Follow the Adventures of Eros and Psyche during the "Code Blue Earth Mission."
UPDATE FOR 2019: We are on sabbatical until at least 2022.
You can be certain we will have even more......in the meantime, you can get up to speed by visiting links we've provided
for learning blogs (that document my own experiences and learning), formal written articles, videos, etc., which you can
supplement with additional research of your own.
What's in store for Eros
and Psyche as we move past the "Ascension" and into the year 2013?
The saga continues . . . the year
2014 is destined to be ever more eventful! Stay tuned. . .
UPDATE: Where in the world has
the time gone? We are now heading into 2016 and it's bound to be the BEST YEAR YET! Lo and Behold, this ia all a TRUE STORY!
It demonstrates how we can take "fictive" accounts (much like inventors do when they think up new inventions) and
turn them into reality. More importantly, we can prove the Power of the Word for creating the world of our Dreams--this is
a N.E.W. dispensation given to us by God for this era. We create the N.E.W. World as we Ascend.
click on the links below and you'll be up to speed in no time at all. Learn how you, too, can create using the Power of the
Word and end up right into the arms of your dream love, your "Twin Flame" in Paradise for Eternity! I knew this
site was named Paradis Publications for a reason! (Paradis is French for Heaven or Paradise)....we are dedicated to stories
about DIVINE LOVE, of achieving "Love of the Highest Degree."
This is an ongoing story as a demonstration of Joe's
"FICTIVE" writing, a new style of writing for the future (to be further defined and clarified). Follow along --
the story is completely improvisational and we never know what will happen next! Eventually, the story will be published as
a series of books with more data that backs up the reality of the interpretations. If you would like to learn more about this creative
form of writing, check back for our writing books--available after 2022.
CODE BLUE EARTH MISSION of 2012 and Beyond:
Who is Eros? Who is Psyche? What is Mythology? Who changed history? Will Eros and Psyche uncover all of the lies and
put Earth back on the right track? These blogs provide an account of the continuing saga of Soferia (aka Psyche),
a Pleiadian Princess (soon to become Queen) who was sent back in time to work on a special educational mission on Earth.
The first leg of her journey describes how she remembered who she
is, how and why she is on Earth, her early learning experiences about the problems on Earth, and her marriage to
her Master Teacher/Divine Soul Mate or Twin Flame, Emanu'el. She calls him EROS, the God of Love because he had
rescued her as Psyche (her Earth name) from her deep, deep slumber. But then, tragically, he had to leave earth planet, leaving
Psyche behind as they continue their work together across dimensions. After the first leg of the journey, they
began the Code Blue Mission which started here.
new adventure - The Code Blue Earth Mission - continues during
these most tumultuous times of the Great Earth Shift of 2012 and beyond. She and Emanu'el have contracted to assist all
peoples of the Earth as they go through its upheavels - disasters, wars, earthquakes, floods, economic collapses, and various
personal trials and tribulations. As long as one single soul suffers, there can be no Heaven on Earth! No matter
what the obstacle or problem, one thing never changes: And that is the amazing and divine Love between Soferia (aka Psyche) and
Emanu'el (aka Eros) that fuels their passionate work together, despite residing in different dimensions, thus,
truly exemplifying THE POWER OF LOVE!!!! Is this mythology or is it history in the making?
“Therefore what God has joined together, let no man
put asunder [ apart ]” (Matthew 19:6b).
Can Soferia/Psyche do this? Can she accomplish all of the tasks set
before her even though her lover/husband/Master Teacher/EROS -- her better half -- is on the other side of
the curtain? In economically dire straits, she must find a way to pull herself up by her bootstraps, confront and resolve
the many problems that surface during this monumental historical era, help as many people as she can, and all at the same
time finish her dissertation for her PhD, an essential piece needed for her and Emanu'el's work together in the
NEXT leg of the journey. Can Joe Kincheloe's critical complex epistemology come to her rescue? Can she use a creative improvisational entrepreneurial bricolage to stay
in her home and out from under the local bridge?
with her during the next few years as she revisits her past, navigates her present, and meets up with her future where she
and Emanuel will finally have (hopefully) succeeded in contributing to the creation of Heaven on Earth and
then get to meet again. They will then go on to live out their future lives together in eternal bliss back
on their home planet in the Pleiades, traveling the cosmos to assist other entities who suffer and need a helping hand. Will this
"story" end up the way predicted here? One never can never know....but must just go with the flow. It's
This blog is
purely FREE EDUCATIONAL INFORMATION & ENTERTAINMENT. The late Joe L. Kincheloe's educational works will by synthesized and referenced within the context of this "fictive" story, in particular
his last work, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. If you are new to this story you might want to read
the “Background of the Story.” (scroll down to read blog on that page)
UPDATE: This is important! There are many people listening to the
wrong spirits....be sure to follow this advice from Jesus:
Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try
the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. 1 John 4:1
Code Blue Earth Mission
This story is narrated by Sōferia, aka PSYCHE, a Pleiadian Queen from Planet Eros.
The communications I received from my
Divine Spiritual Husband this morning and the excerpt in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, which
I was led to afterward,provided me with great comfort this morning. I guess he realized I really needed to hear
his voice and consolation and I did ask. Our Spiritual Loved Ones on the “Other Side” are very limited in what
they can provide us in the way of knowledge and advice. This is to ensure that we are all operating according to our own free
will and choices and that we strive to increase our abilities to gain knowledge.
