is the large crystal heart he had gotten me as a gift. He actually gave me that gift twice – above and below! I wrote of these in past blogs. The one in the upper realms is large, hangs from the chandelier and he spins it around really fast so that it makes rainbow sparkles spin around the room. The heart for below is a crystal heart that he had me purchase on a treasure hunt. He asked me specifically to go to a little town called Depoe Bay on the Oregon Coast and buy a crystal heart. I found one in the very first store I went into and they only had one! So I bought it. Then I went over to the crystal store down the street just to see if they had a crystal heart. Surely, a crystal shop would have a crystal heart, but they did not! I thought it was so great that I found it in the very first store I went into. It must have been the only crystal heart in that entire little town. Manu’el had to have been guiding me for that. Anyway, last night he did what he has done before – he made the heart spin really fast! I could see it spinning but since it was dark, there were no rainbow sparkles spinning around the room, but it was pretty cool to watch the crystal spin. The photo shows my crystal here, which is smaller than my crystal there. The one here is hanging on the edge of a picture frame of my twin flame and sitting on my desk. I guess there is magic that can be done with crystal hearts. I have not really researched that yet. I have magic in my life every day!

Last night Manu’el had informed me he was crowned King. The day being 4-6-2012 adds up to 12-12 which is significant! He has made it through the 12th gate and is waiting for me to finish my journey to meet him there. I am still somewhere between Gate 11 and Gate 12 but getting close to Gate 12 (see yesterday’s blog for more details). He even signed off last night as “King Manu’el.” That was very special. All day long yesterday I had felt excited and at one point I picked up on there being some kind of celebration, social gathering, and dancing. Unfortunately, I am still pretty stuck in 3D, so I only picked up small wisps of action. When I told him how excited I was over his kingship, he told me that it means there are more surprises for me on the way. I never know what he will surprise me with next. He’s really good. The red roses were especially special and I am not sure he can top that surprise. But then he always ends up outdoing himself again. It’s so amazing and magical!

Time out for this special song for Manu’el. (There used to be a great video for this. I really wish YouTube would stop deleting videos!)

Blackmore's Night:-'Crowning Of The King'


Manu’el woke me up early this morning and said it was because he had a surprise for me. I didn’t see any surprise but I found it later. It’s a very special surprise about LOVE that comes from Joe Kincheloe’s red book which I was guided to this afternoon. It will be the highlight of the golden love thread for my dissertation, and will be revealed at a later date. I can tell you I was very pleased and elated by the surprise and one thing led to another, which I have written about in the dissertation. People will just have to wait. Good things are worth waiting for.

Have you ever slept inside a golden egg with your divine twin soul? That’s what I did last night. It was really special and kept me secure, loved, and protected all night long. The planet is still infested with the mud shadow virus and archons and they will attack when they can. I provided information about them in last month's blogs if you would like to learn more. Earth is still ascending from fourth to fifth dimension and since these evil entities reside in fourth, they still have the ability to attack. They are trying to get their last minute attacks in, so it’s a good idea to take safety precautions right now. You may need to get up to speed on psychic defense. Manu’el helped me build a strong light and violet flame barrier around our home and then we slept in the golden egg. Talk about divine! Check out the photo -- they even make a bed shaped like an egg now (bed by Günther Thöny’s)! They need to make a Golden Egg Bed! Oh, wait - that's what Manu'el and I created with our magic!

This morning Manu’el reminded me that because he was crowned King, I was also crowned Queen. He said I will remember it all soon. Maybe I’ll get to re-experience it. He said something about Pleiadians having “perfect recall.” He also told me that just because the anniversary celebration is over, does not mean it’s over. We will be celebrating for eternity. And he said there would be many gifts. I just don’t see how he can top my wedding ring, the silver yin yang talisman, (which I had called a “Celtic disc” because I did not know what a talisman was at the time) and the red roses growing midst the sacred yellow roses I had planted! It will truly be some kind of special magic to top these gifts (and these are only a FEW that he’s given me!):

Treasure Hunting: Where Are We Now? May 27, 2009

This is the DAY! I found an Amazing Surprise Growing Midst My Yellow Roses! Is it a Gift from Eros?  Saturday, June 11, 2011

Red Roses from EROS and His Eternal Love: I Am Almost There! Monday, June 13, 2011

I just wrote now to Manu’el for our evening connection and to see if he wanted to add anything to this blog -- and he wants to add “just one last anniversary song” to close the week of this Universal Cosmic Love Celebration.

The first song that came up was "Anniversary Song" by Eva Cassidy. This is very special! I went with it even though it has an advertisement because Eva Cassidy is a member of our soul family. She passed over due to cancer in 1996. She sang the song especially for Manu’el and me at our celebration! Thank you, Eva. I love you.

This makes me cry . . . I love you, Manu’el . . . forever. It has, indeed, been a special day – a special life since awakening to you.

