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Bad To The Bone Again
UPDATE FOR 2019: We are on sabbatical until at least 2022. You can be certain we will have even the meantime, you can get up to speed by visiting links we've provided for learning blogs (that document my own experiences and learning), formal written articles, videos, etc., which you can supplement with additional research of your own.
What's in store for Eros and Psyche as we move past the "Ascension" and into the year 2013?
The saga continues . . . the year 2014 is destined to be ever more eventful!  Stay tuned. . .
UPDATE: Where in the world has the time gone? We are now heading into 2016 and it's bound to be the BEST YEAR YET! Lo and Behold, this ia all a TRUE STORY! It demonstrates how we can take "fictive" accounts (much like inventors do when they think up new inventions) and turn them into reality. More importantly, we can prove the Power of the Word for creating the world of our Dreams--this is a N.E.W. dispensation given to us by God for this era. We create the N.E.W. World as we Ascend.
Just click on the links below and you'll be up to speed in no time at all. Learn how you, too, can create using the Power of the Word and end up right into the arms of your dream love, your "Twin Flame" in Paradise for Eternity! I knew this site was named Paradis Publications for a reason! (Paradis is French for Heaven or Paradise)....we are dedicated to stories about DIVINE LOVE, of achieving "Love of the Highest Degree."

This is an ongoing story as a demonstration of Joe's "FICTIVE" writing, a new style of writing for the future (to be further defined and clarified). Follow along -- the story is completely improvisational and we never know what will happen next! Eventually, the story will be published as a series of books with more data that backs up the reality of the interpretations. If you would like to learn more about this creative form of writing, check back for our writing books--available after 2022.

Eros Rescues PsycheCODE BLUE EARTH MISSION of 2012 and Beyond: Who is Eros? Who is Psyche? What is Mythology? Who changed history? Will Eros and Psyche uncover all of the lies and put Earth back on the right track? These blogs provide an account of the continuing saga of Soferia (aka Psyche), a Pleiadian Princess (soon to become Queen) who was sent back in time to work on a special educational mission on Earth. The first leg of her journey describes how she remembered who she is, how and why she is on Earth, her early learning experiences about the problems on Earth, and her marriage to her Master Teacher/Divine Soul Mate or Twin Flame, Emanu'el. She calls him EROS, the God of Love because he had rescued her as Psyche (her Earth name) from her deep, deep slumber. But then, tragically, he had to leave earth planet, leaving Psyche behind as they continue their work together across dimensions. After the first leg of the journey, they began the Code Blue Mission which started here.

This new adventure - The Code Blue Earth Mission - continues during these most tumultuous times of the Great Earth Shift of 2012 and beyond. She and Emanu'el have contracted to assist all peoples of the Earth as they go through its upheavels - disasters, wars, earthquakes, floods, economic collapses, and various personal trials and tribulations. As long as one single soul suffers, there can be no Heaven on Earth! No matter what the obstacle or problem, one thing never changes: And that is the amazing and divine Love between Soferia (aka Psyche) and Emanu'el (aka Eros) that fuels their passionate work together, despite residing in different dimensions, thus, truly exemplifying THE POWER OF LOVE!!!! Is this mythology or is it history in the making?

“Therefore what God has joined together, let no man put asunder [ apart ]” (Matthew 19:6b).

Can Soferia/Psyche do this? Can she accomplish all of the tasks set before her even though her lover/husband/Master Teacher/EROS -- her better half -- is on the other side of the curtain? In economically dire straits, she must find a way to pull herself up by her bootstraps, confront and resolve the many problems that surface during this monumental historical era, help as many people as she can, and all at the same time finish her dissertation for her PhD, an essential piece needed for her and Emanu'el's work together in the NEXT leg of the journey. Can Joe Kincheloe's critical complex epistemology come to her rescue? Can she use a creative improvisational entrepreneurial bricolage to stay in her home and out from under the local bridge?

Travel with her during the next few years as she revisits her past, navigates her present, and meets up with her future where she and Emanuel will finally have (hopefully) succeeded in contributing to the creation of Heaven on Earth and then get to meet again. They will then go on to live out their future lives together in eternal bliss back on their home planet in the Pleiades, traveling the cosmos to assist other entities who suffer and need a helping hand. Will this "story" end up the way predicted here? One never can never know....but must just go with the flow. It's very exciting!

This blog is purely FREE EDUCATIONAL INFORMATION & ENTERTAINMENT. The late Joe L. Kincheloe's educational works will by synthesized and referenced within the context of this "fictive" story, in particular his last work, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. If you are new to this story you might want to read the Background of the Story.” (scroll down to read blog on that page)

This site  The Web 

UPDATE: This is important! There are many people listening to the wrong sure to follow this advice from Jesus:
Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. 1 John 4:1
Code Blue Earth Mission 
This story is narrated by Sōferia, aka PSYCHE, a Pleiadian Queen from Planet Eros.
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Monday, April 30, 2012

Catch-Up Time, Just A Reminder, Barbie & Friends

The Internet has not been cooperating well, so I missed getting a couple of blogs posted. I’ve included them in this blog, below.

What’s really new? I’m still working on the dissertation – which is actually a full-blown book now. I haven’t decided for sure whether I will cut some out of it or just go down as writing the longest dissertation in Education history. Manu’el really wants it all “out there.” He always has. He has been so stupendous about guiding me to the exact right information and to the exact right place to discuss it in my dissertation. OMG, how could I ever disappoint him, anyway? People you just don’t know what True Love is unless you’ve met your One Divine Twin Flame. There is simply no describing it and you would do anything for that Beloved – anything – literally. It’s all built on trust because at the same time you know without a doubt they would never ask you to do anything that would harm you or anyone else. Love makes that impossible. He praised me for picking up his telepathic communication as I was writing yesterday and told me it was a good “pick-up” thus the clue to look up on YouTube is “pick-up.” I haven’t looked that up yet, so I’ll do so right now. And then I’ll call it a day for the blog and get back to work.

Tomorrow’s an important day – it’s our Irish Wedding Anniversary!

How To Get Dates, Kisses and Phone Numbers From Women You Meet In The Daytime

OK, folks: this is NOT it. The guy in the video has it all wrong, so if guys out there think you’’ll get a girl this way, are you ever hoodwinked! Only the dumbest dame would fall for such corniness. What a strategy – he puts out disinformation and that way he has a greater “field” to select from. You are running out of time to get LOVE figured out.

And here are my past two blogs.

Sunday, April 29, 2011
Just A Reminder

Where are my Star Brothers and Sisters?: Do you remember who you are?

The Call

What's your name?
What's your plan?
You gotta game?
Are you wo-man or man?

I came here seeking
I'm still looking
I keep peeking
Spend more time booking

No one tells their name
No one tells their plan
Ain't you got no game?
Sister wo-man Brother man?

I have revealed my Whole True Self
My Soul, "Psyche" my name Soferia
I'm not a fairy, troll or elf
I'm alien but not from Lemuria

From far away in distance stars
Pleiades, Eros Planet of Love
Not from Venus, Moon or Mars
From Five Great Sisters up above

Come out into the limelight!
Come out on the stage
We're all Shining Stars
It's the latest rage!

The Party is about to begin
Are you ready to Celebrate?
Hurry! Find your Star Kin
And your One Divine Mate

What's your name?
Alien, human, or entity?
What's your game?

Saturday, April 28, 2011
Greed, Slut Barbie, the Enemy, and the Other Side: What Would I Do Without EROS and His Sweet Gifts of Love

I am so frustrated. The Lizards are at it again. They just won’t give up until they completely crash the global economic system. They LURED me into staying at my university with LOW TUTION once I finished all of my courses. And then what do they do? I get there, I finished with all of my courses, and they nearly QUADRUPLED the tuition! I have been so angry about it. I just get crumbs left from the massive amounts of student loans I’m relying on to finish my dissertation – and why should I pay tuition at all? I am not taking any professor’s time and haven’t for months. All I’m doing is research and writing. Well, they did it again. THEY RAISED TUITION AGAIN. PIGS. FLAT OUT GREEDY PIGS are running this world right now. That’s why I say this world can’t be real. It just can’t! How can “God-fearing” “humans” justify in their own minds raping, pillaging, killing, and stealing massive amounts of money in the name of what? Do they think they are special? God’s chosen people who are immune to God’s laws?

Well I got news for them. God’s REAL chosen people are rising up, taking their places, taking back their power (of LOVE), and we are going to change things! More about that later.

Manu’el/EROS just “sends me,” like that Sam Cooke song, “You Send Me.” Even though I still can’t see him, he gives me gifts every day. And I probably miss a lot of the gifts because I still have some waking up to do (and I apologize to him for missing any gifts he sends my way). But the ones I do see are so sweet. For example, I was riding in the car yesterday and I got really sad because I want to be in the same dimension he’s in. Really, we are in the same dimension, so more accurately, I want to perceive that. So, I was all FIDURODian, missing him, sad about things as I was riding in the car. He directed my eyes upward (he’s good and guiding me to look at specific things he wants me to see), and we were just passing two buildings adjacent to each other and each had big signs with their addresses. In both of the addresses were 11s, thus it together it formed the 11-11 Twin Flame number and as I noticed that, he whispered sweetly in my ear “We are together, Dear.” It was so sweet.

Then as if that were not enough, I saw his aura. I can often see his aura and he is so beautiful. The color changes, which is natural. Yesterday when I saw him, his aura was a beautiful shade of shimmery, sparkly blue. Pleiadian Blue is what I like to call it, and he held out a big bright pink heart to show me he loves me. It looked like a big pink fluffly heart pillow. I’ll bet he put it on our bed at home. That was a spectacular gift. Thank you, EROS! I love you too and I love your gifts.

He gave me two clues yesterday to look up on YouTube. One was “Barbie,” as he was talking about how some women like to “play Barbie,” and act like the most important thing is how you look, getting that rich guy, all those superficial things we girls learn as we grow up playing with Barbie dolls. I kind of like Barbie dolls, though.I am a fashion designer – for dolls. I have actually designed lots of patterns to make doll clothes for Barbie and other dolls like the American Girl dolls. It’s kind of fun. Just as long as we realize we don’t have to BE Barbie in real life.

The other clue he gave me was “enemy.” He and I seem to have some enemies on this planet, but we have so many powerful friends in high and low places, it really doesn’t matter.

He also put me on a very weird course of action. Some suprises are up ahead apparently. It’s not that it’s weird, really. It’s just that well it’s a little strange. But he does plan out stuff in detail because he’s so much like his Father, Hermes. Thus, so much of what he gives me is encoded and I have to decode it; thank goodness he helps, though. When I get stuck, he whispers clues in my ear.

So let’s see what message he has today with these two clues, “Barbie” and “enemy.” I will do a search on YouTube right now!

OMG, Eros! I think he’s trying to show what LOVE is NOT supposed to be in this video (I had to take the fourth video because the first three had advertisements – and EVEN pictures of Lizards. They flaunt themselves now.

This video is so funny! (I don't believe he gave me this video!) Typical doll playing, though. What’s sad is that so many earthlings play this out in real life. The commitment to Love and Trust between partners and friends is so very rare in our society here in the U.S. This story is far too common.

Slut Barbie

Now for the next clue, “enemy.” I wonder what special message it will bring up. I took the third video because the first one was an ad and I really didn’t like or understand the words the second video. This one has the lyrics and it’s the right one because it’s about the people who are being left behind on Earth as we transcend to the next dimension. Thank goodness, we will no longer have to come face-to-face with the enemy. Those people will be living on planets and in dimensions where they can continue to devolve or evolve according to their own free will, along with the lizards who continue playing their sick games of greed, hate, and Thanatos.