Nevertheless, they can provide
guidance and they certainly can, as he so eloquently and often does, provide us comfort during our times of suffering. They
can help us see reality in a different light from that which becomes imposed on us when others choose to oppress us or cause
us suffering to the point we feel lost or helpless. They can help us to see from a different perspective so that our hope
is restored. Call them Angels, messengers, God’s helpers, Ministering Spirits, or some other name, they look after us and guide us.
Right after my morning meeting, I opened up the Divine book by Joe Kincheloe and it automatically opened to page
102. This happens a lot! I need reassurance and the book almost magically opens up the reassuring message I need. Some people
attribute this to the subconscious mind in operation, but I know my husband is real and simply in another, higher spiritual
dimension right now. Same is true for my soul family. There is special guidance available for those of us who wish to travel
the good path and believe. And so, midst all of my troubles and turmoil, here is my special message for the day:
"In the Star Wars movies Poggle the Lesser developed the Death Star to
destroy planets with a single shot of a super laser beam. Bush the Lesser has developed an educational weapon that like the
Death Star attempts to destroy educational systems and young minds of the present generation. Such a thanocentric
madness cannot be allowed to win the day. Critical pedagogy challenges all of us to fight in its Rebel Alliance to terminate
the pedagogical/epistemological planet killer. This corporate-supported brain gobbler cannot be allowed to render us, as Allen
Ginstpred (1956) put it so nakedly in Howl: ‘bleak of brain [and] drained of brilliance’ (p. 10). As
psychically excruciating as a hot copper facial peel, the lobotomizing drumbeat of standardized schooling with its pyrite
knowledge fools many into believing that it is worthy of respect. Indeed, such knowledge constitutes little more than the
detritus of the empire, the space junk of hyperreality – but it does its job” (p. 102).
As can be seen, the quotation addresses what's wrong with education today and the issue of watered-down,
standardized, corporate-sponsored education. Can we please move on to the next chapter?
This excerpt, along with my Divine Husband’s message this morning about the evil ones taking their evil games
to the MAX until the very last moment, led me to this excerpt from pp 99-100:
is fascinating that among the groups that come together in the contemporary dominant power bloc [are] both fundamentalist
Christians and advocates of the supremacy of Western science. Discerning readers may object, correctly, maintaining that these
groups are often in conflict with one another around educational issues such as evolution/creationism, abortion, and the role
of the divine in everyday life. While such conflicts exist, it [is] fascinating to note the way both groups often align around
the support of other issues in education (the teaching of the Western canon as ‘truth’), politics (neo-colonialism),
cultural dynamics (unquestioned Euronorms.whiteness), and economics (the free market). This illustrates the ever-shifting
nature of power blocs. In understanding knowledge and critical pedagogy, it is important to understand the ways the power
bloc is supported by scientific and educational/media knowledges. It is also essential to understand the dystopian world of
sorrow, unnecessary death (often as some of its members proclaim a so-called pro-life position), and oppression this power
bloc is well on its way to creating. HELLo, Mad Max, Welcome to the Thunderdome.”
Mad Max and the Thunderdome are movies about the Apocalypse brought to us by the corporate-sponsored, mind numbing,
And lest we think this stifles hope, it does not. I was
also reminded this morning of the following excerpt:
“As we approach
the end of the first decade of the twenty-first century, more and more people around the world are beginning to understand
that Western civilization and the epistemology [knowledge] that supports it is nothing more than a house of cards. The Western
world at this historical point in time is like a man leaning back in his chair as it slips out from under him. Pleas, give
the man another Prozac to help dull that panicky feeling in his guts. The old order is now at the beginning of its end. This
may not seem the case as the U.S. wallows in a neo-conservative fundamentalist militaristic haze, but we all understand the
cliché about the darkest hour.”
Also given to me in my communications
were a couple of clues: “last days” and “adulthood.”
And, finally, I selected these last two videos. The first one represents the state of the United States. It's literally
falling apart and a man-eat-man world (I won't discuss that disgusting incident that they even put videos up for people to
watch - sick!)
What is there to report today, but the observation that the Powers-that-Be
are so ever more powerful than ever? What happened to their JUST PUNISHMENT? Why are they still around infringing on the rights
of those of us who want to just be FREE and create an earth where we can all be free and enjoy ourselves without always
worrying about the reps grabbing the money out of our hands before we have a chance to pay it to the other reps…hey…I’ll
bet the Orions and Reptilians are fighting each other now over the money. We the goyim are the chess pieces that get toppled
over. Well they will all have to take it up with the courts much higher than Earth courts.
have learned that we do not have freedom of speech at the universities whatsoever. It is fine for people to slam ad homs all
around, but if you start bringing out the “dangerous knowledge” that Joe discussed repeatedly in his books, here’s
what you find slammed in your face the next time you log in for a discussion:
So there you have it. I am locked out. I must have hit onto that
“dangerous knowledge” of Joe’s even though I’m still figuring it out. I have figured out one thing
though: The Elite can talk about it just fine. I think they’ve got some kind of secret deal going. They don’t seem to provide solutions,
so they’re no threat to the Powers-that-Be (soon to be the Powers-that-Were). Read Joe Kincheloe's work for REAL
SOLUTIONS! (And the alleviation of suffering!)
My New Job: Master Teacher Practice! PLUS The NEW Education
My dearly beloved Manuel and my other
teachers, including Guru Ra, Lord Kalki, my Grandmother, Lady Portia, my Grandfather, St. Germain, and other members of my
soul family are working with me on a new assignment. I am practicing being a Master Teacher!