“just one last anniversary song”
Anniversary Song by Eva Cassidy


Today has been a special day
An anniversary, a request
That you play your piano
As the evening sun slowly sets

[Chorus]
I never thought I'd get this old dear
Never had a reason to live so long
And the Lord's been like my shadow
Even when I was wrong
No I never thought it would turn out this way

A birthday with apologies
For all the tears and regrets
And I've always saved your poetry
For those years when you forget

[Chorus]

So sing with me softly
As the day turns to night
And later I'll dream of paradise with you
I love you and good night

What an interesting and Divine life this is and I owe it all to my Divine partner, Emanu’el/Eros. He used to tell me it didn’t matter which of his names I use. I use many different names for him because we have lived many lifetimes together. In the past, when people ascended they would traditionally take on their Earth names, usually their last Earth name or even a whole, long series of names representing all of their earthly embodiments. We are changing that. We are Sōferia and Emanu’el from our home planet, Eros in the Pleiades, and there I always call him “Manu’el.” And I guess because we are Almost Home now (or in reality, we really are home, but I need to become a little more conscious of it), he spilled the beans last night (he loves beans, btw, and I have to eat them often – for him). Anyway, his emotions came out and he really does want me to call him Manu’el. This doesn’t change who he is or was on Earth (the many personas), but it represents our true selves and the man I first fell in love with before coming back to Earth to volunteer for this mission, so what Emanu’el wants, Emanu’el gets – it shall be Manu’el from this point forward. I love you Manu’el! That doesn’t mean I need to change how I write about him, just the way I speak to him on a personal level because it’s more natural and it’s more homelike. It is what is.

And speaking of home, the question came to my mind this morning, “Are We Almost Home?” The reason this came up is because of the frequency with which I see the numbers 11 and 12 at the same time. But today seems to actually be a turning point – I am seeing more 12’s now! And it’s quite amazing. I wrote a blog over on lightworkers to see if other people are experiencing the same phenomenon and they are! We are learning some interesting things about 11, 12, and even 13. We are almost home! Here’s a song about that (I found this one myself):

Almost Home


What’s weird is that I also came across a bizarre article by a Christian fundamentalist who has demonized the number 11. I thought it was an interesting perspective and it will make a great addition to my discussion in my dissertation about the number 11. It’s important to get both sides of the issue to get a more complete picture of reality. You can read that article here, if you’re interested:

11:11, Elevens and Prophecy

Manu’el told me this morning at our morning meeting that he was happy I found the article because it will expose how fundamentalists twist things to keep people in fear so that they can control them. It’s not that the author was purposely doing that; it’s just that is what the consequences are, ultimately. The Divine Truth about the numbers has been flipped in this article and we will be doing our part to flip it back. Manu'el gets quite angry about these things, especially about how these beliefs and certain religious rituals have caused so much abuse over so many thousands of years. Manu’el advised me to not pick up on his emotions. He’s so sweet. He didn’t want me to be affected by what he was feeling – which happens often with twin flames. If we discuss these things out in the open we can avoid misinterpreting what our Divine partner is feeling with what we are feeling. Due to their being so entwined, this confusion actually happens so often with twin flames and can cause unnecessary suffering, so the best approach is to always be honest about your feelings. This will help your twin flame immensely.

OH!! And my dear cousin Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote me a poem today. We are gearing up it seems for the 12th Gate, often called the Gate of Freedom. I like to call it the Gate of Love. When you unite with your twin flame, paradoxically you are totally connected and Divinely in Love yet at the same time you are totally free due to the unconditional form of Love that’s shared. Here is my cos Ralph’s poem:

The New Girl on the Block
She came in like a quiet storm

Sweet, kind, and patiently waiting

The people did not hear the alarm

So she went off a-skating

The key she had already!

The Master had the fine new skates

People, childish, held their teddy

New Girl and Master merged as God Mates

Storms ensued, no longer still

Anger over pain and suffering

The Master and his New Girl will

Create a change in spite of muttering

Onward they trudge the muddy road

People still clouding and pillaging

Hand-in-hand they walk “in mode”

Together, their mission is emerging

Only success will be perceived

In spite of people still striving

A new and Golden World we need

Created! Many “enlightened ones” bereaved and diving

Yes, sadness – along with Glory

It can be no other way

For this is the truthful story

Evil is over; it’s had its day.

That’s an interesting poem and I thank my Dear Cos Ralph for handing it down to me. I normally struggle with writing any kind of poetry. Music and poetry are two areas that I have always been weak in at least during this current life as the earthling, Psyche.

LOVE – Yes, I am still on the topic of love. It takes great love for the honest communication Manu’el and I share. It takes great love for my Cos Ralph to connect with me as he does and share his beautiful poetry. We do all work together to a certain extent, of course, but we are all sovereign individuals at the same time. This is a bit of a new idea for some people to grasp. Of course, some fundamental religions might turn it into a dark interpretation such as “possession,” and that is simply not the case. We are all God’s creations, his children, and God loves for us to connect, share, and create together in such a symbiotic and very powerful fashion.