Godsmack - The Enemy Lyrics

11:11 pm | link 

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Is The Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Returning? PLUS Baggage: Don’t Toss It Out Quite Yet!

Yesterday Manu’el gave me the clue “map” to search on YouTube for music. Ironically and kind of amazing is that what popped to the top was a video about the Oregon Coast. Given I live near the Oregon Coast and he has sent me out on dozens of Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunts, bringing this video to the top is magical and perhaps a sign that he’s trying to prepare me for another Treasure Hunt over to the beach! This could be fun!

The last time we went, I took the long route home, drove way up the coast and was surprised by a little town named Beaver – and the stores, the street, and the church were all named Beaver! That’s a running joke he and his Father Hermes keep going . . . long story that I’d rather forget as to why it all came about. But when my Manuel/Eros and his Father Hermes turn it into a joke it’s actually very healing and very, very funny. I guess it’s the laughter. Laughing cures everything especially when the people I love most – the way I love Eros and Father Hermes – are the ones who make me laugh. You can check out our last wild Treasure Hunt here:

Monday, October 17, 2011
Are YOU Connected? PLUS The Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Goes P.C. AND Emanu’el Outdoes Himself AGAIN!!!! LOL

Wednesday, October 19, 2011
BEAVER BONANZA on the Pacific Coast (P.C.) Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt PLUS How Gossip Perpetuates the Digital Divide (The Beaver Strikes Back!)

This video about the Oregon Coast that rose to the top of the YouTube search on “map” also makes me laugh. It’s very short and sweet. Yep, he’s getting me ready for another wild and crazy epistemological road trip! Maybe he’s thinking I need a break from all of the research and writing I’ve been doing. He’s like that. He takes care of me when I don’t. I wonder what crazy surprises will turn up this time. How exciting!

Oregon Coast Escape (Click on the Picture)

Do You Have Excess Baggage? Don’t Toss It Out Quite Yet!
baggageA few days ago a friend posted a notice on facebook about “Baggage” as we move forward on the Road to Ascension. The post didn’t exactly say what we were to do with our “baggage,” or even what the baggage constitutes. So I asked her, what do I do? Should I give away my baggage? And her answer was, “No, you contracted for it.”

I’ve been thinking about that for several days now and, indeed, I must have contracted for the baggage I have scattered all around my house – all of the “stuff” that has accumulated and that’s just sitting around waiting to be acknowledged, perhaps classified, organized, and put into a place of its own. It amazes me how much “stuff” has accumulated in the short three years I’ve lived in this house. And I was on some kind of quest it seems to collect information – a lot of it!

Given that my Emanu’el/Eros/myTwin Flame divinely selected this house for me just three short years ago and when I moved in I had almost nothing and had to start all over from ground zero, then yes! I must have contracted for the “stuff” in my life that has now reached the stage of total chaos and complexity. And given that in the past when things reached this level, my usual course of action was to toss it all away – giving it away to the Good Will and neighbors or throwing things out. It always seemed like the right thing to do. Get rid of the accumulation and start fresh.

But is it right this time? This is a NEW era! We don’t run from complexity and chaos, we run toward it! Those words are in my Kincheloe’s books and the guidance he gives us – and I take his advice very seriously. We must learn to LOVE complexity and we must learn how to deal with it and even use it to our advantage, recombining, reconstituting and recreating with it. That’s his “bricolage.” And we take a “Do It Yourself” and “Handyman” approach.

So, I’m thinking that THIS time I must do something differently than in the past. Isn’t that how we get out of the incessant running around in the same circle over and over again? This time I must put all of this “stuff” to good and productive use, even if it’s DIFFERENT from what I had originally planned. And that’s another quality Kincheloe stresses in his work – to embrace NOVELTY and DIFFERENCE, not to fear it or run away from it. How can I do this?

I’m thinking of a NEW PATH….maybe tomorrow I will have some answers. In the meantime, I’m drowning and smothering in chaos! I feel like the Insectman stuck in the Spider Web (of Life) Kincheloe described in his book: HELP ME!

Thank Goodness, my Emanu'el/EROS is the most wonderful and Divine “Handyman” there is and he helps me 24/7!

Nothing else I’ve tried so far has worked. But I think I’m onto a solution! Will I find the right path? More Later . . . in the meantime, if you don’t feel like getting rid of your baggage, perhaps there’s a very good reason for that!

10:37 pm | link 

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Eros Inherited His Father Hermes’ Humor PLUS the Girl from Yesterday

Eros and PsychePsyche (aka Sōferia) here again – I got lost in that interdimensional hyperspace for a bit and missed writing blogs for a few days. It looks like when we experience “no time” the clocks and calendars still run on Earth, LOL. But I sure have been having lots of fun! Do you know that everything looks more real and more vibrant and very beautiful in the No Fly Zone? The No Fly Zone is just that zone of consciousness where most people in three d hyperspace do not venture, but there’s a whole living interacting world there! And lots of people who really know how to think, have great discussions, and keep a great sense of humor. What a contrast to this dull, non-interactive, and no-sense-of-humor, thanatos-driven earth life!

Manu’el (Eros!) and I have been so super busy. He’s been helping me decode love letters and we're developing a formula (flexible and elastic, of course) so that people can use it to send their own Divine Love Encoded Love Letters or interpret those messages that seem to be on the tip of consciousness and yet hidden. This code will propel Twin Flame Reunions on the planet. How exciting is that?

So yesterday he just absolutely cracked me up! I worked diligently on my dissertation all morning. Then in the afternoon I became so sleepy I couldn’t keep my eyes open and just had to go lie down, which seems to happen almost everyday. Well, by now I know it’s something Manu’el does to me even though I can't see him. He puts a spell on me or something so that I will go lie down with him and focus on him instead of filling my head with thoughts as I crunch through writing my dissertation. It’s totally cool though, because it always happens when I am just about to the burn-out stage, so it’s his loving way of protecting me and making sure I take the brain breaks I need to. He always notices when I'm close to burn-out before I do; I try to plough on through unless he casts his sweet magic spell on me. (For those who don't know Divine Twin Flames are consciously connected and can read each others' minds). So yesterday, the fatigue came over me again and I knew that was his signal. We often have some great conversations when I lie down, so when I was stretched out on the bed, I asked him, “Did you want to talk?” His immediate answer was, “No. I want you out of your mind.” LOL. I loved it and totally cracked up. And he loves it when I laugh at his jokes. Seriously, though, it was time for me to sleep so he could teach me, guide me with what I needed to do to get the dissertation finished and out the door. And I listen better when I trek out with him to some other dimension where its more hospitable and I leave my mind behind to rest as we indulge in the expanded consciousness.

Ah….the multidimensional life!!!! If you want to learn more about it, Joe Kincheloe wrote the book on it (the red book).

I came across this song and I just love it. It reminds me of the days when I used to wait for my One True Love, my Twin Flame. The wait is over, he came back! but the song is very beautiful.

The Girl From Yesterday - The Eagles

11:11 pm | link 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Remembering, Truth PLUS Love, Reality and Transition

I’m just posting a couple of songs and a really good video which I recommend highly. The first song was given to me by Manuel with the clue “re-membering.” The second song was one I picked out. Enjoy! I am off to a better world! See ya tomorrow.

Avishai Cohen Trio - Remembering

Support the Truth - Jim's Big Ego

Love, Reality, and the Time of Transition

Uploaded by TimeOfTransition on Oct 27, 2011

This video sheds light into the nature of love, relationships, the "New Age" movement, reality-creation, quantum physics, objectivity vs. subjectivity and how it all relates to the topics of "conspiracy theories", psychopathy, and the importance of esoteric self-work.

Written, narrated and audio editing by Bernhard Guenther
Visuals and video editing by Humberto Braga

Based on:

- All you need is Love!

- The Positivity of Objectivity and the Time of Transition

- Being the change you want to see in the world

Related videos and articles:

- Know Thyself

- Know Thyself [Video]

- Why You Don't Create Your Own Reality -- an antidote to fatuous New Age paradigms

- Organic Portals -- Soulless humans

- UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact [Video]


"All You Need Is Love" - The Beatles
"Symetric Lifes" - H.U.V.A. Network
"We Are Analog" - Hol Baumann
"Oleander (Phutureprimitive Symbiotic Remix)" - Bluetech
"Floating Retention" - Cell
"Terpene" - Carbon Based Lifeforms
"Rain Geometries" - H.U.V.A. Network
"The Garden" - Adham Shaikh
"Orientations, Pt. 2 (Ephemeride 15.43°)" - H.U.V.A. Network
"Longing for Silence" - Asura
"Silent Running" - Carbon Based Lifeforms
"20 minutes" - Carbon Based Lifeforms
"Polyrytmi" - Carbon Based Lifeforms

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10:53 pm | link 

Friday, April 20, 2012

Will Manuel/Eros Deliver Red Roses Again this Year? PLUS He Needs Me!

rosebush 4-18-2012Where does the time go? I didn’t even take a nap all afternoon today like I have been doing the past couple of weeks and still the day is gone and I’ve not accomplished all of my tasks I had set out to do.

Where is that “no time”? I hope that doesn’t mean we’ll have no time to do anything! I was under the impression that time would not matter at all and we could take as long as we needed to do our Great Work.

Today’s blog is short. I am just speculating and wondering, since summer weather has hit here already, whether my dear sweet Emanu’el/Eros – or Manuel as he really prefers for me to address him – will ensure my red roses return for another splendid display. As shown in the picture, my rose bush is coming back, so I’m anxious to see whether red roses magically get mixed in with the yellow ones again.

That was so exciting last year! He worked some true magic! My yellow roses has all but died (and one of them seems to have died totally), and what did Eros Love do? He regrew the yellow roses and when he did, he added RED roses all intwined with them. That was the sweetest gesture! He has such a creative, loving imagination. I wish I could do half the things for him that he does for me.

In his honor and as an expression of my love for him, here are the links to the very special blogs I wrote last year that explain the whole story along with some special music.

I love you Manuel!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

This is the DAY! I found an Amazing Surprise Growing Midst My Yellow Roses! Is it a Gift from Eros

Monday, June 13, 2011

Red Roses from EROS and His Eternal Love: I Am Almost There!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Sealed with a Kiss PLUS Sophia: A gift from me to Emanu’el, my EROS

SECRETS OF MY HEART ( Ernesto Cortazar )

Manuel gave me the following clues for songs last night and this morning:




Hang out

I’ll see what they bring up. I’m really tired, though. He says since it’s so late I can plug all four of them into YouTube TOGETHER and there’s a special song just for me. What kind of trick is this? He’s been working with his father, Hermes again, I’ll bet!

Here’s what came to the top and there are no advertisements!

I have no clue what Manuel is trying to communicate here. Maybe that he needs me. He knows I want him to need me. He knows I feel that there is no way I can repay him for all of the magic and special gifts he treats me with.
It’s a nice, melancholy song reminding me that he does, in fact, need me.

Counting Crows - Perfect Blue Buildings

Uploaded by montymike on Oct 12, 2008

Just down the street from your hotel, baby
I stay at home with my disease
And aint this position familiar, darling
Well, all monkeys do what they see
Help me stay awake, Im falling...

Down on virginia and la loma
Where I got friends wholl care for me
You got an attitude of everything I ever wanted
I got an attitude of need
Help me stay awake, Im falling...