We are getting closer and closer to the Grand Cosmological Event that will mark the beginning of the changes on earth
that accompany earth’s ascension. I will be providing updates as I receive them. In the meantime, here is a summary
of what’s ahead – and also, please notice that below the title of these blogs, “Soferia’s Blogs”
(above) I posted Guru Ra’s presentation about the Ascension of the Earth.
EVERYONE will be honored for their special gifts and contributions.
2)Education will be FREE
for everyone – earn as many as FIVE PhDs if you wish
3)Education will change in some major ways (education for the new era is
my specialization – so if you want to know more, feel free to private message me).
nonmonetary economic system
NEW Education for the NEW Earth Henry Giroux is a world renowned scholar
and researcher. The following is a quotation from his book, “The University in Chains: Confronting the Military-Industrial-Academic
Complex” (2007) that was selected for this update. Education for the New Earth will be not be using the current model
for the reasons explained here:
“Colleges and universities do not simply
produce knowledge and perspectives for students; they also play an influential role in shaping their identities, values, and
sense of what it means to become citizens of the world. If colleges and universities are to define themselves as centers of
teaching and learning vital to the democratic life of the nation and globe, they must acknowledge the real danger of becoming
mere adjuncts to big business, or corporate entities themselves. As Robert Zemsky warns, ‘When the market interests
totally dominate colleges and universities, their role as public agencies significantly diminishes – as does their capacity
to provide venues for the testing of new ideas and the agendas for public action.’
And the threat is real. Commercial deals are no longer just a way for universities to make money. Corporate branding
drives the administrative structure of the university. College presidents are now called CEOs and are known less for their
intellectual leadership than for their role as fundraisers and their ability to bridge the world of academe and business.
Gone are the days when university presidents were hired for their intellectual status and public roles. One example can be
found in the hiring of Michael Crow as the president of Arizona State University (ASU) in 2002. Crow, a former vice-provost
at Columbia University and head of In-Q-Tel Inc., a nonprofit venture capital arm of the CIA has attempted with a vengeance
to organize ASU along corporate lines” (p. 106).
Again, that was
a quote from Giroux’s book. He went on to explain that the way Crow attempted to accomplish this corporate identity
for the University was by “stripping” faculty governance and firing anyone who did not agree with his “vision.”
Of course, this is the antithesis to the form of education envisioned and planned for the New Earth.
I think people in education, "educators," overall have to be the most boring people there are (except Joe,
of course; he was the most interesting educator -- and person -- ever!). No offense to those of you who are not boring,
which would be you since you’re reading this.
But seriously, it’s no wonder our children are bored
to death in school! Trying to engage in productive conversations with people in education even at the doctorate level is
about as hard as pulling a tooth that’s not meant to be pulled. I have tried, Lordy, have I tried. But the conversations
never get past surface and superficial. Yeah, yeah, the sun shines and the sun sets.
So then I tried spiritual groups – you know those groups that are
into consciousness expansion for spiritual growth. Now if that isn’t an oxymoron nothing is. Spiritual people are the
most closed-minded and ignorant people I have run into. They fall right in there with people in education. And their “we
are all one” mantra is the biggest oxymoron of all. You should see all of the wars, “gang-rapes,” clans,
cults, groupies, diabolical conspiracies and more that happen on those “spiritual” sites. It's very sad to
watch, so I don't watch it anymore. Again, if you are reading this, it probably would not include you, so no need to
feel offended. You are your own judge. Never let other people judge you – isn’t that what all the “spiritual”
people say? They are gonna be shocked on Judgment Day when they see me sitting next to my Grandmother, Lady Portia! (You don't
really think God has time to do the actual judging, do you? He/She has way more important things to do - like make love 24/7
in their attempt to cure all of the sicknesses on billions of planets.)
My research is interesting. It’s fascinating in fact. But I think
it’s worthless because there’s no one even interested in it that I can see. Certainly not anyone who wants to
discuss it. Everyone is too self-occupied and making sure they have “theirs” to get interested in something that
might just change the world. Nevermind that they would never have to worry about the mundane again.
And speaking of “getting theirs,” I hear
of so many people complaining about how hard it is to work two and three jobs or to put in the 60 or
more hours a week they do. That is pure greed and what are they anyway - martyrs? With unemployment so high, they are truly
not doing their part to try and get by on less so that someone else can have a little. I would hate to see how big their earth
so, now I am totally lost. I don’t want “attention” as some of the “spiritual” people lamely
and immaturely accused me. I WANT CONVERSATION. You know those high level conversations based on intelligence and research
and that lead to identifying and solving world problems, not some ridiculous notion that “everything I need to know
is inside me,” or “I can connect to source and get all the knowledge I need” or “by taking care of ME
I’m taking care of the world” that result in the kinds of circular conversations that prove how
ignorant you really are. Bull hockey. No one who claims those things about having all the knowledge they need "inside" has
proven it yet! And they never will because it’s just one gigantic lie.
I am ready to leave this planet. I wonder if I can catch a ride. Ah,
yes, my soul brother, Warren wrote a song about that! I’ll bet he and Joe have a great time together behind the
curtain. I miss them. Warren is my brother on some other planet, I learned quite some time ago. I love you guys! Come keep
Note: Joe is aka Emanu’el/EROS; his earth name is Joe and he is my Twin Flame who has passed over to the other
side and is now an Ascended Cosmic Master Teacher. I guess since no one has contributed a single penny to the "Psyche
and Eros Story" we are now going to postpone it temporarily and go with the "Real Deal." Who knows how this
will turn out....we can only go with the flow.