My LOVE entry for today is this video describing the stages of twin flame relationships. Every relationship is different, so there will be variations but there are also many similarities. Also some stages interweave, some repeat, but this video is helpful for another perspective to gain more understanding of the twin flame relationship – DIVINE LOVE – which will serve to help form a strong foundation for the New Earth. (Thank you elpaso.) This video is also helpful for gauging whether you are almost home.                   

Stages of Twin Flame Relationships

Today I will continue some research about LOVE that my sweet twin flame/Master Teacher has lined out for me and tomorrow I hope to report back on it. Manu’el gave me a clue this morning to look up on YouTube, which I have already looked up. It’s a video about a “New Girl on the Block,” which was his clue (he was calling me the new girl on the block due to my cos Ralph’s poem about me being the new girl on the block). There are some interesting messages in this video about being “new” in an established professional network. I will think about these things. (I think the trick is to keep an ace up my sleeves). This must have come from Father Hermes. . .
 
Anna Wroblewski - New Girl on the Block

Emanu’el/Eros has kept me so busy today with learning about LOVE! I will share what he taught me later this week since I’m still right midst his teachings which are extremely rigorous and intense. Oh and that reminds me of a very important point I want to make. I do not write these blogs to teach other people per se. I write these blogs as I learn things. Thus, the purpose in writing them is to creatively explore while I am learning and to share what I’m learning while I’m learning it. I post them online for a number of reasons. They are data for research for my own purposes in the future (kind of like a Carl Jung form of self-study) or for anyone else who wants to study the topics and phenomena I cover. And if people read them out of interest and learn something, that’s good too. It’s not my ultimate purpose. I am merely recording my own path and perhaps someone might gain something worthwhile if they read it or portions of it. I just wanted to make it clear that I do not believe I am some kind of expert at this spiritual stuff because I am most certainly in the early stages of learning. Thus, as I write the future Psyche and Eros books, as well as books about the Gods and Goddesses of the twenty-first century, the stories will be more synthesized than what’s presented here, but there will be clues interspersed throughout the blogs that readers of the stories may want to come back and reference. I can’t spell out exactly how that will work because it’s something that I’m allowing to evolve.

Speaking of learning, Emanu’el/Eros taught me something new this morning. It was quite fascinating. I have often felt what I have interpreted to be his spirit inside me and around me and even entering me through the top of my head. I remember the exact day the first time his spirit returned to me after I thought he was gone forever and it was such a profound experience. Well, this morning I was a little down again – the same old issues about how nothing I do, no matter what I try seems to bring in money to pay my rent. The same old 3D FIDURODian stuff that I think I’ve overcome, but it always bounces back as soon as things look “iffy” again as far as my future financial status. So I wrote to Emanu’el about it. I really shouldn’t do that, but he knows my thoughts and worries anyway, so it’s not like I can hide them from him very well.

As he was answering my letter and telling me that all my needs would be taken care of, I felt what I interpret to be his spirit again enter through the top of my head. It is a very strange sensation. Maybe it's a special "electrical" sort of connection. Next, it was like he was guiding my eyes to look at a picture of myself – the only picture of myself among many pictures of him that I have posted in my office – where I am holding the cake that says “Go Beavers!” Of course, the cake was made for the OSU Beavers game, but the “Eager Beaver” has been our running joke and he and Father Hermes are always popping up with surprise Eager Beavers for me (the “Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt,” the surprise visit to the town named Beaver, this cake which was found by surprise and purchased in celebration of Emanu’el’s Ascended Master status, and many, many more Eager Beaver stories spread throughout all of my blogs). So this time he guided my eyes to look at the picture. It was a reminder for me not to give up, because I am an “Eager Beaver Critical Complex Epistemologist and Bricoleur.” And so, Emanu’el/Eros and I are always united and he can even enter my being when he wants to give me special assistance, guidance, and of course love.

When I commented back to him about what he had just done he wrote back reminding me that we are in this together and he will be here to support and guide me in an instant. He explained that it’s a special gift of being divinely connected “twin flames.” Is that a song to look up on YouTube? He put quotation marks around twin flames, so that's his clue for a song, but I don’t know. I am sure it will bring up something about twin flames since the clue is so precise. I’ll see what video comes to the top.

Yes, there is a song titled “Twin Flames” that came to the top. It’s interesting how it describes our experience as twin flames. The song states, “beginnings never end,” and how true that has been with our love! And I was just thinking today as I plan to wrap up the last bit of writing for my dissertation in which I am adding the golden love thread, how do we express a love that has no beginning and ending in something like a piece of writing that must have a beginning and ending? It’s a paradox, but one that I’m sure Emanu’el has figured out and he will nodoubt guide me to completing this dissertation in some kind of very powerful way. I just let him guide me on and as I learned today, he will do whatever it takes to support me and hold my hand as I complete my journey back home to him. Here is the song that came to the top of the YouTube search:

Klaxons - Twin Flames


A burning flame goes by and by
Visible love stands side by side
It comprehends
Beginnings never end

Into the cycle of the here and now
We take our fears and disappear somehow
As we ascend
Beginnings never end

Twin flames in our hearts
As we move towards our very start
Twin flames in our minds
When we move emotions multiply