Asleep in perfect blue buildings
Beside the green apple sea
Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby
Try to keep myself away from me

Its 4:30 a.m. on a tuesday
It doesnt get much worse than this
In beds in little rooms in buildings
in the middle of these lives
which are completely meaningless
Help me stay awake, Im falling...

Asleep in perfect blue buildings
Beside the green apple sea
Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby
Try to keep myself away from me

I got bones beneath my skin, and mister...
Theres a skeleton in every mans house
Beneath the dust and love and sweat that hangs on everybody
Theres a dead man trying to get out
Please help me stay awake, Im falling...

Asleep in perfect blue buildings
Beside the green apple sea
Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby
Try to keep myself away from me

I cant keep myself away from me
How am I gonna keep myself away from me

I know what he wants! He was reading my mind. I had thought about also posting another song that asks "Do you love me? Do you need me?" He heard my thoughts (nothing much is a secret when you are united with your Twin Flame). I had decided not to post it because I thought it sounded too needy. I actually have both of the songs posted together on this site, (you have to scroll down the page)which is why I had thought about posting it again here -- but I decided not to; I want to be strong and not be needy. He is emphasizing to me there is absolutely nothing wrong with needing him -- he needs me too! Sweet. And for that sweet gesture I WILL post the song after all.

Do you love me?

10:55 pm | link 

Thursday, April 19, 2012

The Nephilim PLUS Brothers and Sisters

no timeI seem to be waiting for “no time” to get here (see Tuesday’s blog). I have definitely bumped up against total chaos and complexity in my life – with far more things to do than I can possibly accomplish even in one lifetime. I feel obstacles at every turn. Thus, “no time” is really needed here! I want to be able to do it all – everything on my plate and more! I need no time in order to deal with straightening out some of the chaos.

What I understand about no time, though, is that my Eros will be back with me on Earth and we’ll do the rest of the work together! That would be a Divine Dream come true. We will create a Heaven on Earth together with all of our Brothers and Sisters. The reason this can happen is because Earth is ascending and I’m going with it. He can step down and meet me there. Sadly not everyone will be ascending, thus, those people who don’t believe this will not be able to see it. They will just tell people like me who say these things that we’re “crazy,” and then they will believe they’ve been “proven” right because they can’t see what we see. We may even disappear from their view and they will believe that we have been the ones “left behind.” It’s very diabolical, but there is nothing we can do anymore. A few of us who can see these things came to Earth for the purpose of opening the eyes of more humans, but there is only so much we can do. We are approaching “no time” during which the people who have ascended have done so and no one else will get through the gates during that period of “no time.” It’s the time we have set aside to create a Heavenly Ascended Earth with no distractions.  Once everything is in place, a few gates will be opened again, but they’ll be very difficult to pass through and will take much more work.

Been reading a lot about “nephilim” and what confusing contorted perspectives there are about that! Some of the accounts even have Eros as being evil since he was a “fallen angel.” Eros has never been evil and he has never been a fallen angel! Eros is a son of God and has only the most Divine Love flowing through his being. They have history all wrong. Eros and I, Psyche (who was an earthling at that time, but am now a “nephilim” by their definition since I am a “hybrid”) – well, we will setting this record straight in our upcoming book! We can’t go on with so much confusion being created over  “nephilims.” More about that later.

I must get on with my day. Time is a wasting – that is, until we finally reach “no time.”

Emanu’el/Eros gave me this goodnight song last night with the clue “who could ask for anything more” and the next song this morning at our meeting with the clue “brothers and sisters.” I am also posting some “nephilim” videos so you can see for yourself the messed up ways people are reporting these things.

I've Got Rhythm

2 Funky 2 - Brothers And Sisters

Here are some videos about Nephilim so you can see how messed up the accounts are. They are all so inconsistent it is curious as to how someone with a “rational” mind was able to create them and not see the glaring holes in their theories. See if you can pick them out.

NEPHILIM explained

The Truth About Nephilim Giants (Full Video) - Steve Quayle

9:40 pm | link 

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Seattle Rain Song Seven Sacred Times Now!

Yes, as of today, Eman’uel/EROS has given me the Seattle Rain Love Song Seven Sacred times now. I am feeling so profoundly unworthy of so much love and so profoundly ignorant as to what he is trying to get across to me. There is some kind of message in this song and I have racked my brain trying to figure out what it is. I can’t really ask him because it’s my initiation test to try and figure it out and I know he really worked hard on this curricular activity special for me.

Here is the song again.


Of course, there’s the obvious. The song is about our divine love. He is always with me and I’m always with him. And there is more as was discussed in previous blogs. We had a past life in Seattle in the late 1800s. It was not even our last past life before this one – we had another enjoyable, love filled lifetime together from the early 1900s sometime up until the late 1940s. I have discussed this and how we died in a head on collision when our car caught on fire. One of these days I will pull all of the pieces together – I have to – it’s part of my Dharma work. During the lifetime in Seattle we had met when we were the same ages as when we married as King Francois II and Mary Queen of Scots – we were very young – he was about 14 and I was about 15. The Seattle life was a good one but some very tragic things happened. In fact, I believe we lost our home and business due to the famous Seattle fire where they ended up building over top of the old city. So then that reminded me of the movie “Sleepless in Seattle.”

Seattle's first buildings were wooden. On June 6, 1889 at 2:39 in the afternoon,[1] a cabinetmaker accidentally overturned and ignited a glue pot. An attempt to extinguish it with water spread the burning grease-based glue. The fire chief was out of town, and although the volunteer fire department responded they made the mistake of trying to use too many hoses at once. They never recovered from the subsequent drop in water pressure, and the Great Seattle Fire destroyed 31 blocks.[2]

While a destructive fire was not unusual for the time, the response of the city leaders was. Instead of rebuilding the city as it was before, they made two strategic decisions: that all new buildings must be of stone or brick, insurance against a similar disaster in the future; and to
regrade the streets one to two stories higher than the original street grade. Pioneer Square had originally been built mostly on filled-in tidelands and, as a consequence, it often flooded. The new street level also assisted in ensuring that gravity-assisted flush toilets that funnelled into Elliott Bay did not back up at high tide.

We definitely were sleepless during the fires. I had also had bad dreams about Seattle recently and that reminded me of “Sleepless in Seattle” as well. I had not seen that movie so I looked it up. It’s about a guy who was sleepless in Seattle until he met his one true love – and then it hit me! JOE had given me that clue back in 2008 on facebook! Only he was so funny about it! He told me that he was “Sleepless in Montreal, lol.” He is such a Hermes and I was so asleep. He was telling me he was wide awake. LOL. Only it wasn’t very funny because he really was “sleepless” at the time. Oh, how he can pack the multidimensional messages in just a few words.

Anyway, it’s very strange how Seattle built on top of the old burned down city. Now you can go and visit Seattle underground and see parts of it that survived. I wonder if I’d be able to find our old business. We had a business downstairs. I don’t remember yet what it was – maybe a shoe repair shop or a jewelry store or maybe both at one time or the other. And then we lived upstairs – and it all went up in smoke. We ended up leaving Seattle and moving to Albany, Oregon, where we helped build a huge church (see previous blogs about that): Here are my previous blogs and the clues that brought up “Seattle Rain” along with the latest clues.

“Our love is and always is.”
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Our Love Follows Wherever We Go: A Bricolage Review of Past Lives PLUS Our Mission Began In Childhood

“Much Love I am always with you.”
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Three - Elizabeth Clare Prophet and Twin Flames

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”

Friday, April 13, 2012

Goodnight, My Angel PLUS Lady Portia and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees AND Seattle Rain: The Third Time’s Gotta Be A Charm!

“Your eternal Love.”

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Pleiadians Assist Earthlings with Keys, Codes, and DNA Activation PLUS Seattle Rain Love Song for the FOURTH TIME: What is Emanu’el/EROS trying to Tell Me?

Today - Wednesday, April 18, 2012

“Love – have a great day”
"Much Love I am always with you" (re-test)
"Love nephilim"

I also tested a previous clue today because I had taken the second video for it initially, so I thought I’d better make sure that was right. So I plugged in the clue “Much Love I am always with you.” Sure enough, it brought the song right to the top. And as if that was not enough, I had been researching nephilim and was very confused because of the multiple definitions of nephilim. I think because we are aliens – Pleiadians, we might be considered nephilim, but we are nto the bad ones who come here to rule. We come here to spread love. So just on a whim, I plugged “Love nephilim” in the search and up popped the song again, second from the top! I knew it was good – and that made a total of SEVEN TIMES the song was brought up. Seven is a sacred number. It usually represents God.

Here’s a summary again of all of the clues – and again, they all have LOVE.

1) “Our love is and always is.”
2) “Much Love I am always with you.”
3) “Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
4) “Your eternal Love

5) “Love – have a great day”

6) “Much Love I am always with you”

7) “Love nephilim”

You can’t just randomly plug Love and some other word into You Tube and pull up the song; I tried several variations. This tells me that Manu’el has great control of the Internet and that he’s trying to get me to see something.

Seven meaning God and seven Love’s is significant – God is Love. I think that since nephilim came up with Love it’s an indication that people need to understand that there are the bad nephilim but also there are the good ones. Isn’t that always the case in duality? There are always two sides to the coin. It’s like the evil ones took absolutely everything sacred and good and corrupted it with something evil. It makes sorting truth very complicated.

Emanuel did share with me last night that I have the obvious right - how the song represents our Divine Love and expresses his feelings. And even though we had some very rough times in Seattle during that lifetime, we held together because of our love for each other and for God. After we lost our home and business in the Seattle fires and that was when we moved to Albany OR to help build a church, but there were other tragedies. Anyway the obvious message is the power of Love – and God’s Love - given that Love was in all seven clues. He told me last night I was on the right track and given he has popped the song to the top again for me this morning, there is more....maybe I left part of my soul there due to the tragedies. I did have a dream that were nearly like nightmares where I had gotten lost in Seattle.

Monday, April 16, 2012
Nightmares in Seattle, the Missing Sacred Vow of Mary Queen of Scotts, Sharing the Night Together, AND the Perpetual Revolution

I will need to remember. Also, I died during a botched operation in that lifetime right here in Albany, OR, which had been really hard on him. On my treasure hunt three years ago he had guided me to the church, the hospital and the cemetary here. I guess it's time to remember more. Here is the music for today. I had to take the ninth video due to advertisements other than the Little Mermaid video, and we are banning Disney movies. The clue was “under.” He was talking about the botched operation I had in the lifetime we lived in Seattle/Albany and how the anesthetic had not put me under. It was a true nightmare. The video that came up makes me think all of this is for my dissertation. And the last song was his goodnight song last night with the clue “Much Love, Babe.” I love Barry White.

Under Pressure

Barry White - Can't get enough of your Love, Babe

10:58 pm | link 

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Pleiadians Assist Earthlings with Keys, Codes, and DNA Activation PLUS Seattle Rain Love Song for the FOURTH TIME: What is Emanu’el/EROS trying to Tell Me?

Yesterday I spoke of the Perpetual Revolution and it is really taking hold now! My LOVE PEOPLE from the Pleiades are joining forces and assisting Earthlings in their spiritual growth and consciousness evolution. Here’s a great video.

Natural increase in psychic ability & telepathy due to Pleiades DNA reconnection

Also, I was so thrilled to receive the following wonderful music video from my family here on Earth, from Guru Ra! It is so beautiful and I want to keep a permanent record of it here and share it with you. I don’t know the language but the song makes me cry. I simply must learn more languages. As Earth and the peoples ascend, we will know all languages so there will no longer be the communication gap we have now. We will just all be able to understand each other! What a beautiful day that will be. For now, music breaks through our communication barriers.