I took a short “nap” today except that I know by now my naps are invariably learning expeditions, meet-ups with
my Twin Flame, soul family, and many Master Teachers, as well as Interdimensional work of various types. Often Joe and
I teach together in the upper realms and usually we teach discourse skills to a small group of students so that they
can take their skills back to earth’s three dimensional planes. It is our joint contribution to teaching people on earth
viable ways to have civil conversations and healthy debates that don’t turn into ad homs. Earthlings have a lot
of work to do in this area. Then we walk along the beach afterwards with our arms around each other or holding hands,
enjoying the fresh ocean air and just being together.
Other times we study together in the huge library in our home and he teaches me about his advances
to his educational theory he left behind (under his earth name, Joe Kincheloe). Other times, I take advanced courses in engineering
and sciences; things they don’t even know about on earth. Of course, we do many things as entertainment as well! Such
as attend celebrations, carnivals, plays, movies, musical performances, dances, parties, and take quiet walks through our
gardens down to the beach. It’s a whole different world there. While I bring back some of the highly technical knowledge
I learn there, much of it I cannot. I have tried multiple approaches, but nothing has worked. I will remember it when I need
it, is what Joe/Manuel always tells me. It is depressing sometimes to come back to this realm, especially empty-handed, but
on the other hand, I know I am here for a purpose, a joint mission with Joe, and I am passionate about living up
to that purpose.
today I don’t know where we were in the “dream” which was not really a dream but an experience, and it didn’t
matter where we were; it was blissful. We were hugging each other tightly. I have been missing him terribly, even though I
know he is always with me and we do spend time together in the upper realms often and even those “in between”
spaces. It’s just different and better in the higher realms especially when I can remember it in glorious detail. Unfortunately,
I am not allowed to remember much because if I remember too much, I would never be able to do my earth work on this depressing
planet. But I was allowed to remember this time and I’m so grateful for that!
So in this memory we were
standing there, hugging each other and I was absorbing his incredibly immense LOVE, and saying, “Joe! Joe!”
And then “You are the god of love. You’re the god of love himself!” It was truly like
being in Heaven. Only the “god of love” can radiate as much love as he did in my dream, which is to say
that he allows the full love force of God, eros, to flow through him to share with me. I am blessed to often experience
that love in the form of “bliss” even in this earth plane. He’s very good at sending me his love vibrations
Next, after I
awakened, I went outside to see that the first red rose is now blooming! What a beautiful gift so early in May – just
two days after Mother’s Day! It was three years ago on Father’s Day that I had dedicated the first yellow rose to Joe.
And now, the first red rose has bloomed -- in my YELLOW rose bush, no less -- as a
return gift for me! (See my last blog for an explanation of how that had happened last year!)
This morning at our meeting, before I took the “nap,”
he had reminded me that he is beside me and to remember to also pray to God. “You must stay in touch with the true,
purest source of Love,” is what he told me. There is only one path and that path is away from all evil, toward the love
of God. And he gave me the following song – and the beautiful dream of his loving hug – and the first red rose.
It has been a beautiful day! It makes me so happy yet so bittersweet sad. Somehow I must find the motivation to finish my
work so that I can go home to stay - with him forever.
Holly Starr: "Don't Have Love" (Official Music Video) Addendum A renowned psychologist, Brian
Weiss, M.D., who does past and future life “regressions” and has worked with more than 1000 clients states
this about these memories: “Images are not merely conjured up because a patient needs them or because they might make
them feel better. What is remembered is what has happened” (“Only Love is Real” p. 30).
that very few of his patients can reach the level of the Masters, as I am able to do. However, many of his patients have
been able to confirm some of their past lives memories, even visiting the tombstones of where they had been buried. I know
that I will be doing that as well, as my studies continue. In fact, on one of my treasure hunts as prompted by my twin flame,
I had taken a photograph of a graveyard and while I have not delved into all of the details yet, I do feel that we were buried
side-by-side there and it was our past life just prior to this current one. We had worked together building a very special
nondenominational church right here in the town adjacent to where I am now living. My twin flame and I are on a mission
to prove the reality of twin flame relationships, including our past lives together -- and even though he's on the other side
of the curtain!
SPEAKING OF ROSES: I am so excited! I just went out this morning to look closely at my rose bushes only to discover EROS has,
indeed magically brought me red roses AGAIN! There are TONS of red buds (along with yellow buds) on my YELLOW ROSE BUSH.
He grew the red ones as a return gift to me when I thought my yellow rosebushes had died. I had initially planted
the yellow rosebushes for him when I frist moved into this house. LIFE IS SO MAGICAL! Here's a picture from last year - and
it looks like this year I will have an even more amazing display of yelllow AND red roses!
AND one of the other
rosebushes - a yellow rosebush is already blooming, which is VERY EARLY! Happy Mother's Day to me from EROS! LOL. I wrote some blogs all about it last year when
You Do Not Have to Marry Yourself! PLUS Eros: Call Me Any Any Time! And Another Lucky Penny (Is it a SIGN?)
Today has been a very interesting day, to say
the least. It started out with a fascinating blog covering the debate about Twin Flames. Some people get SO CONFUSED. They
think their “Higher Self” is their twin flame. It’s kind of funny, actually. But at the same time, it’s
sad because they’re missing out on the “real deal” and manifesting Heaven on Earth. I guess that’s
why this song was invented; it’s for those people who are confused:
Then I worked on the
dissertation a bit. Next, I got called to the bedroom to rest and meet with Manuel, my Eros, for a short time. He said something
so hilariously funny I was just laughing and laughing and that startled me out of the divine space we were in together and
I can’t remember what he had me laughing about! It was something about taking photos of flowers out of magazines and
creating something really unique with them and then selling them. They would become hotter selling than the Pet Rock….geez
I hope he will help me with this. It sounds like something viable for income generation and I need that! And it could
be entertaining from the way I was laughing about his great idea.