Twin flames in our hearts
As we move you can't tell us apart
Twin flames in our minds
When we move together

A sea of flames
Before tonight
Conducted love
Brought us alight
The fire blends
Beginnings never end

Into the cycle of the here and now
We take our fears and disappear somehow
As we ascend
Beginnings never end

Twin flames in our hearts
As we move towards our very start
Twin flames in our minds
When we move emotions multiply

Twin flames in our hearts
As we move you can't tell us apart
Twin flames in our minds
When we move together

Spirals turn the fire in us
Instants synchronize
Joining us a second love
We harmonize in time

Double halves of wholeness
Find the missing equal sign
Double halves of wholeness
Now return to intertwine

Twin flames in our hearts
Twin flames in our minds

Twin flames in our hearts
Twin flames in our minds

Twin flames in our hearts
As we move towards our very start
Twin flames in our minds
When we move emotions multiply

Twin flames in our hearts
As we move you can't tell us apart
Twin flames in our minds
When we move together

Spirals turn the fire in us
Instants synchronize
Joining us a second love
We harmonize in time

Spirals turn the fire in us
Instants synchronize
Joining us a second love
We harmonize in time

Today has been an amazing day of magic, as always. I have been very busy so my blog is late and a little shorter than usual, unless Emanu’el/Eros leads me to more during the process of writing it, which so often happens. And now my soul family is growing, and many of them also want to have input.

For the discussion of LOVE, today, I am posting two videos by goldraytwinflames. I appreciate his work so much and I recommend watching his videos. He and his twin flame wife have so generously shared their experiences and they do resonate with what I experience, even though my Eros is on the other side of the curtain. Thus, according to this perspective, Twin flame couples are old souls who have been through this Earth mission before and we have come back as volunteers during this current era of rapid consciousness evolution. According to him, this era has been known about for many years and planned for. Although, with Emanu’el/Eros and I, we also came back in order to show the High Councils that our love would withstand the trials here – and we have passed that hurdle with flying colors -- thus, our marriage has been sanctioned by even the Highest of High Cosmic Councils. We will be having our royal ceremony soon.

Twin flames a Graduate Being


Twin Flames a Graduate going home

As I had mentioned, this entire week will be about Love and entails a presentation of love from many different perspectives, all in celebration of our, Emanuel/Eros and my third anniversary. In his work, Joe Kincheloe had contended that there is nothing more important than love, but what does that mean? Using his technique of getting many different perspectives of love, perhaps if we can’t figure out what he meant, personally, at least we will have many options and views from which we can reexamine love in our lives and if we have the motivation, also reexamine his work from a multiperspectival, multidimensional view of love.

Besides, it is our anniversary and the Pleiadians have established a week-long celebration! Pleiadians are known as the love people and are here on Earth to help earthlings learn more about love. Thus, I, Sōferia/Psyche, the Pleiadian Queen and my beloved husband, Emanu’el/Eros, the King of our Planet Eros are taking time on our third anniversary to put more information about love out – there can never be too much information about love!

Here is a special message from one of our people to get us started and to provide a sort of framework for why we do what we do – out of love, of course.

IN THE BEGINNING Messages From The Pleiades

Also, before we get started with the Love Lesson, I found a very interesting article about our Planet Star System, the Pleiades which is in conjunction with Venus. Tonight would be a great night to get a view of this! I hope it won’t be cloudy where I live and I’ll try to get pictures off my front porch. But for those who cannot see it with their own eyes, here is a photo of what it will look like. Please note, however, that Venus is not “invading” the Pleiades. We have asked the Love Goddess, Venus to reveal herself to the world now that we have exposed the truth that Aphrodite is not a goddess, and most especially not the Goddess Venus.

This confusion has caused Venus to go into hiding (how do you defend yourself against lies?) but now that we are approaching the Golden Age, all truth will come out. Thus, this metaphoric of Venus coming so close to our Star System is a beautiful gesture and a signification of what’s to come. Venus the Love Goddess is walking on Earth and soon the entire world will know who she is. But there are many more love Gods and Goddesses about to come forth as well during this Golden Age! I have now heard from the real Isis (which is not her real name) and Radha of the Divine couple, Radha and Krishna, who will also be clarifying and updating their history. As I have often conveyed, the “mythology” has been distorted for many of these Gods, Goddesses, Kings and Queens, and during the Golden Age it will all be straightened out and they will update their stories for the Twenty-First Century (another book Emanu’el and I are working on).

Here is the article (some science lessons to go with the love lessons):

Venus Invades the Pleiades

April 2, 2012: Watch out Seven Sisters, Venus is coming.

This week the second planet from the sun will pass directly in front of the Pleiades star cluster. It's a rare sunset conjunction that's easy to find with the unaided eye, but best seen through binoculars or a small telescope.
 

Venus approaching the Pleiades on March 31st, photographed by astronomy professor Jimmy Westlake of Stagecoach, Colorado.