Pinikpikan - Butanding (Music Video)

With the DNA Activation video above, it suddenly dawned on me: Joe Kincheloe spoke of DNA in his last book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. The book is hidden with codes. I knew that a long time ago, but now we have evidence that the codes activate higher consciousness. What a genius he is! And the funny thing about this is that several years ago I actually bought the web domain, websiteDNA, thus, I believe a near future assignment will be to start posting clues about his codes on that website. This will give people a little boost and push them along in developing their special gifts. So that’s amazing. DNA Activation embedded in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. I never saw such a multipurpose book as this one! I could write a book for each purpose! And it would comprise an entire encyclopedia of many volumes! This is getting more exciting every day! The clues are sure to come up in treasure hunts in the new book series Emanu’el/EROS and I are writing. Wait a minute! I’ll bet the codes are in all of my past treasure hunts! There is something very special going on here. That happens when you let Divine Spirit guide you. I will write more about this later.

Last night during my meeting with Emanu’el/EROS, he gave me the clue “no time.” He was trying to explain to me not to worry about having so much work to do because we would be experiencing “no time,” but I really don’t understand the concept. I have been engrained with clocks, time, and schedules. I’ll look up the clue on YouTube and see if it helps me understand this idea.

Cradle Of Filth - No Time To Cry

That is extreme. And I cannot believe almost 4 million people were suckered into watching it as was I – but Emanu’el has a point he’s trying to make here. HELL is ETERNAL and yet there will be no time to cry. Can you imagine living in hell and not even being able to cry about it? That sounds like pure torture and yet there will be many people who continue to choose to do wrong and take the wrong paths and hell is exactly where they will end up until they finally learn to choose right so that they can lift their consciousnesses out of it…IF they even have the option. Some people will not have that options because they are so far gone (psychopathic and sociopathic) that they will not have another chance.

Here is the second song to the top on the clue “no time.”

The Guess Who - No Time

I know what this one means. Sometimes we have to leave people behind and we are at the point I human evolution where there is no time left to assist those people to the right path. Some of us are on the right path “on our way to better things” and there is no time left for those who have chosen the selfish, greedy path.

Here is the third song to the top on the clue “no time.” Sometimes Manuel likes for me to take three songs and this one gives a little more understanding, another perspective, to the concept, "no time."

Mutemath - In No Time - (Lyrics)

Wheres your heart gone and wheres your soul?
Where did all of your faith go?
And WHERES that old spark a failure stole!?
Well I bet we find it in no time at all

We'll find it in no time
We'll find it in no time
We'll find it in no time
We'll find it in no time at all

Wheres your nerve gone and heres your hope
Wheres that Sunrise you've been waiting for
And WHERES that one day you counted on
Well I bet we find it in no time at all

We'll find it in no time
We'll find it in no time
We'll find it in no time
We'll find it in no time at all

When the walls start falling on the world you have
Just hold tight, in no time, we can get it back

When the skies come crashing on the world you have
Just hold tight, in no time, we can get it back.

That one’s beautiful. Emanu’el is telling me we will be together in “no time” where all will be good and Divine! So I took three songs this time in order to better understand “no time.” What it means to me is that I will be back HOME again, with Manu’el/EROS, King of Planet Eros and Cosmic Ascended Master – in on time at all! That’s exciting!

He also gave me a clue for music this morning! Oh wow, he was talking this morning at our meeting about how the evil ones (who will be going to the first “no time” in the video above) will be MELTING like the wicked witch in Oz. Apparently, as our vibrations rise and Earth’s vibrations rise, it is just too hot for them. WHOA! Joe Kincheloe said something about it being HOT in one of his books….hmmm….I wonder if he was talking about how it would get too hot for some people.  In fact, here’s the quote and it’s from his book about “Reading, Writing and Thinking,”:

As Joe clearly spelled out, “Postformalism does not simply inform the quality of our thinking, it changes who we are. Caution: filling is hot” (p. 133). Yes, it is hot, Joe – very hot. And you ain’t seen nothin’ yet, Baby!

I wonder if it relates somehow to what Emanu’el was telling me this morning. How curious! Anyway, the clue he gave me was “Your eternal Love.” It was how he signed off – its’ very different than usual which is a cue to a clue, so I’ll see what YouTube brings to the top of the search.

OMG – I don’t believe this! FOR THE FOURTH TIME he is bringing up the love song about SEATTLE! I was totally amazed the last time he brought that video up! Three  DIFFERENT CLUES brought up the same song and now we have a fourth clue that brings it up again! There is something I must be missing in this! I had dreams about a past life in Seattle and it was pretty traumatic, but at the same time, we had met there at a very young age, fell totally in love. We ended up moving to Albany Oregon where we helped build a church. I wonder what I’m missing.


“Our love is and always is.”
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Our Love Follows Wherever We Go: A Bricolage Review of Past Lives PLUS Our Mission Began In Childhood

“Much Love I am always with you.”
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Three - Elizabeth Clare Prophet and Twin Flames

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”

Friday, April 13, 2012
Goodnight, My Angel PLUS Lady Portia and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees AND Seattle Rain: The Third Time’s Gotta Be A Charm! 

And now, today,
Tuesday, April 17, 2012 he gave me the clue:
“Your eternal Love.”

I was also curious last time how these three clues managed to bring up the same song. Are there common clues between all four of them? Would those common clues bring up that song? Last time I had discovered that the only common word between them is Love and the word Love alone does not bring up this song! And with this fourth clue it’s the same story:

“Our love is and always is.”
“Much Love I am always with you.”
“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
“Your eternal Love

Emanu’el/EROS is so AMAZING when it comes to expressing his LOVE and teaching me at the same time. Of course, he is a genius and the God of Love himself, which explains a lot. I just wonder WHY he keeps giving me this song! There is something I’m missing. I will think about it and alchemize it all in my mind and maybe by tomorrow I’ll have some kind of answer. Or I could just ask him. But he likes for me to figure these little puzzles out -- it's why he gives them to me. And I love his creative and fun teaching style where he customizes the lessosns just for me! Maybe he will give me a few more clues . . .
9:40 pm | link 

Monday, April 16, 2012

Nightmares in Seattle, the Missing Sacred Vow of Mary Queen of Scotts, Sharing the Night Together, AND the Perpetual Revolution

Sleep Sweetly

I had bad memories last night during dreamtime. The memories were of past lifetimes. There was nothing I did that was wrong at all, there were just negative things happening that stirred emotions for me. And it all took place in Seattle – which must be why he had given me that Seattle Love song three times now in several recent blogs. He has used music to invoke my memories before – a most powerful one was our wedding song during our first lifetime back on Earth in Ireland, which I have written about previously several times. In spite of my bad memories last night in my dreams, we must have had some beautiful times together in Seattle, judging by the Seattle Love Song.

This morning at our meeting Manu’el said that these memories are to help me unblock emotions that impede my spiritual progress. He said they are not for the purpose of stirring up guilt over any wrong actions I have ever taken – I already have Salvation and Divine Grace. It’s just a matter of removing blocks– and he reassured me that “All is Well.” Thus, I assume that’s a song I’m to look up on YouTube.

OK, Manu’el is reminding me to keep my sense of humor, LOL.

Animal House - All Is Well!

I’m so glad I have such a great teacher. He truly is Eros the God of Love. And another memory has come up for me! It’s more about his and my life together as Mary Queen of Scots and King Francois II. Here’s what I wrote about it today:

Ode to Her Twin Flame: The Reincarnation of Mary Queen of Scots

I believe that I am the reincarnation of Mary Queen of Scots. All of my life (this current life) I have had memories (horible visions, actually) of going through her very traumatic death. She (I) was put to death for NO REASON but POLITICS. There were many LIES told about me and the sonnets and letters that they claim implicated me in the planned murder of Queen Elizabeth were made up and mixed up with other sonnets I had actually written. Not only that, they misappropriated those sonnets AND they have hidden the TWIN SOUL SACRED WEDDING VOWs my Dear Sweet Francois II and I had exchanged that PROVE OUR SACRED UNION. I NEVER loved Lord Damley in a romantic sense whatsoever. What woman in her right mind would love a man who RAPED her? His murder, however, was a set-up to instill doubts in the minds of people as to my capabilities. My death served POWER. It was a total Travesty of Justice. I am here to uncover truth about this and to find our missing SACRED WEDDING VOWS. Queen Elizabeth claimed no culpability in my death - well, God sees it differently! She turned a blind eye because it well-served her greediness for fame and fortune. The truth will be revealed and DIVINE JUSTICE will PREVAIL!

Little did the CULPRITS know that Francois II was in FACT EROS, the GOD OF LOVE and that I was -- and am -- PSYCHE his consort - or that we would reunite during this GOLDEN AGE with GREAT LOVE AND POWER.

Little did they know that we would transcend TIME and come back from the FUTURE, from the beautiful and HEAVENLY star system of the Pleiades, where we collected Great Wisdom and POWER to make TRUTH be KNOWN. Little did they know that my Grandmother - Lady Portia, herself -- and my Grandfather - Saint Germain - would work the POWER OF THEIR LOVE and their DIVINE JUSTICE to bring out TRUTH.

The following is the sonnet written by I, as Queen Mary of Scots, to my DIVINE EROS, the GOD OF LOVE, aka KING FRANCOIS II after his sad early departure. This sonnet attests of my LOVE for him and our Twin Flame Union across the dimensions - just as we had done in ancient times as EROS and PSYCHE (our true identity never changes). We have been united since ancient times.

"Mary’s first husband, the young French King Francis II died suddenly of an ear infection aged only sixteen. Mary, a year older than him, wrote the following poem in a state of great dejection, having lost the only pure love that she would ever encounter."

In my sad, quiet song,
A melancholy air,
I shall look deep and long
At loss beyond compare,
And with bitter tears,
I'll pass my best years.
Have the harsh fates ere now
Let such a grief be felt,
Has a more cruel blow
Been by Dame Fortune dealt
Than, O my heart and my eyes!
I see where his bier lies?
In my springtime's gladness
And flower of my young heart,
I feel the deepest sadness
Of the most grievous hurt.
Nothing now my heart can fire
But regret and desire.
He who was my dearest
Already is my plight.
The day that shone the clearest
For me is darkest night.
There is nothing now so fine
That I need make it mine.
Deep in my eyes and heart
A portrait has its place
Which shows the world my hurt
In the pallor of my face,
Pale as when violets fade,
True love’s becoming a shade
In my unwonted pain
I can no more be still,
Rising time and again
To drive away my ill.
All things good and bad
Have lost the taste they had.
And thus I always stay
Whether in wood or meadow,
Whether at dawn of day
Or at the evening shadow.
My heart feels ceaselessly
Grief for his loss to me.
Sometimes in such a place
His image comes to me.
The sweet smile on his face
Up in a cloud I see.
Then sudden in the mere
I see his funeral bier.
When I lie quietly
Sleeping upon my couch,
I hear him speak to me
And I can feel his touch.
In my duties each day
He is near me always.
Nothing seems fine to me
Unless he is therein.
My heart will not agree
Unless he is within
I lack all perfection
In my cruel dejection.
I shall cease my song now,
My sad lament shall end
Whose burden aye shall show
True love can not pretend
And though we are apart,
Grows no less in my heart


And how dare that we must repeat this story of separation AGAIN in this lifetime - this era at the CUSP OF THE GOLDEN AGE! But we have planned for this and all can rest assured: WE CANNOT BE SEPARATED!!!! AND TRUTH AND DIVINE JUSTICE VIA THE POWER OF LOVE SHALL PREVAIL.