Then I said, well I better get back to work and he confessed that he also had some more work
to do and so I said “I’ll meet you back at 2” and he said Whaaat??? So then I said this: Call Me Any Any Time: Dedicated to Eros, My God of Love And I gave him this song. He really can call me anytime and he knows how to do it very
Blondie- Call meThis title is cool because Eros is a blondie! Then after all of that, I walked out
of the bedroom to my son’s bedroom door which was open and I shook my finger at him and told him “You’re
fired!” I was teasing him because it’s so hard to get him to lift a finger around the house and he has not been
able to find a job. Just as I did that, a penny literally fell out of my arm! So here we have AGAIN (I’ve lost track
of how many times) a LUCKY PENNY! That was pretty cool. I manifested a penny like magic. I have no idea where the penny came
from – can’t imagine how it would have been on my bed and got stuck on my arm. Whatever way it happened, it was
pretty magical and I told my son, now if I can just learn to manifest a million dollars! He agreed. That would save him a
lot of suffering and slaving. And interestingly, this all happened right after I had sent an email today to a friend about
how I have such a hate relationship with money that money hates me back. Now it falls right out of my arm, lol. This seems
like some kind of very important sign. I wonder if I’m being prepped for manifesting LOTS OF MONEY magically. We shall
see. The penny is 1979 which adds up to 8, the sign of infinity. That’s the fifth time I received 8 today! 88888.
No Time for Train Wrecks: Working on the Love Project
folks, but I, Sōferia, aka Psyche, have been so busy I have not uploaded blogs for a few days. Ah, but, yes, I did write
them, so today catches me all up.
I am super busy on my dissertation (the Love Project) and all I really have time to do is drop off a couple of songs
that came up on a search with Manuel’s clue “mate.” I always worry when he gives me that
clue, but then I realized he lets me choose from among the selections that come up so that it’s not too out of line.
But speaking about out of line this first song is a train wreck waiting to happen. It’s no wonder we have Marvin Gaye
singing about “Sexual Healing.” This planet really needs it.
For now – it’s back to the drawing board. I have a dissertation
to get finished. And it’s about LOVE. We have a planet to save!!!!
Our “life” together on Earth was not what we had intended. A lot of “spiritual”
people think we all have have “soul contracts” on Earth and that everything that happens is according to contract.
It is way more complicated than that.
We have no control over what other people choose to do! Our lives on Earth EVOLVE; we never know with certainty how
things will turn out. Thus, Manu’el’s life and my life this time around were much harsher than either of us had
ever expected due to the free will of other beings we came in contact with. And it is partly why he is on the “other
side” and I’m stuck in this dimension without him (although, we are always together now).
He wrote me a very sweet letter this morning at
our meeting. I told him that I am feeling better after a brief frequency dip, but I also wrote to him about some issues I’m
having with certain earthlings. That all led to my thinking remorsefully about and mentioning his death that took him to the
other side. We simply had not expected it! He was on vacation and was supposed to be “rejuvenating.” And things
happened. We had no control over the course of events. His health had deteriorated more than either of us had realized and
one thing led to another. He explained to me that was why I was in such great fear when he went on vacation; I feared on account
of his health. And as I expressed to him this morning, I felt he had sacrificed far too much. I told him how amazed I was
at how much he managed to accomplish in spite of the difficulties. I feel very bad about how things turned out, like I should
have done things differently so that things would have turned out differently, and I have had a hard time dealing with those
emotions. It’s only because I am feeling better today that I can actually now talk to him about how I’m feeling.
We had not talked about these specific issues in this way before. I guess I was keeping my emotions locked up tight.
He wrote back and said he
was glad I was on the “up and up” which of course is a clue for a song since he put it in parenthesis.
He reminded me again that the dips are only temporary and that I should try to stay away from the negatively programmed entities
(especially the ones who hate love and try to sabotage it).
Then he talked about us. He said that yes, we can focus on the sadness and how things were
much harsher than either of us had expected. But he expressed that he’s glad for the experiences he went through because
they help him understand my earlier experiences (which happened on account of some Reptilians) and how he can help me work
through the emotions.
is always more concerned about me! He really was not happy that I went through so much as a child and that it had an impact
on choices I made later in life that all worked together to postpone my spiritual growth. My being asleep really hindered
our getting together and prevented my being conscious when we finally did meet. And this all worked to change our plans a
But he was
so sweet in his letter, stating that we’ve made the very best of the situation and that we are nearly out the other
side now. He said that I’m just not seeing as clearly as I soon will. And he reminded me of my Grandmother, Lady Portia,
and how Divine Justice will be swift and how we will never have to deal with Reptilians who have inflicted harm ever again.
Where we live, there are no Reptilians.
So then I looked up the song he gave me with the clue, “up and up,” and
I am so amazed! The song says it all! He must have known all along what was bothering me and took time to pick out a very
special song that was sure to make me feel better. And the thing is, I know he really does mean it.