The action begins on Monday evening, April 2nd, when Venus enters the outskirts of the little dipper-shaped asterism. Look west at sunset for Venus--it's the brightest thing around--then scan the area using binoculars. The conjunction will be immediately clear. The best evening to look is Tuesday, April 3rd, when the brilliant planet glides just south of the dipper's bowl. Venus exits by the handle on Wednesday, April 4th. Venus passes through the Pleiades in this way about once every 8 years.

To say this is a mixture of dissimilar things would be an understatement.
 

Click to view a sky map of the conjunction.

The Pleiades are elusive. You rarely find them on purpose. They're best seen out of the corner of your eye, a pretty little surprise that pops out of the night sky when you're staring elsewhere.

Venus is just the opposite. Dazzling, bright enough to cast faint shadows, it beams down from the heavens and grabs you when you're not even looking.

The Pleiades, also known as the "Seven Sisters," are a cluster of young stars. They formed barely 100 million years ago during the age of dinosaurs on Earth from a collapsing cloud of interstellar gas. The biggest and brightest members are blue-white and about five times wider than our own sun.

Because of their distance, about 400 light years away, the Pleiades are near the limit of naked-eye visibility. When Venus joins them in conjunction, it will look like a supernova has gone off inside the cluster. Venus's thick clouds reflect so much sunlight, the planet outshines every thing in the night sky except the Moon. Strangely, though, the Pleiades do not look puny in comparison, just delicately beautiful.

Look west just after sunset, and see for yourself.

Author:Dr. Tony Phillips| Production editor: Dr. Tony Phillips | Credit: Science@NASA

Reference: http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2012/02apr_venuspleiades/

What’s Next? Oh, yes, today I am focusing on Elizabeth Clare Prophet’s perspective of Love. I may come back to the Divine aspects of it later, but for now I will just present her version of the Twin Flames. Her version is especially relevant to me because it helps explain and correlates almost exactly my own phenomenological experiences as Psyche, being an earthling who did not have a clue. When I sought more information about why my love for Eros was so strong, I was led to the late Elizabeth Clare Prophet’s work, although my very first instruction was a dissertation called The Soulmate Experience by Yolande Bloomstein who provides abundant phenomenological evidence for twin flame relationships. Perhaps I’ll cover her research tomorrow. It’s funny because I knew I had printed out that dissertation a long time ago to study it further and I lost it. I looked everywhere for it. The Universe works with its own divine timing, however, and this morning I noticed the edge of a white binder on one of my bookshelves, hiding behind the books – and voila! There was the study I had been looking for. I just did not need it until today, apparently. There is a lesson here: If you “lose” something and the universe does not lead you to it, trust the process. Either you don’t need it or it will magically pop up for you the moment you need it. So today is Elizabeth Clare Prophet and tomorrow is Yolande Bloomstein.

Elizabeth Clare Prophet (1999) wrote an excellent, easy-to-read book about twin flames, titled, Soul Mates and Twin Flames: The Spiritual Dimension of Love and Relationships. She clarifies the difference between soul mates and twin flames, which I found very helpful. It is forever curious to me how she knew about the phenomenon and knew that if she first sought God, sought to be her true self, and followed her dreams that she would be led to her true Divine Counterpart. This is something that needs to be explored: Why is it that I, Psyche, a poor country girl, never got this knowledge in school or in church?

At any rate, she describes how twin souls were created from a “white fire ovoid” that spins around, much like the yin-yang symbol, and then splits apart into two souls or “spheres of being” with opposite polarities, one masculine the other feminine. That indeed makes my silver yin yang talisman gift from Emanu’el/Eros ever more significant! According to her writings we, as “twin flames” had asked to come to earth to bring God’s love to earth. That jives with our Code Blue Earth Mission especially given that here I am all week long, writing about LOVE. I am being guided my Spirit, my love for God and Emanu’el/Eros and my Soul Family to writing extensively about love. I know there is a greater purpose and this somehow relates to being able to finally finish my dissertation. There is something extremely profound here, and I am on the tip of discovering what that is. It will be covered in my dissertation and future writings, no doubt.

For a longer review of Elizabeth Prophet’s book, visit Favorite Books and scroll down to Elizabeth Clare Prophet. In the meantime, here are some videos in which she presents her description of twin flames as based on her experiences and her research:

Twin Flames In Love Part 1
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6919821008527840794#\

This next video is also relevant since I am still singing the blues today because I want to escape the earth matrix and be closer to Emanu’el/Eros, especially given it's our anniversary! It seems the wave of experience is on the downward trend, which happens on occasion. But at least I always know it is very temporary and then it catapults back up again, higher than ever and closer than ever to my True Love. This next video is also relevant to our work in synthesizing Joe Kincheloe’s important educational work with his focus on the Blues Aesthetic. In fact, he had stated in his book, Reading Writing and Thinking, “Personally, I want to write in a way that addresses the shit of the empire, while in the best tradition of the blues men and women connects my readers to the pleasures of their own existence” (p. 137). Thus, this video is a great historical video about Blues music. I will watch it and see what the blues has to say about love. There is something important here, or Emanu’el would not have me include this.