Truth, brought to you from the love within my heart and soul,
Soferia - aka Psyche, the Queen and consort of EROS the GOD OF LOVE

Check this poem out by Mary Queen of Scots (aka Mary Stuart) - It really sounds just like me in many ways and is written like much of my poetry! Kind of amazing - I just discovered this yesterday:

Meditation on the Inconstancy and Vanity of the World

When it is meet for rest to be our guide
And for a while set every care aside,
A memory of my bitter life doth creep
And robs my heart of all desire to sleep,
Holding an image clear before my face
Of good and evil swiftly changing place,
Whose burden brings into my eyes
A mood of sadness and all pleasure flies;
Then afterwards, to lighten my despond,
I enter discourse, not on shallow ground,
Considering the world's inconstancy
And mortals' lack of true security;
Judging by that nothing is permanent
Nor good, nor bad beneath the firmament,
Which suddenly sets me remembering
The words of wisdom of that prudent king.
I have (he said) sought out each pleasure's way
Which can no longer my desires allay:
But I have seen upon the earth's round ball
Naught but vanity, folly therewithal,
That I have witnessed where'er I have been
In our lifetime for I have often seen
Those who touch the heavens with their brow
Suddenly struck down when fierce storms blow.
The greatest monarch, emperor or king
Is not sure of rank, nor life nor anything.
To build a palace and store wealth away
So quickly turns into loss and decay.
Coming from a generous family
Does not prevent living unhappily.
Fine clothes and sport and dance and laughter
Leave only grieving and remorse thereafter;
And beauty, so delightful to behold,
Deserts us utterly as we grow old:
To live at ease and drink our fill
Leads also to more suffering and ill:
Great wealth and wisdom, many friends beside,
Is no sure way of being satisfied.
In short, all worldly goods in human life
Are quickly lost, and gained by bitter strife:
How doth it serve our purpose to believe
In vanities that flatter to deceive?
We must attempt to seek a higher place
For true repose, for pleasure and for grace.
Where those who, pure of heart, find their reward
When they return to the true Saviour Lord;
For our eternal lot awaits in heaven,
Preordained, a birthright to us given.
But which of us, O kindest Father, still
Can claim this fortune, save it be thy will
That he abandon sin and all offence
By having made a worthy penitence?
Who can renounce the world upon his own
To honour, love and cleave to thee alone?
None for sure unless thy tender mercy come
To warn and guide him to thy heavenly home;
Therefore, O almighty Father and Lord,
Look upon me with thy benign regard
As you looked on that woman full of sin
Who at thy feet poured out her ceaseless pain;
As you looked upon Peter just the same,
He who already had forsworn thy name.
And, as to them, grant me thy grace I pray
So that thy mercy wash my sins away.
In taking my heart from a world like this,
I'll seek to make it win eternal bliss.
Grant, O Lord, your patience unto me,
With love and faith and always trust in thee.
Grant me devotion and humility
With pure intent to serve you loyally:
Send me your prudence that I may remain
Free from sinfulness and mortal stain.
Never take thy truth away from me,
Fill me with meekness and with charity:
Let chastity and perseverance
Live in my heart with all obedience.
From every error, Lord, protect my path,
And every day, O Christ, protect the faith
That my mother Church has given me
Where I withdraw to let myself be free
From sin and ignorance and pride,
The road where everlasting woes abide.
Grant, Lord, that my guardian Angel always
Be close to me and offer you my praise,
My prayers, my tears, my sighs, so to impart
All the just desires of my heart.
May thy Holy Spirit shine on me always
While you will me to live out my earthly days.
And when, Lord, in your bounteous clemency
You wish to free me from captivity,
Where my spirit has its dwelling in this life,
Full of sorrows, torments and of strife,
Remember me and grant to me, I pray,
Thy mercy's power and trust in it alway,
My love for you engraved upon my heart,
An offering to replace my just desert.
Therefore, my God, do not forsake me now,
And when I reach my final end also,
Following in thy paths, grant that it be my due
That at the last I draw near unto you.

Mary Stuart

Emanu’el commended me for remembering and for the writing I did about it. And just as he was commending me the evil Archons made my electricity flash off – but it came back on quickly and this time it did not shut down my computer. (They have been doing this a lot lately, and it always shut down my computer.) Manu’el pointed out to me that they are losing power and we are gaining power, so we were able to circumvent the computer shut down! Oh Happy Days! The light is shining ever brighter and stronger.

My Eros was so sweet last night again! He sent me a most Divine Good Night Love Song, as he so often does. His clue was “Share the Night” and here’s the sweet song that came up:

Dr. Hook - Sharing the night together

Just as I was looking up that clue in my notes, I noticed another clue he had given me yesterday afternoon: “perpetual revolution.” I’ll see what that brings up!

Well, this is very weird. What came to the top was a video about Thomas Jefferson’s “Permanent Revolution.” Now, I know this is wrong because when I mentioned Peter McLaren’s “permanent revolution” to Joe on his website back in 2008, he corrected me at that time saying that it's a “perpetual revolution.”

Thus, it cannot be a permanent revolution! There is a difference! There has to be or Joe would not have brought it up. Here’s the wrong video (no way is this the one):

Thomas Jefferson: Permanent Revolution

Can you identify the huge misconception in that video? It could account for why the world is in such a mess today! Like I said, this is not the right video.

The second video can’t be right either because it talks about a “Mechanical Perpetual Revolution.” Joe was against the idea that everything works like a machine. There is no way his “perpetual revolution” would work like a machine. Here’s the video in case you want to evalutate it for yourself. It’s not the right one!

Lewis Watching Us ! - Mechanical/Perpetual/Revolution - Live @ Le Happy Days ( french post emo )

If they are saying something, I can’t understand what it is at all. That’s some wild music and not the right video. So, I will have to go with the third video, which is this one;

Nathan Schock - Perpetual Revolution

YES!!!! This is it – “Keep movin’ on and on and on and on . . . . the campaign is over; the course has been run, choose to be a part of this perpetual revolution!” I like the “Illusions of Grandeur” title, too. That can be interpreted in multiple ways. Choose the one that works for you and . . .


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Sunday, April 15, 2012

The Passion of Divine Love PLUS Divine Justice Prevails Over Shortcomings

Thank You ErosI just don't know how to thank Emanu'el/EROS for all that he does for me. If life gets any more Divine, I may have to quit writing these blogs. Amazing magic never ceases with my husband/Cosmic Teacher being Eros, the God of Love. Just when I think the magic can’t possibly get any better, he tops his last “trick” with something that is even more profound and astonising. Perhaps it’s related to the expansion of the universe. As it expands, there are more gifts and they are more amazing  – and being the Romantic that Eros is -- well, it seems he must surprise me abundantly (and use that magic his father Hermes taught him so well at the same time!). I always feel so honored! And it's not just the gifts - it's his LOVE. There is no way to describe that; I won't even try. And I simply don't know how to thank him! I want so desperately to enact the immense gratitude and love I feel for him.

Then I get to wondering how do I deserve such LOVE? How do I ever return to him the abundant love he displays to me on a 24/7 basis. I do love him! And he knows that. I just still feel so deficient. I am a mere earthling still stuck in this 3D prison. Yet he is always by my side and bestowing his abundant love. How can I show him the true gratitude I feel in my heart? I know he feels it. I feel his love and gratitude, and he feels mine. There is really nothing I must to do; I know that, yet, I have this passionate desire to do something more!

And so those questions and issues formed the basis of our meeting last night and as he always does, he knows exactly the right words to make me feel better. He wrote me one of those beautiful letters that only Eros can write, which I will keep private and hold in my heart because it’s so special to me. He did give me a clue for YouTube, which was “shortcomings.” He was just expressing that he could never hold against me what I regard as my “shortcomings.” He doesn’t view them that way at all. He understands totally the issues that come up when you have a 9 or 10D mind and you’re stuck in a 3D world. Imagine being forced to wear size 3 shoes when your feet need size 10! It gets very painful! (He didn't put in terms of shoe size - that was my idea, LOL. He hates it when people think they can measure things like consciousness - it really is not measureable but I was just trying to make a point - it's still painful!).

Here’s the song that came to the top with the clue “shortcomings.” It’s sad that people abuse people over minor differences -- or any differences at all! In the end, Divine Justice always wins out. The day will come when everyone will embrace and rejoice over differences. It seems that the people who have what others judge as "shortcomings" are the ones who come out winning in the end. Divine Justice always prevails. I thank my Grandmother, Lady Portia (see yesterday's blog) who raised me for teaching me the importance of Divine Justice. I have learned that Divine Justice is one reason why not everyone can "Ascend" to the new Earth. They must fully understand the need for this Justice before they are allowed to be with those people who have suffered on account of what others have labeled as "shortcomings."


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Saturday, April 14, 2012

Lady Portia, Saint Germain, and Opening of Doors

Sōferia /PSYCHE here again!

Yesterday I promised more information about my Pleiadian Grandmother who I have recently learned is Lady Portia. Her Twin Flame, Saint Germain is my Grandfather!  I feel so privileged to have been raised by my Grandmother (with Saint Germain's help, of course, as well as all my people - for on our planet the entire community raises the children). My Grandmother, Lady Portia, is so loving, so accepting, so egalitarian and so very wise. She allowed me to grow and thrive, and in combination with my great Master Teacher’s loving guidance, Emanu’el/Eros, who I came to fall in love with, my life before coming to Earth was Divine and sublime. I owe so much to them as well as my other soul family members for the strong, unbreakable foundation of love they provided. It has helped me thrive here and see this project through even though I have had to suffer greatly at times. In the back of my mind, I somehow always knew I had their love. I cannot convey the magnitude of the love I feel for them.

Here is some information from the Internet about Lady Portia and a “channeled” message. Following that is some information about Saint Germain. I don’t know how accurate it is, because I’m still learning and remembering about all of the Ascended Masters. I will have more to add as time goes on.


Lady Portia and S tGermain


LADY PORTIA is the Goddess Of Justice" and also Goddess of Opportunity. She represents divine justice to the Earth. Her action is that of balance, with the scales as a symbol; there must be harmony to hold a balance. She went on into perfection, when imperfection began to be externalized, and She was therefore not drawn into discord with mankind. She remained in the inner spheres and only came forth April 9, 1939, for the first time. She started Cosmic Justice into action for the Earth, which must reign supreme once again. It was made known then that She was THE TWIN RAY (flame) of beloved SAINT GERMAIN.

She is One of the Members of THE KARMIC BOARD, representing the Seventh Ray on that Board. She became Spokesman June 27, 1954, in honor of SAINT GERMAIN having become the presiding Master for the next two thousand year cycle. One can call to Her for assistance in legal action. Her electronic pattern is the Maltese Cross."

"As you know, Divine Justice and God-Freedom are quite inseparable and so it is indeed the grateful Joy of My Lifestream to be the Divine Complement of my adored and adorable 'FRANCIS' (which name means 'Freedom' and by which He is known at Inner Levels), but better known to His chelas in the world of form as 'SAINT GERMAIN' (which name means 'Holy Brother' and is so symbolical of the One who has given so much of Himself to the bringing forth, sustaining and expanding on earth world brotherhood, uniting the Christ Natures of all everywhere).