Up and Up / Plead the
Fifth My favorite Relient K song from the new album.. About 90% of these pictures came from: http://trademark.n-outsync.net ...which is, in my opinion, the best Relient K fan site.. The pictures are in chronological
order..sort of Yeah, I'm super stressed out from school and I need to waste my time on something.. like making a tribute
LYRICS Yesterday Is not quite what it could've been As were most of all the days before But I swear today With every breath
I'm breathing in I'll be trying to make it so much more
Cause it seems I get so hung up on The history
of what's gone wrong And the hope of a new day Is sometimes hard to see (hard to see) But I'm finally catching
onto it And yet the past is just a conduit And the light there at the end is Where I'll be
I'm on the up and up I'm on the up and up And I haven't given up Given up on what I know I'm capable of And I'm on the up and up I'm on the up and up Yeah there's nothing left to prove Cause I'm just trying to
be A better version of me For you A better version of me For you
Until we cross the roads
Would not require
much of me
You see contentment is the one thing it entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
And moving past the
past where I have failed
But I'm finally catching onto it Yet now the past is just a conduit Right there
at the end Is where I'll be Oh
Cause I'm on the up and up I'm on the up and up And I haven't
given up Given up on what What I'm capable of And I'm on the up and up I'm on the up and up Yeah
there's nothing left to prove Cause I'm just trying to be A better version of me For you A better version
of me For you
You never cease To supply me with What I need For a good life So when I'm
down I'll hold my head up high Cause you're the reason why
I'm on the up and up I'm on the up and
up And I haven't given up Given up on what What I know capable of And I'm on the up and up I'm on
the up and up Yeah there's nothing left to prove Cause I'm just trying to be A better version of me For
you (Trying to be a better version of me for you) A better version of me For you
Chase those BLUES Away: Onward and Upward with My Dissertation!!!!
Another day. . . and the evil out in the world goes on and on and on. I wonder what good my dissertation will do to change
the world when there are so many people who LOVE EVIL and HATE LOVE. You know, there are people who REFUSE to talk to me just
because they KNOW that I KNOW what true Divine Love is. They don’t want to know about it because they know they don’t
have it. What a catch 22. If they don’t learn about it, how will they have it? Yet they shut me down like I’m
the evil one. It amazes me how evil people can do that – turn the tables. Their time is just about over though. The
old tricks are no longer working even if they have deceived themselves into believing they are. I keep discovering more and more about the evil in the world
and how it’s all being orchestrated. I can’t get into it here, though. And the problem with it all is that I keep
going in circles with my research because everyone is lying. The New Agers say one thing; Christians say another thing; the
Zionists say another thing; the Jews say another thing; the Muslims say another thing; and Educators say something else entirely
– and they all point fingers at each other. It would take a long time to sort it all out, and I need to move on with
this dissertation. This morning, Manu’el told me to finish writing it up now because all I’m doing with more research
is spinning my wheels. It’s mainly on account of the lies. So I have to make “tentative” conclusions about
things and maybe by the time I finish my dissertation more truth will come out. And perhaps more scientists will adopt real
science instead of the mush that is nothing more than another religion (some people call it scientism). We may very well be
headed for World War III, with all of this chaos and confusion, especially when the true truth comes out. There are not enough
people on Earth who have gotten true Love figured out.
So Emanu’el says to wrap up the dissertation – that I’ve done enough research
and have enough resources. Easier said than done; my desk alone is chaos with piles of stacked books and papers. I do still
have to pull citations from some of them, but I’ll do like he says. He gave me great advice for how to tackle it all;
he is the Master Organizer himself! In the meantime, while I’m doing better than yesterday with the “blues,”
he still felt I needed some “blues” music to cheer me up a bit more, so his clue for this morning for my music
was “chase those father blues away.” Strange clue but it brought up some interesting music, three
songs, which I’ve posted below. The first one is from him. Then I really like second song, too, so I dedicated that
one to him. And then he wanted the third one, dedicated back to me. He’s so sweet! Sometimes we do take the first three
songs to the top of the YouTube search and this was one of those days.
Onward and Upward!!!!
Smash Moody -
In the Name of the Father, the Sun & the Friendly Ghost - OFFICIAL VIDEO Uploaded by smashmoody on May 8, 2011 Let's bow our noggins for
the opening prayer. This is a toast for the hope and despair. Open your ears and your hearts to the message of grace. Here
come some blessings, but wait! I learned the lesson not to settle for faith. So instead, I wrestle fate and chase the dreams
with a glass jar. Hoodie up, hands out, fronting like a rap star. I give them props and hugs, 'cause I've got lots of love
for any artist shedding drops of blood. Either drops or pools. I don't fuck with monsters, ghouls, witches or demons. I just
stick to the scenic twisted ravines and all these Windy City streets filled with people of different creeds and situations,
races, faces, relationships and frustrations. It's amazing how we manage to try to stay level-headed while we fight to pay
the debts with the little income they lend. It's such a mess. We stress and strain to end the pain we harbor everyday. Dissecting
ways to mend and bend the blades. Extend the shades to hide the light and by tonight I'll be swimming in disillusions. In
conclusion, gotta make the decision to stick and move when the tomb, the sky, faith and everybody surround me. Time to set
up some bloodier boundaries 'til it's lovely around me.
Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a
wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Feed my family with
the aid of talking pictures. Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the
best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Someone's talking to me in the television.
stopped remembering my dreams...and I'm not sure what it means but it might have something to do with the daily dream state.