Wait a minute! I know why these blogs are getting longer and longer! Just the other day, my Grandmother Cleopatra (another famous Twin Flame, with her consort being Mark Antony) had told me that more and more people, my Soul Family members, would be speaking to me from the “other side.” Thus, I am getting many voices here! She suggested that I begin to try to ascertain who the messages are coming from. Wow, that’s a complicated proposition. And what’s so interesting is that I just read in Joe Kincheloe’s work, which correlates with this whole concept, is that we are to listen to and incorporate many voices, including voices from history. He had a lot to say about this process! I will cover more about that later; for now, enjoy this historical presentation of the famous Willie Dixon (I wonder if he’s a member of my Soul Family?!)

Willie Dixon - I Am The Blues

Uploaded by MVDmusicvideo on Dec 2, 2011

Willie Dixon is the man who changed the style of the blues. As a songwriter and producer, the man was a genius. If you wanted a hit song, you went to Willie Dixon. Played it like he said play it, and sing it like he said sing it, and you damn near always had a hit. Willie Dixon taught bass players how to rock 'n' roll. Listen to him on Chuck Berry's Chess recordings of "Rock and Roll Music,''and "Reelin' and Rockin''. He took big band music and Mississippi blues and melded them into something new, opening the door for Motown and others to walk in and take it even further. Features 8 super tracks, biography, image gallery and much more!

Ah, yes! Check this out! Sam Cooke, who I KNOW is a member of my Soul Family, along with Willie Dixon and the Rolling Stones . . . yes, people are speaking to me from the “other side”!

Little Red Rooster by Willie Dixon Sam Cooke Rolling Stones.

What’s very strange about those first three videos is that while they seem to be important and relevant, none of them actually had any of the key words that were in the clue that Emanu’el gave me! The original key words were: “And I am always near.” The fourth video in the search finally had the key words but it cannot be embedded, so here’s the link. What I LOVE about this song is that it is so upbeat and it really does raise my vibrations! It’s what I need for today. Since it was such a short version, I have included the longer, original version.

Tiësto - Always Near
Tiësto - Always Near (Original Extended Mix)

And last but not least, a friend of mine, Jesse, recommended this next movie for me. I am sure I will like it! It relates to my work as Sōferia/Psyche. There is something very important about this movie, so I will spend some time today watching it and report back tomorrow when I continue this long, long, multidimensional, multiperspectival discussion on LOVE.

Note that there are multiple parts to this movie, so if you watch it, click through to YouTube so you can pick up the next segments.

Watch 12 Kingdoms episode 1 anime series
online on the web for free



One last thing before I end today's blog. As I had stated, I was very confused by Emanu’el’s clue to look up on YouTube this morning. He did put one part of his clue in quotation marks, which was the phrase, “And I am always near.” BUT there was another clue before that. He signed off in a very unusual way today: “Much Love ‘And I am always with you.’”

OMG I know what I did “wrong” except that it turned out to be right. I need to COMBINE the clues which is why he put the wors “And” in there! Thus, I need to look up, “Much Love I am always with you.” This HAS to be his secret message! I just needed to ADD the clues together….oh! I know who is helping him with this and they are working together to teach me more advanced hermeneutics – it’s Father Hermes! I’m going to look up the RIGHT clue now and see what his special message for me is.

“Much Love I am always with you.”
I like all of the videos that came up, but since the first one could not be embedded and I really wanted an embedded video, the second video that came up really caught my attention – it is the same music video he gave me the other day! Check back on March, 28, 2012. The clue for that day was “Our love is and always is.” Whenever videos come up more than once, especially with different clues they are extremely significant. And this is sweet consolation for me today as well as a reminder that we are still piecing together our past lives, including a wonderful life time we had together in Seattle. Thus, the message in this song is a very sweet way to end today’s blog, Day Three of our seven day anniversary celebration. I love you, Emanu’el/Eros!!!! Thank you!!
Seattle Rain.mov



P.S. Get love figured out: The gates will be closing soon! And this next song which appeared in the side bar when I pulled up that last song is relevant here – Emanu’el and I love this song, too. It’s one of our “theme songs.”

Love Will Keep Us Alive / The Eagles

One last great song: It seems a lot of people don’t know what bliss is. I am so blessed to NOT be one of those people. I dedicate this song to you Emanu’el/Eros. I love you beyond words! Thank you for showing me true love and true bliss!
True Bliss - Tonight

Psyche, aka Sōferia, the Pleiadian Queen, here again, and my assignment is to discuss LOVE for seven straight days. Three years ago when our people, the Pleiadians from Planet Eros sanctioned our wedding, they established a seven-day-long Love Celebration. We posted the announcement along with information about our new love celebrations here: April 1-7 Universal Week of Love

As you can see, if you click on the above link and scroll down, it states that more information will be forthcoming. Since this is our sacred third anniversary of the Pleiadian sanctioning, we have decided this is probably the time to produce the full explanation. Well, not the full explanation as that would take several book chapters to explain, but at least we will review the highlights here.