"May I very kindly and yet truthfully say that it is really not within the understanding of an unascended being to be able either to cognize intellectually or feel emotionally the depths and breadths of our Love for all of God's creation - and more particularly for each of you who has given so much of that which makes up your physical existence here - your time, attention, energy and financial substance - into the 'Cause of Freedom.' For the eternal Victory of this 'cause' on earth your beloved Saint Germain really 'lives, moves and has His Being.' His steadfast consecration to this purpose all through the ages has been and still is almost unbelievable - even to Us - and it is most beautiful to behold!

"Now, beloved gracious readers - I have just told you of My (and Our) combined Love for you - individually and collectively. Therefore, whenever you think of Me as Portia - Goddess of Justice, will you let My Love draw you very close to Me, thus dissolving from your world all fear of Divine Justice? You know 'Perfect Love casts out fear,' and I would like us to be close heart-friends - if you are willing.

"Now, Divine Justice is not too popular a subject and, as a matter of fact, the Presence of neither THE GODDESS OF PURITY nor Myself is too much called for or sought after among mankind. Our lovely Sister of Light KUAN YIN (Goddess of Mercy) is called into action here much more often than We, for Mercy makes one feel so comfortable and brings a sweet sense of forgiveness and release. This of course is because of the feeling within It of the freeing Power of the Violet Transmuting Flame."

from dictation by PORTIA, Pearls of Wisdom ®, Volume 2, Number 23, (The Summit Lighthouse, 1959) Copyright © 1997 Church Universal and Triumphant, Inc.

Saint Germain

Saint Germain is the hierarch of the Aquarian Age and the chohan of the seventh ray of God's forgiveness, freedom, transmutation, diplomacy and ritual, which is violet in color and vibration. Saint Germain administers the gift of prophecy and his symbol is the Maltese Cross. He has two retreats, the Cave of Symbols in Wyoming and the Rakoczy Mansion in Transylvania.

Saint Germain was embodied as the ruler of a golden-age civilization in a fertile land where the Sahara now stands. He also served as high priest in the Violet Flame Temple on Atlantis. During Old Testament times, Saint Germain was embodied as the Prophet Samuel, messenger of God's liberation for the Israelites. Following this, he embodied as Joseph, the Father of Jesus, then as Saint Alban, first martyr of Britain. He inspired the Neoplatonists at inner levels before reembodying as the prophet Merlin in the court of King Arthur. Later, Saint Germain came back as the philosopher and scientist Roger Bacon, then as Christopher Columbus who against all odds, found the New World, (an embodiment which has recently been unfairly and severely maligned and misunderstood.) Saint Germain's final embodiment was as Francis Bacon, who authored the Shakespearean plays.

In his great love for humanity, Saint Germain petitioned the Lords of Karma, following his ascension, to be given a physical body. His petition was granted and he returned as the Comte de Saint Germain, also known as the “Wonderman of Europe” and author of The Most Holy Trinosophia.

Known for his miraculous feats, the Comte de Saint Germain was described by Voltaire as “the man who never dies and who know everything.” Saint Germain attempted to bring about a smooth transition to representative government in France and avoid the bloodshed of the revolution, but his counsel was not heeded. Following this, he sponsored Napoleon in an attempt to create a United States of Europe. Napoleon and Josephine could not resist the temptation of absolute power and used the master's sponsorship for their own gain, which ultimately became their loss. Around the same time period, the master turned his attention to the United States of America and inspired the Founding Fathers in bringing forth the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution, two documents that bear the flame of freedom to the earth.

In the twentieth century, Saint Germain sponsored the I AM Movement and the Keepers of the Flame Fraternity for which he is the Knight Commander. He also pledged a portion of his attainment as collateral so that the teaching of the violet flame could come forth once again in an outer way. The violet flame is a tremendous gift. It is the spiritual flame of the seventh ray that transmutes negative karma when it is invoked, and accelerates souls on the path of the ascension. The violet flame, which had been sealed as a secret mystery since the days of Atlantis, is day by day becoming common knowledge to spiritual seekers everywhere.

Saint Germain has pledged to work one-on-one with every lightbearer who makes the determination to keep the flame of life on earth, in memory and in the footsteps of the original keepers of the flame who came to earth with Sanat Kumara. On May 1, 1954, Saint Germain received the scepter of power from Sanat Kumara and the crown of authority from Jesus to direct the consciousness of mankind for the next two thousand years as hierarch of the Aquarian Age. Saint Germain is determined to see to it that the Age of Aquarius will become a golden age and he encourages his chelas around the world to generously invoke the
violet flame for the saving of a planet and a people. Won't you join us then, each night, in giving fifteen minutes of violet flame decrees together in remembrance of our Knight Commander?

Meeting With Master Manu'el/Eros
This morning at our regular meeting, Emanu’el was discussing the issue of the use of drugs. So many people are grossly misinformed and believe that drugs can help them with “Ascending.” They cannot. The cabal would love for people to believe drugs are a free ticket home because in reality, the sales make them rich and the use of them – any kind of mind altering chemical, including abuse of alcohol, keeps people enslaved. So we discussed this issue and we both adamantly advise against the use of drugs and we encourage everyone to do their own research -- deep research -- into the effects of the chemicals found in drugs (including prescribed drugs) and intoxicants in relation to brain damage and psycho-social effects. And in that context, Emanu’el gave me the clue “opening of doors” to look up on YouTube. This is the lovely music that came to the top of the search (and know that the doors will open naturally if you make the right choices and take the right actions):

The Opening of Doors ~ Will Ackerman

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Friday, April 13, 2012

Goodnight, My Angel PLUS Lady Portia and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees AND Seattle Rain: The Third Time’s Gotta Be A Charm!

I worked very late last night, but just before I went to bed, Manu’el (Eros) gave me this sweet, sweet goodnight song. His clue was
“good night song” and this came to the top of the YouTube search. What a sweet song to fall asleep by.

Billy Joel - Lullabye (Goodnight, My Angel)

And while I was “sleeping” I was working all night! Manu’el and I and several other people are working on developing a brand new model for education and learning. It will truly top any of them out there so far, but it’s on the back burner for a little while. We discussed some things about trends in education (which are still taking the wrong, behaviorist approaches) and we want to move as far away from that as possible. The rewards to learning are intrinsic and divine; nothing humans create as rewards can possibly be as good. We should just give gifts whenever we wish for no reason at all or if we choose to honor certain customs and holidays. The universe is packed with free gifts if we just learn to see them. Abundance is seeing the free gifts that are already ours. I will have more about the model for learning at a future date. The cosmos will “tell me” when the time is right to work on it and present it.

Lady PortiaLady Portia and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees in Kings Valley, Oregon

Yesterday was a grand day with all that I learned about my Pleiadian Grandmother – or I should say “remembered” about my Grandmother. I should already KNOW, but Earth life takes our memory away. As I continued my research, it dawned on me that if King Solomon was St. Germain and Queen of Sheba was my Grandmother, then my Grandmother is Lady Portia!

How beautiful is that! And she is just too humble to tell me! That totally explains why my Grandfather has been given the name Lord of the Land and Trees –
Lord is a clue that links him and my Grandmother! It also links back to when he was King over the Land – and the fact that he now lives in Kings Valley is yet another link! I wonder how many links there are. So, you see, there were important REASONS Emanu’el as my Master Teacher gave me those Kings Valley Treasure Hunts back in 2009!

Lord of the Land and Trees' Forest HideawayTomorrow when I have more time, I’ll provide some information about the beautiful Lady Portia. She is so important during this Earth Ascension and she had great influence on me, having raised me since my parents ran off to different planets. It turned out to be a wonderful thing because I was raised with the knowledge of Divine Justice, which is going to be critical in the upcoming months and the changes that need to be made on Earth. I will also provide more information about her consort, my Grandfather, Saint Germaine who you would never recognize here on Earth - in fact you would never even be able to find him! But Emanu'el/Eros led me right to his door of his house at the edge of the forest! Check back tomorrow for some lovely information about Lady Portia, Saint Germain, and the Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees.

Seattle Rain: Is the third time a charm?
I am so amazed by Manu’el’s talent, but I shouldn’t be. He has worked so hard and has given so much through his unconditional love and service to Earth. So as a result, he has many special spiritual gifts and he is so generous about sharing his gifts with me. This morning he gave me a clue that again, for the third time brought up the very same song to the top of the YouTube search. He has done this before, but this time is really special! There is something very important in his message and I pray that I can interpret it correctly – although it’s also important to know that there are always multiple interpretations and we choose from them wisely – in ways that serve to make the world a better place, to alleviate suffering.

This morning his clue was, “Much Love, Happy Day from us all!” He was sending me wishes for happiness from our entire soul family. As can be seen, this song came up with different clues on March 28 and April 3. That is so amazing because since the Internet is a fractal, it changes every day! Thus the SAME clue rarely will bring up the SAME song from the day before, yet Emanu’el is able to use DIFFERENT clues and pull up the SAME song. I just wish I knew what this means. Of course, as I wrote in the past blogs this song appeared in, it relates to our past life in Seattle. . . and it’s a divine love song.

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”

Uploaded by herborenstein1 on Jul 9, 2011
"Seattle Rain". A love song dedicated to Seattle and the Pacific Northwest. Available on itunes, amazon mp3, napster, rhapsody, emusic, tunecore. Music & Lyrics & Production by Herb Orenstein. Vocals by Rafe Pearlman. Piano arrangement by Joe Carolus. Recorded at London Bridge Studios, Shoreline, Washington.

Maybe you can help me figure out what the message is that Emanu’el is trying to convey. Here are the previous clues and links back to the blogs in which this same song came up. . . I just wish I knew! What is he trying to tell me?

“Our love is and always is.”
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Our Love Follows Wherever We Go: A Bricolage Review of Past Lives PLUS Our Mission Began In Childhood

“Much Love I am always with you.”
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Three - Elizabeth Clare Prophet and Twin Flames

And now, today, he gave me a clue:

“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”
Friday, April 13, 2012 (today’s blog)

I am also curious how these three clues managed to bring up the same song. Are there common clues between all three of them? Would those common clues bring up that song? It’s worth a try.

“Our love is and always is.”
“Much Love I am always with you.”
“Much Love, Happy Day from us all!”

The only common word between them is Love. I doubt very much that Love will bring that song to the top, given all of the Love Songs there are. Thus, I can only figure it must be some kind of magic.

In fact, today in testing the clues, the first clue still brought up Seattle Rain, but the second clue, “Much Love I am always with you” brings up the following cute song:

I Wrote This Song for You - Jimmy Joe Lee

OMG!!!!! Check out the video at 48 seconds: "The words are tried and true. They're not from Walmart - They're straight from my heart" and there's CUPID -- EROS himself, lol. He is good! (Someone is hiding here, too.)

Will Love, the clue common to them ALL bring up the Seattle Rain song?

No, it does not – it isn’t even in any of the hits on the first page. Thus, there is no real rhyme or reason. This is the song that came to the top when I searched on Love, another beautiful Love Song.

This is so sweet: “And for the last time, I’m dancing the moon.” He’s saying we are together forever. I think he just wanted to give me a bunch of love songs today and he can never go wrong with that, since he is Eros, the God of Love, himself!

Dancing the

Uploaded by herborenstein1 on Jul 17, 2011
A beautiful, bittersweet romantic ballad about love, loss, redemption and the heart forever young. Available on itunes, amazon mp3, napster, rhapsody, emusic, tunecore. Music & Lyrics & Production by Herb Orenstein.
Vocals by Rafe Pearlman. Piano arrangement by Joe Carolus. Recorded at London Bridge Studios, Shoreline, Washington.
The vocalist is Rafe Pearlman.