Tryna figure out if this exact moment is part of reality or if my mental canvas has a clean slate. For pete sake, am I really
here awake again? Tryna make amends with a pen, nothing to say to friends. 'Cause I get tired of the lies, idle chit chat
and feeling like a shit sack. So I just sit back, relax, but all I'm hearing in my ear is a click track with mismatched notes
composed over a wrist slash. I'd let the chips stack up in my favor if I were able to, but I still struggle to find some stable
truths. And wash away the blues hogging all my color palette. And smashing down on me with a vengeance, rubber mallet. Don't
leave the tub without a shower sense of cleanliness. And be aware and careful when thinking of giving a friendly kiss, because
the empty bliss of a sex session can rip apart a friendship. Maybe I'm just being eccentric. But either way, I mention what
my senses detect. Never sever pleasure with the pettiness of regret. You've got to steady your steps to keep pace. I occasionally
ride the public trans just to lurk the corner with a creep face. I give a deep space nine millimeter salute to those before
me still speaking the truth and setting standards for the cats with the outlandish aspirations. Like if I wanted a career
involving math equations. My path contains a healthy mix of emotions felt and written for those who share a similar road or
even different. It just matters what the inner-you holds. We can piss in the winter snow, let our signatures flow. I'm just
hitting the bowl. Tryna kick a flow with the friendly ghost looming in my room dissing dudes, chicks and trendy folks.
Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost
is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Feed my family with the aid of talking pictures. Go grab the slippers and the morning
gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions.
Someone's talking to me in the television.
LANA DEL REY-BLUE JEANS Uploaded
by LanaDelRey on Sep 9, 2011LUV U XXX *********************** BLUE JEANS WHITE SHIRT WALKED INTO THE ROOM U KNOW
U MADE MY EYES BURN IT WAS LIKE, JAMES DEAN- FOR SURE U SO FRESH TO DEATH & SICK AS CA-CANCER YOU WERE
SORTA PUNK ROCK, I GREW UP ON HIP HOP BUT U FIT ME BETER THAN MY FAVOURITE SWEATER- AND I KNOW THAT LUV IS MEAN,
AND LUV HURTS BUT I STILL REMEMBER THAT DAY WE MET IN DECEMBER- OH BABY! * I WILL LUV U TILL THE END OF TIME I WOULD WAIT 1,000,000 YEARS PROMISE U'LL REMEMBER THAT UR MINE BABY CAN U SEE THROUGH THE TEARS LUV U MORE THAN THOSE BITCHES BEFORE SAY U'LL REMEMBER -OH BABY- SAY U'LL REMEMBER I WILL LUV U TILL THE END OF TIME * BIG DREAMS GANGSTER SAID U HAD O LEAVE TO START UR LIFE OVER I WAS LIKE- "NO PLEASE" STAY
HERE WE DON'T NEED NO MONEY WE CAN MAKE IT ALL WORK BUT HE HEADED OUT ON MONDAY, SAID HE'D COME HOME SUNDAY I
STAYED UP WAITIN, ANTICIPATIN AND PACIN BUT HE WAS CHASING PAPER CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME-THAT WAS THE LAST I HEARD * CHORUS * HE WENT OUT EVERY NIGHT AND BABY THAT'S ALRIGHT I TOLD U THAT NO MATTER WHAT U DID
I'D BE BY YOUR SIDE CAUSE IM A RIDE OR DIE WHETHER U FAIL OR FLY WELL SHIT @ LEAST U TRIED. BUT WHEN U
WALKED OUT THAT DOOR- A PIECE OF ME DIED I TOLD U I WANTED MORE-BUT THAT NOT WHAT I HAD IN MIND I JUST WANT IT LIKE
BEFORE WE WERE DANCIN ALL NIGHT THEN THEY TOOK U AWAY-STOLE U OUT OF MY LIFE U JUST NEED TO REMEMBER.... THAT I WILL LUV U TILL THE END OF TIME i promise
The TRUTH about LOVE and Knowledge PLUS Some Advice When You Are Attacked (and Donít Worry About those Wesak Celebrations!)
Joe Kincheloe had a way of boiling the truth down to the essentials and evaporating off all of the extraneous information
that those in power include in order to attempt to confuse us and obfuscate truth. I was going to read “Pistis Sophia” which is supposed to contain some great knowledge, but it is so long (six books!) and the knowledge
is so obfuscated, I have to ask why is this so? Sometimes I think the powers-that-be just want to keep us so occupied
that our attention is diverted from our real lives and real truth. In fact, why has LOVE, which is a very simple concept in
its enactment – even in its most divine form, become so out of reach that some people like to keep it some Great Secret
and call it “Hieros Gamos” (as if it were some sort of Game)? The worst of it is, though, it all works to keep
people from knowing true love and they peer at even the DIVINE from their debased 3D selfish and greedy perspective and take
DIVINE DOWN to their EVIL WAYS.
LOVE IS NATURAL! SOUL LOVE IS NATURAL. You don’t need to read a complicated, obfuscated text to figure it out; you just
need to GIVE/LIVE LOVE without conditions, without seeking “what’s in it for me.” Live it and experience
it UNCONDITIONALLY….although that requires work and soul evolution…something most earthlings, particularly virus-infested
earthlings, avoid these days.
Thus, Joe gives us a complete answer to the true nature of our problems that center on Knowledge and Love in just
three short sentences and he calls it the "politics of knowledge":
The “Politics of Knowledge” If wishes were pigs, it would be harder to keep kosher.
In the same twisted way, advocates of a critical complex epistemology cannot just wish the producers of validated knowledge
would simply change their ways and open new ways of thinking about how we see and report on the diverse phenomena surrounding
us. There are too many power interests invested in those ways of seeing and validating information. (Kincheloe, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy:
An Introduction, p. 67). Think about that for a bit and you’ll understand what you’re up against. You’ll understand who has been
hiding the truth about love and why. But also know this: their time is running out. All truth is coming to the surface and
shining like golden starlight midst the cobwebs, dirt and dust and dissolving the filth which cannot survive on the NEW
EARTH and neither will those jealous, virus-infested entities that continue to choose to promote filth in their attempts to
debase and mechanize PURE TRUE LOVE.