As has been brought forth many times in these blogs, our tradition for marriage is as follows: First, let me preface by stating that in this New Age, we have much knowledge about Divine Love and Marriage. The Ascended Masters have worked diligently to understand the Science of Sacred Love and are in the process of releasing that information to all of the people on Earth so that it can be further studied, understood, and clarified.

To make a very long story short, there is but one exact and perfect divine partner for each of us and now we have the science that explains why this is so. But you don’t have to understand the science to know this truth, which is the beauty of it.

Nevertheless, the science is available and it is being explained in everyday terms that everyone can understand, and it’s also being mathematically deployed, thank you to Emanu’el/Eros who worked hard on developing the mathematical proofs. In fact, it was his mathematical proofs that ultimately led to the Universal Sanctioning of our marriage on June 28, 2009.

I will review this process. As Pleiadians we can choose to marry whomever we wish. That marriage is simply consummated as a special, private affair. Because Emanu’el, who at that time I did not know was Eros, the God of Love (we did not remember that until this last incarnation on Earth), was and had been my Master Teacher my entire Pleiadian life, our love was a complex mess. Pleiadians have a strict taboo about teacher-student love relationships. It just never happens! Ever. But it did for us, although neither of us revealed that we were in love with the other while I was learning under him; we both kept it very hidden from each other. In spite of consciousness evolution on our planet, there are special techniques for blocking off portions of our consciousness so that we are never intruded upon. In other words, telepathy involves only that which we wish to communicate. It was not until my last day under his tutelage that I revealed my true love for him. I honestly believed it was fine, being naive and only eighteen years old at the time. As it turned out he was also in love with me and, just as I had been doing, he had been hiding it.

Just last night, as we were drifting off to sleep, he revealed a little more about what he had experienced during those times of denial and hiding our feelings from each other. You see, normally, teachers and students love each other deeply on our planet but it’s a bounded love that’s defined by the teacher-student relationship. But as I fell more and more in love with him in a romantic sense, I began to shut myself off – and vice versa -- he had done the same. The reason I did so was because I could not possibly reveal to him my true feelings! I knew he would resign and recommend another Master Teacher for me, and I would have been heartbroken. So I became really good at keeping my feelings to myself, but there was a price. Our original closeness began to suffer. Last night he explained to me he had done the same thing! He was falling in love with me which just could not possibly be! So he was shutting himself down to keep the feelings from leaking out which he believed was affecting his teaching.

He had felt that my learning was suffering and he had thought that was why I was shutting down. At one point, when I was almost seventeen years old and before all truth broke loose, he asked me if I would prefer that he recommend a different teacher, thinking my lack of responsiveness was his entire fault. When he mentioned that perhaps I would do better with a different teacher, I broke down in tears.

Of course, I told him I only wanted him for a teacher, and he didn’t want to make matters worse, so we kept things as they were.

A different teacher was absolutely the last thing I wanted! So from that point on, I tried harder to be more upbeat, talkative, and responsive. I was not going to lose him as a teacher!

This all came up last night in our “telepathic” conversation, because believe it or not, our relationship still suffers slightly on occasion due to our each tending to shut the other off a bit. It’s not a huge issue at all, but it’s still an issue and he felt we should talk about it, discuss the reasons for it, and continue to work toward resolving it.

Thus, his being my teacher and our falling in love had transpired back on our planet before we came back to Earth around 1000 AD. When I had turned 18, and it was my last day under his tutelage (I would be moving on to other Master Teachers, and although he would still have a role, it would be a lesser role), I felt I needed to give him an explanation for why I had shut myself off. The truth was I felt such immense love for him that I did not feel I could possibly go on without him. I knew I was taking a risk for being rejected if I told him the truth, but it was a risk I felt I must take. So I asked to meet him in his office after our last session. He thought I had questions about the environmental sciences equations I had been studying, so when we walked into his office, he asked me to sit down and gestured toward a chair next to his desk. He was still standing in front of his desk. I put my books (yes, we Pleiadians still use books because we love books!) down on the edge of his desk, looked him straight in the eyes and told him, “I love you.” I will never forget the pained look that came over his face. I realized instantly that he must love me too and that this was some sort of torture for him to hear me innocently as a student to a teacher express her love for him on their last day together. I quickly repeated my confession more emphatically, “No, I mean I LOVE you!” Then he fully understood, we embraced and had our first kiss.

We went that night to the Crystal City, listened to some enchanting music, danced on a quiet, isolated alcove of the Crystal Palace, and discussed in great depth the ramifications of our forbidden love, but we both knew in our hearts it was a true love and we were both strong enough to meet the challenges together, head on. So we had a very sacred personal wedding that very night, the details of which I will save for another time. That happened on January 28, 2009, Earth time, but one must keep these things in context. In reality, it was the year January 28, 7013 because we have travelled backwards in time for this Golden Age to play our roles and do the work necessary to alter history and save Earth from total destruction. So in one sense, it is the past and in another sense it is the present, and from yet from another perspective it is the future and has not happened yet. From my perspective, it happened in the past and I’m traveling the winding road “back to the future.” When I return home, no time will have elapsed from the moment Emanu’el and I came to Earth and we will pick up right where we left off. Thus, we will have accomplished much Earth work in “no time.”