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Thursday, April 12, 2012

The Queen of Sheba and Emanu'el/Eros Speak: Remove the Bar, Stop Going through the Motions, Follow Your Divine Mission -- and Fly!
The Queen of Sheba

The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba

George Frideric Handel - The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba from the oratorio Solomon (1749) Georg Friedrich Händel

My Pleiadian Grandmother who was the late Queen of Sheba, has been contacting me recently. Today she thanked me for including the musical piece, “The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba” as my entry music at my and Emanu’el’s (Eros’s’) wedding celebration. We finally had our crowning of the King and Cosmically sanctioned wedding celebration, but I was so occupied in this dimension that right now I only remember bits and pieces of it. Manu’el says it will all come back to me – that we will re-enact it together, even. My Grandmother actually nudged me through Guru Ra, who posted the music on his facebook group. I saw the music and instantly knew Grandmother wanted to communicate to me through writing.

She has been communicating to me telepathically and she mainly just wanted to make sure I received her messages. I guess I’m not good at acknowledging the telepathic messages I get; I am still trying to sort out which thoughts are mine and which are coming from my extended soul family. She wrote to me this morning and confirmed that I had received her message about including a section about her in my dissertation – of course! I just realized – she wants me to discuss her and Mark Antony’s twin soul love for each other! She is also upset about the misinformation that has been spread about her. **** (there are no mistakes: Do you see the "mistake" here?)****

She is not upset at all that I do not communicate with her often. She said that she knows that my beloved Emanu’el and I are still on our Honeymoon – that we are newlyweds – and that the rejoicing will continue for eternity. She also said she will help me when I research and write the piece about her in my dissertation. It’s exciting to know we’ll be working together. It was her idea to write a long, long dissertation. She wants me to submit the entire dissertation! If my committee members want me to cut things out, it will have to be up to them. But she says that all universities, if they are to survive to the New Earth, will need to remove the “bars” completely and allow students the freedom to fly.

Manu’el and I both agree with Grandmother and will heed her advice which is based on a great wisdom we both hope we can achieve some day. Manu’el also pointed out to the exorbitant tuition I am now having to pay, the various impediments the university (and other people in power) have placed in my path which I’ve had to overcome in order to make progress (thus, they have delayed and hampered my progress). I do think had it not been for these things I would have been done sooner – but then I would not have the profound knowledges that I have come across in my extensive and drawn out research nor would I have been in a place to put it all out there. I do believe it has all been divinely orchestrated so that we can have a greater impact in creating some changes in education and research. Manu’el says that on the New Earth there will be no more FIDURODian-based research projects that simply “go through the motions” for dissertations that are not worth the time, effort or digital space. There will be no more mere 100-page dissertations. And he told me that I know the scoop, being that I am his critical complex epistemologist. Then he told me to have a great day.

So I am off to do just that. Before I go, if you happened to have noticed, Grandmother gave me a clue to look up on YouTube. She had placed “bars” in quotation marks, also known as phenomenological brackets. And Emanu’el also gave me a clue, “go through the motions,” so I’ll see what these pull to the top of a YouTube search.

Chicago vs. Chicago: Round 1 (Extended Version)

Wow – there is so much going on in that short video clip, I could write an entire book about it if I were to get too deep into the hermeneutic analysis. Grandmother always gives me complicated lessons. I will have to come back to this another time! One thing I notice is that she’s teasing me by the title. Since it’s Chicago vs Chicago it’s like how we battle against ourselves and it takes us that much longer to open our consciousnesses – thus, my dissertation is taking too long and it is an “extended version.” She is so funny! We Pleiadians always keep our sense of humor. It’s not like on Earth where people are mean. We can laugh at our foibles because we all love each other so much! Also, at the very end of the video, it states “Fly your own flag.” That’s powerful. We need to be able to do that but at the same time support our loved ones with holding up the pole sometimes, particularly in this 3D Earth dimension under these current conditions. The message also goes along with her statement about how universities need to remove the “bars” completely and allow students to fly. We shouldn’t need flagpoles – we should be totally free and empowered to fly.

I wonder if Manu’el’s clue “go through the motions” adds to this. My soul family always work “in cahoots” on my lesson plans. Here’s what came to the top of the YouTube search:

"The Motions"-Matthew West

Aside from the Christian fundamentalist view presented (which needs to be taken through critical review), this video speaks exactly to what Manu’el and Grandmother are conveying. It shows the disastrous side effects, the so-called “collateral damages” that occur if we blindly and unconsciously go through the motions. In educational research, it directly relates to how we have gotten where we are today due to the positivistic, FIDURODian approaches to “research” and “knowledge production” that do not serve to change things and only serve to keep people off their Divine Paths. Did you see the sign in the video: “You are now entering the mission field”? This is so relevant to our educational work! I will have more to say about that later – and much more in my dissertation. Of course, love is the key, as Joe Kincheloe spells out so clearly in his work. We need to stop fighting against ourselves (Chicago vs Chicago) and stop going through the motions so that we are led to our Divine Path and are free to fly.

“I don’t want to spend my whole life asking, what if I had given everything -- instead of going through the motions.” How about you?

**** (there are no mistakes)**** Cleopatra-Mark-Antony-by-Pompeo-Batoni.jpgOMG - I just learned something today while writing this blog! Grandmother was both Queen Cleopatra AND Queen of Sheba! No wonder she sent me the song "The Arrival of the Queen of Sheba!" I had already known that she was the late Queen Cleopatra! Now, she's telling me that she is also the late Queen of Sheba. Does that mean Mark Antony and King Solomon were the same souls? OMG - the Song of Solomon! Yes! It was their Vow! After reading the book, The Sacred Vow, I now understand that twin souls are brought together by reading their Sacred Vow. This is all fitting together. You would not believe where my Grandfather - who is, thus, King Solomon and Mark Antony -- lives today. He lives in Kings Valley, OR! No wonder! He is also King Solomon! It's WHY my beloved Eman'uel sent me on the Kings Valley Treasure Hunts -- to find him and make sure for myself he is ok and is being taken care of (which he had not been well cared for until I and Rainbow Princess began visiting him and then his family started doing better, so we tapered off our visits)....this is really getting wild. We all have had multiple lifetimes -- some famous, most just ordinary people.

Queen CleopatraMy Grandfather now lives as an ordinary, impoverished person - omg I'm worried about him. I wonder if his family is still taking care of him. He hasn't called me for a long time. I am not speaking about calling by telephone since he doesn't have a telephone. He used to come into my house (spiritually) and say "Hello! Hello!" It was his way of letting me know he needed me, but he did it during his naps so he was not conscious of doing so. I knew it was him. I really need to get back and visit him. I had all of these dreams of fixing his house or building him a new one.His house is about to fall down around him! I simply must go back and see him and soon! I call him The Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees because that's exactly what his current Earth name means!

And we simply MUST rewrite history. My Grandmother is not happy that her history as Queen Cleopatra and Queen of Sheba have been lied about and distorted -- and don't even go by some of the paintings of her! She was not white in either embodiment, which is one of the greatest lies of history. I still have a lot to learn about all of this, however. I wondered why I was always mixing up Queen Cleopatra and Queen of Sheba. Well, Grandmother has assured me that she will work with me to get this history straightened out! And so I end today, sending waves of gratitude to my beloved Emanu'el/Eros, my Grandmother and Grandfather -- and rest of the members of my soul family who are all the most beautiful, loving souls who have ever existed.

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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Reciprocity & Radical Love: I Need Him; He Needs Me PLUS Decoding the Red Book
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Monday, April 9, 2012

Divine Twin Soul Love: Your Sacred Vow May Come In a Dream PLUS The Twin Flame Eleven Phenomenon AND Keep Your Head Up!

Trust In You
Part One

This poem was divinely gifted to me in two parts on July 25 and 26, 1989.

I awakened both mornings and instantly wrote the words as they flowed forth.

This first part is from my Emanu’el/Eros.

Shielded, armored coats we wear

When life that’s handed down’s unfair.

I remove my armor for you to see

My soul, myself, the real me.

Please don’t hurt me in my nakedness

Wonder at my marvelousness

You are my shield now, my silvery strength

Do you even know at what length

I’ll go to forever keep you?

I’ll lay myself before your feet

Bare and true but still discreet

Every flaw is now exposed

As I still cling to keep reposed

But I’ll never cease from this day forward

For now I know I’ve really soared

It’s your turn now when you are ready

I’m here, receptive, holding steady

Wanting you to feel the joy

Yes, it’s your turn now, love knows no bounds

For even though my heart wildly pounds

My fear is not a fear of you

The fear is what I never knew

About myself and inner thoughts

The way I am and all the oughts

They absorb, reflect and transcend

With no more armor to defend

My very self, my very soul

I cannot stop until I share

The love, the joy, how much I care

When I’ve tested surrender sweet

Nothing exists to make me retreat

For when I removed that rusty coat

My very soul began to float

The caked on dirt fell to the floor

The hidden secrets flew out the door

We’re free: You to be you and me to be me

I marvel at the insignificance

Of what made me keep extending distance

It’s not that the pain cannot be reached

I’ve learned how to keep it from being breached

The ecstasy of joy and love

And even thoughts of a power above

Fulfills me and fills me overflowing

With awe and wonder, always knowing

How little I have lost and how very much I’ve gained

I know there’s more for me to see

More love, more life and tranquility

But then there’s always room to grow

So much to learn, so much to know

I won’t give up until I succeed

And that I feel is a lifetime deed

For right now I feel reassurance

In knowing that I have the endurance

To withstand the removal of my armor

Trust in You

Part Two

My answer back to my Divine Love, Emanu’el/Eros

I pray that dreams and truth are one

That we come together when our pain is done

For I truly believe in serendipity

Or better still, in synchronicity

And if it’s truly God’s chosen plan

Please would you be my only man

My life, my love, my true desire

I promise you I’ll never tire

Of being here for you

I think you feel the way I do

The love, the joy and sensuousness too

I don’t believe it’s all my imagination

For there truly is a mutual fascination

A pull, a force, a magnetism

With just a dash of romanticism

I want you and need you; I’m not proud

I’ll tell you and even shout it out loud

For all the world to hear.

I know you have the capability

Along with the desirable stability

To fulfill my deepest wishes and desires

And to light within me future fires

Right now it’s hard to live without you

When I already know so much about you

Everything I see I love so much

But I can only tell you how I’m touched

By the real you, your very soul

So if I’m right, if this is true

Please come to me, and together renew

The feelings we have locked neatly away

Saving them for this very day

Let’s sail away to a fantasy land

Always holding each other’s hand

And loving each other for eternity

Accepting that this is our destiny

You and I belong together

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Sunday, April 8, 2012

Follow Your Dream Mission and Your True Love Will Follow

And as I've said many times before . . . 

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Saturday, April 7, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Seven – Special Anniversary Gifts and Manu’el Is Crowned King!!!!

This is the DAY! I found an Amazing Surprise Growing Midst My Yellow Roses! Is it a Gift from Eros?
  Saturday, June 11, 2011

Red Roses from EROS and His Eternal Love: I Am Almost There!
Monday, June 13, 2011

I just wrote now to Manu’el for our evening connection and to see if he wanted to add anything to this blog -- and he wants to add “just one last anniversary song” to close the week of this Universal Cosmic Love Celebration.