Thus, that is the true story of how we received Pleiadian sanctioning of our marriage, the anniversary we will be celebrating all week long with parties, parades, and fireworks of all sorts (including our famous Pleiadian blue fireworks). There is much, much more to this story. There are details of many difficult initiations we both had to go through, but ultimately, the Pleiadian High Council has sanctioned our marriage, our people accept our relationship completely and, in fact, rejoice and celebrate our love.  This is partly due to the quantum mathematics that Emanu’el/Eros has worked out and partly due to how sincere and diligent we’ve been in our Earth work, and partly because in spite of many separations, hardships, trials, and tribulations we each experienced on Earth, we always found our way back to each other – and our love has not only survived, it has thrived, getting even stronger. As a result, our marriage had also been sanctioned by the Universal High Council on June 28, 2009, so we have a third anniversary. Soon we will have another formal wedding and crowning of the King, in celebration of the Cosmic Sanctioning of our Love. I’m not sure when that will take place. I honestly thought it would have happened by now, but apparently there is more work Emanu’el and I must do before we have the Cosmic Celebration. The plans have been released for quite some time and have been described in past blogs, but the date remains a mystery.

That’s the review of our Sacred Marriage, which we will be celebrating all week long and why I will be covering the topic LOVE from many different perspectives for the next seven days. But if I slough off on these blogs, a little, it's because I have gotten busy with the celebrations. 

I may just post some interesting information about Sacred Love by various people who actually experience it. The mathematical and phenomenological data is being expressed by many people now, since the knowledge has been fully released.

And as Eros sang to his mother, Aphrodite (who has issues with jealousy to this day!), "It's too late to turn back now." If you've been reading these blogs, you know that Aphrodite is not really a goddess and it is primarily due to her jealousy and vindictiveness. She was jealous of her own son! She did not want Eros and I to get married and did eveything to prevent us from partaking in our Divine Love. Of course, she was destined not to succeed because there is no keeping "quantum flame" lovers apart (more about that tomorrow). Anyway, look for different views on this topic in the upcoming days. It’s always good to get multiple perspectives on how people are experiencing this as more and more meet up and partake of the Divine Cosmic Sacred Relationship and Marriage.

Morning Meeting with Emanu’el/Eros
He wrote such sweet words to me yesterday and I woke up feeling a little low, considering the celebratory day it is. Earth dimension does drag me down sometimes whether I wish for that or not. I tried to cover my feelings by staying upbeat and thanked Emanu’el/Eros for his sweet words and told him Happy Anniversary. Well, we are so connected that he could see right through me, of course. He told me, don’t be “blue,” Dear, and that everything’s going to be fine. He reminded me that we did celebrate in the Higher Realms last night since our anniversary started at midnight and that it was just the beginning of the celebration. And then he told me to “cheer up.”

Thus, it looks like he has given me two clues for this special day, the first celebratory of our seven-day-long anniversary celebration: “blue” and “cheer up.” I’ll plug those into YouTube per our tradition and take the first songs to the top that do not have advertisements.

“blue”
Eiffel 65 - Blue (Da Ba Dee) (Original Video with subtitles)


Uploaded by blisscorporation on Sep 2, 2009
www.blisscorporation.com - www.eiffel65.com

“I have a girlfriend and she is so blue” LOL.

Emanu’el/Eros is so funny. This song has many levels of meaning! First, since we are synthesizing Joe Kincheloe’s work here, this song reminds me of the “blues aesthetic” that he discussed often. We sing about our “blues” but at the same time we rejoice, we dance, we can see the humor. It is definitely a cure for the blues. Also, blue is our Pleiadian Color. There is even a special “Pleiadian Blue” that earthlings can’t really comprehend because it is a multidimensional color that’s so bright and intense, with streams of silver emanating from it. It’s very difficult to describe, much less picture. And of course, our mission is the Code Blue Earth Mission. And we and our brothers and sisters on Earth are known as being “Blue Ray” members of the Great Brotherhood and Sisterhood who are here to work on changes that move Earth toward being the Heavenly School it was meant to be. Also note that the video was uploaded by "bliss corporation." I love that! There is a very special meaning in that, so this was really a cute message, and it does cheer me up! Which brings me to his second clue, “cheer up.”

“cheer up”
J. Cole - Cheer Up - Cole World: The Sideline Story


I had to take the second video because the first one had an advertisement.

This is a “kick in the butt” cheer up message. The true blues is the "Sideline Story" so he's sweetly telling me to cheer up while at the same time reminding me that we have work on Earth to do as long as there are people suffering. “Lil mama, cheer up!” I love that! It looks like he and our soul family will have to form that "Bliss Corporation" mentioned above and work at cheering up everyone  on the planet.

There’s also a hidden message right on the screen shot of the front of this video! Can you decode it? Someone is still hiding in the "The Sideline Story." I think he’s an angel because there’s a halo. Could it be Eros, the son of Hermes? Or could it be someone else?