The first song that came up was "Anniversary Song" by Eva Cassidy. This is very special! I went with it even though it has an advertisement because Eva Cassidy is a member of our soul family. She passed over due to cancer in 1996. She sang the song especially for Manu’el and me at our celebration! Thank you, Eva. I love you.

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Friday, April 6, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Six – Manu’el Is His Name, 11/12: Are We Almost Home? PLUS Twin Flame LOVE Stages and the New Girl on the Block
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Thursday, April 5, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Five – Love Lessons, Divine Connections, and A Twin Flame Song
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Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Four – Twin Flames as Earth Graduates

YES!!!! Coming home soon!
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Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Three - Elizabeth Clare Prophet and Twin Flames

Venus Invades the Pleiades

April 2, 2012: Watch out Seven Sisters, Venus is coming.

This week the second planet from the sun will pass directly in front of the Pleiades star cluster. It's a rare sunset conjunction that's easy to find with the unaided eye, but best seen through binoculars or a small telescope.
The Pleiade sand Venus

Venus approaching the Pleiades on March 31st, photographed by astronomy professor Jimmy Westlake of Stagecoach, Colorado.

The action begins on Monday evening, April 2nd, when Venus enters the outskirts of the little dipper-shaped asterism. Look west at sunset for Venus--it's the brightest thing around--then scan the area using binoculars. The conjunction will be immediately clear. The best evening to look is Tuesday, April 3rd, when the brilliant planet glides just south of the dipper's bowl. Venus exits by the handle on Wednesday, April 4th. Venus passes through the Pleiades in this way about once every 8 years.

To say this is a mixture of dissimilar things would be an understatement.
the pleiades and taurus

Click to view
a sky map of the conjunction.

The Pleiades are elusive. You rarely find them on purpose. They're best seen out of the corner of your eye, a pretty little surprise that pops out of the night sky when you're staring elsewhere.

Venus is just the opposite. Dazzling, bright enough to cast faint shadows, it beams down from the heavens and grabs you when you're not even looking.

The Pleiades, also known as the "Seven Sisters," are a cluster of young stars. They formed barely 100 million years ago during the age of dinosaurs on Earth from a collapsing cloud of interstellar gas. The biggest and brightest members are blue-white and about five times wider than our own sun.

Because of their distance, about 400 light years away, the Pleiades are near the limit of naked-eye visibility. When Venus joins them in conjunction, it will look like a supernova has gone off inside the cluster. Venus's thick clouds reflect so much sunlight, the planet outshines every thing in the night sky except the Moon. Strangely, though, the Pleiades do not look puny in comparison, just delicately beautiful.

Look west just after sunset, and see for yourself.

Author:Dr. Tony Phillips| Production editor: Dr. Tony Phillips | Credit: Science@NASA


Twin Flames In Love Part 2

These next two videos are shorter if you would like a quick overview.

Union of Twin Flames Part 1 with Elizabeth Clare Prophet

Union of Twin Flames Part 2 with Elizabeth Clare Prophet

This is a music video Emanu’el Eros gave me a day or so ago. He is still trying to cheer me up and so it even fits today. Somehow, I don’t like being in 3D to celebrate our third anniversary. But no time is elapsing, so it will all work out in the final analysis.

This is the song that came up with his clue “Cheer up.”
"Bad Girl" | Christy Angeletti | OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO [HD ]

Emanu'el's clues for today were very confusing and I honestly don’t know which one of the first three videos (or if they all) should apply.

The clue for today was “And I am always near.”

The first video was this trailer for a new movie coming out this spring. Well, it is spring, but spring is not over, so I wonder if it was some kind of hint for when we will finally have our formal trinity-trinity Cosmic Wedding Celebration during which he and I are also crowned King and Queen of our planet Eros. Only problem with this movie is that it’s very dark and 3D, meaning it looks like there’s a lot of violence. I tend to turn away from such portrayals since we are not like that at all on our planet. Wait a minute -- "teaser" -- He knows I want to know when the grand crowning of the King (and Queen) is going to happen. He is teasing me!

Magic City Teaser
This is the second video and it seems relevant because so many people wonder, even when they are serving God and Divinity, whether it’s just another program script and they are just being puppets. The thought does cross my mind, but I always ask myself, how can anyone go wrong with experiencing and spreading LOVE in the world? That can only be a good thing! This song cannot be embedded, so here’s the link.

Mardan Music - Am I Being Used Again (Original Song)

This next video is also relevant since I am still singing the blues today because I want to escape the earth matrix and be closer to Emanu’el/Eros, especially given it's our anniversary! It seems the wave of experience is on the downward trend, which happens on occasion. But at least I always know it is very temporary and then it catapults back up again, higher than ever and closer than ever to my True Love. This next video is also relevant to our work in synthesizing Joe Kincheloe’s important educational work with his focus on the Blues Aesthetic. In fact, he had stated in his book, Reading Writing and Thinking, “Personally, I want to write in a way that addresses the shit of the empire, while in the best tradition of the blues men and women connects my readers to the pleasures of their own existence” (p. 137). Thus, this video is a great historical video about Blues music. I will watch it and see what the blues has to say about love. There is something important here, or Emanu’el would not have me include this.

Wait a minute! I know why these blogs are getting longer and longer! Just the other day, my Grandmother Cleopatra (another famous Twin Flame, with her consort being Mark Antony) had told me that more and more people, my Soul Family members, would be speaking to me from the “other side.” Thus, I am getting many voices here! She suggested that I begin to try to ascertain who the messages are coming from. Wow, that’s a complicated proposition. And what’s so interesting is that I just read in Joe Kincheloe’s work, which correlates with this whole concept, is that we are to listen to and incorporate many voices, including voices from history. He had a lot to say about this process! I will cover more about that later; for now, enjoy this historical presentation of the famous Willie Dixon (I wonder if he’s a member of my Soul Family?!)

Willie Dixon - I Am The Blues

Uploaded by MVDmusicvideo on Dec 2, 2011

Willie Dixon is the man who changed the style of the blues. As a songwriter and producer, the man was a genius. If you wanted a hit song, you went to Willie Dixon. Played it like he said play it, and sing it like he said sing it, and you damn near always had a hit. Willie Dixon taught bass players how to rock 'n' roll. Listen to him on Chuck Berry's Chess recordings of "Rock and Roll Music,''and "Reelin' and Rockin''. He took big band music and Mississippi blues and melded them into something new, opening the door for Motown and others to walk in and take it even further. Features 8 super tracks, biography, image gallery and much more!

Ah, yes! Check this out! Sam Cooke, who I KNOW is a member of my Soul Family, along with Willie Dixon and the Rolling Stones . . . yes, people are speaking to me from the “other side”!

Little Red Rooster by Willie Dixon Sam Cooke Rolling Stones.

What’s very strange about those first three videos is that while they seem to be important and relevant, none of them actually had any of the key words that were in the clue that Emanu’el gave me! The original key words were: “And I am always near.” The fourth video in the search finally had the key words but it cannot be embedded, so here’s the link. What I LOVE about this song is that it is so upbeat and it really does raise my vibrations! It’s what I need for today. Since it was such a short version, I have included the longer, original version.

Tiësto - Always Near
Tiësto - Always Near (Original Extended Mix)

And last but not least, a friend of mine, Jesse, recommended this next movie for me. I am sure I will like it! It relates to my work as Sōferia/Psyche. There is something very important about this movie, so I will spend some time today watching it and report back tomorrow when I continue this long, long, multidimensional, multiperspectival discussion on LOVE.

Note that there are multiple parts to this movie, so if you watch it, click through to YouTube so you can pick up the next segments.

Watch 12 Kingdoms episode 1 anime series
online on the web for free

One last thing before I end today's blog. As I had stated, I was very confused by Emanu’el’s clue to look up on YouTube this morning. He did put one part of his clue in quotation marks, which was the phrase, “And I am always near.” BUT there was another clue before that. He signed off in a very unusual way today: “Much Love ‘And I am always with you.’”

OMG I know what I did “wrong” except that it turned out to be right. I need to COMBINE the clues which is why he put the wors “And” in there! Thus, I need to look up, “Much Love I am always with you.” This HAS to be his secret message! I just needed to ADD the clues together….oh! I know who is helping him with this and they are working together to teach me more advanced hermeneutics – it’s Father Hermes! I’m going to look up the RIGHT clue now and see what his special message for me is.

“Much Love I am always with you.”
I like all of the videos that came up, but since the first one could not be embedded and I really wanted an embedded video, the second video that came up really caught my attention – it is the same music video he gave me the other day! Check back on March, 28, 2012. The clue for that day was “Our love is and always is.” Whenever videos come up more than once, especially with different clues they are extremely significant. And this is sweet consolation for me today as well as a reminder that we are still piecing together our past lives, including a wonderful life time we had together in Seattle. Thus, the message in this song is a very sweet way to end today’s blog, Day Three of our seven day anniversary celebration. I love you, Emanu’el/Eros!!!! Thank you!!

P.S. Get love figured out: The gates will be closing soon! And this next song which appeared in the side bar when I pulled up that last song is relevant here – Emanu’el and I love this song, too. It’s one of our “theme songs.”

Love Will Keep Us Alive / The Eagles

One last great song: It seems a lot of people don’t know what bliss is. I am so blessed to NOT be one of those people. I dedicate this song to you Emanu’el/Eros. I love you beyond words! Thank you for showing me true love and true bliss!
True Bliss - Tonight

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Monday, April 2, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day Two - Quantum Love
The Power of LoveLOVE – LOVE – LOVE

Really, that’s what it’s ALL about!!!! Isn’t that what Joe Kincheloe said in his work? If you are an educator, read his work carefully and drill down to what he really had to say!!!!

If you are not an educator - well guess what? We are all teachers and learners. I recommend everyone read his last book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. It will take you new places and you will discover new ways of being in the world of pluriverses.

Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction (Explorations of Educational Purpose)

I am super busy today creating some very special anniversary gifts for my beloved Emanu’el/Eros, so my blog will be short – but yet very long!

I just want to say, "Happy Anniversary, Emanu'el/Eros! I love you!"

Eros sleeping and Psyche looking at him

Here is a video and link to a special lesson about LOVE for today – A Cosmic, Quantum Love!

Uploaded by goddessoflight333 on Mar 28, 2012

Here we go into an understanding of the quantum flame oneness relationship in its multi dimensional nature from a quantum metaphysical point of view. First explored will be the quantum flame oneness relationship, in looking at what it is and detailed explanations of having it with self and a partner and the tools needed to manifest it with self. Topics explored will include healing tools you have within for manifesting quantum flame oneness within for self so you can share this with another such as biomorphic resonance,quantum psychology of the ego, working with the quantum psychology of the transpersonal state, healing roots and engrams,quantum psychological projection, quantum metaphysics of electromagnetics and biothermodynamic behavior and how all these play pivotal roles in living without suffering manifesting quantum non-utilitarian love within your self and sharing that with another. We also explore shadow flames and what is a quantum flame oneness relationship with another in its non-utilitarian quantum form through stages, symptoms, separation and reunion . But most of all, the portal to quantum non-utilitarian love begins with you in sacred union oneness of "all" living without suffering. Enjoy :D

Category: Education

And for your reading pleasure, see:

~Quantum Metaphysical Alchemy Of The Quantum Flame Oneness Relationship~

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Sunday, April 1, 2012

Seven-Day Celebration of the Third Anniversary of Our Divine Marriage: Day One - Introduction
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