Manu’el/Eros, my Divine Twin Flame gave me a song of reassurance this morning because he sensed
I was feeling a little blue over the state of Love in the 3D world. His clue was “cheer up Baby.”
Here’s what came to the top of the YouTube search (well actually, I used a google search this time and took the first
He’s singing about how I “drift away” from him when my vibrations sink
a bit. “You'll always be a part of me . . . . I know that you’ll be right back, Oh Baby believe me it’s
only a matter of time!” In other words, he understands, he’s patient, and he is always there for me. It's wonderful
that he reminds me of this because sometimes I get to thinking he's left me. That's never true -- it's me! I sometimes
drift in vibrations to where I cannot perceive him well -- so it's very sweet that he sends me this message. He doesn't blame
me and loves me enough to send me words of reassurance.
Understand that those of us who work for TRUTH and LOVE and JUSTICE will always suffer attacks.
We must stay strong.
Here’s a link to some special advice should you suffer an attack:
This will offend many people because it seems that so many celebrate
Wesak. I even thought I wanted to as well – but when anything becomes GLOBAL, then it seems much like following along
I will NOT be honoring WESAK or any other sheepy global things like GROUP MEDITATIONS. They are all
nonsense, especially when they leave some people out. Yes, we need to seek things in common, but we also need to honor diversity.
As soon as something becomes a massive "Global" ritual that excludes certain groups and that you are expected to
engage in, I smell freedom and diversity slip - sliding away. Instead of meditating when we've got all these people together,
let's DO SOMETHING. Take some real action, for example, to solve all of the world's problems. It would be great if just thinking
about it would solve the problems (or maybe not thinking about it while meditating). Meditation is good within reason....I
really don't see enough action. It is very frustrating that the people who have the money do little to make things better
and the people who want to make things better have no money. This is what has to change. So here we are, going to these events,
handing over money to people who don't even need it and what is there to show for it? Makes me very angry. Like I said, it
just seems like more expectations and more freedom slip sliding away.
Futility of Archon Attacks, The Final Act, and the Journey to Bliss with Your Twin Flame
I came under attack again recently by those Archon virus entities, but it didn’t upset me at all. I am totally protected
by my Twin Flame, EROS/Manuel's LOVE. And I am so accustomed to the feeble attacks at this point and fully
know the futility of their antics, so I just sit back and wait until it all passes by like water under the bridge. I
am patient. And besides, this is just their last feeble attempt as they know their ways of deception are crumbling
down around them and they find very few opportunities to even slip in with their evil games anymore.
However, my Twin Flame, Manuel/Eros the God of
Love was not happy about the lies and abuse. He is always so protective of me! Thus, it totally explains some of the music
he sent my way yesterday and today. He gives me the clues; I just look them up on YouTube and take what he brings to the top.
He has control over the Internet and can do that. So what follows are the clues he gave me yesterday along with the music
– and then this morning at our meeting he gave me a special messge about the Great Brotherhood/Sisterhood working on
putting together the last pieces for the creation of the NEW Earth. And, indeed, I see glimpses of this New World being created
around me in pockets of Earth that have already ascended! I am ascending! It does take time and patience, because it’s
gradual. But the veil between us is gradually dissolving away. I love his reassuring messages as well as getting
the sneak previews.
last but not least, is a celebration of our Blissful Love, a song I picked out for him and to share with
other Twin Flames who may feel they are separated – but, in reality, they are not. It’s time to let go of the
past, trust in love, and join your lover in the “future.”
Everyday is joyful bliss because Manuel and I are truly together and feeling closer each day!
The Final Act by
the Mushroom Heads I don't know how my Twin Flame does this from the other side like he does, but he has great power over the Internet.
We are running out of
time to get our acts together because the Ascended Masters and Archangels are working on the "final act." That is,
they are putting together all of the final pieces of the NEW WORLD, along with eveyone who's working with them. There will
be no more lies, violence, deception, or any of that stuff allowed (not that it's ever been allowed but the difference is
that MOST people will be able to see through the deception which will put a prompt stop to it).
Thus, his clue just a few moments ago at our morning
meeting was "final act" and the song below is what came to the top of the YouTube search.
He's totally against using drugs as are all the Great
Masters because they know TRUTH. Drugs blind us to the truth. The Masters provide us with truth because they care for and
love us all. It is time to become more fully awakened. I am ready!!!! LOVE=KNOWLEDGE=TRUTH=LOVE=KNOWLEDGE=TRUTH=LOVE . . . and THE TRUTH WILL SET US FREE!!!! ' It looks like we are
getting down to the wire. Looks like it's time to get to work! More later . .
sleepers death in motion daylight creepers wearing all night pain bleeding moments spilling over non-existing as they crawl out into a world that calls them real
sign the contract it's the final act matter of fact better take a step back relax
the show must go on no one so on and so on
as if under mass hypnosis the wide eyed sleepers fall into mass graves they'll feel safer in the dirt their own opinions won't be heard if asked could you decide what any man is worth
sign the contract it's the final act matter of fact better take a
step back relax the show must go on no one so on and so on
could you decide? could you decide? could you decide? could you decide?...
they steal it with a handshake seal it with a smile
it feels like an earthquake treats you like a child defeats you with your mistakes leaves you in denial deceives you in the first place lied to all the while they can't see anymore how their wide eyes have made them
blind in spite of themselves
Sublime describes our day yesterday, as Emanuel/Eros and I celebrated our ancient May 1 Anniversary
and renewed our Sacred Vows (something tells me we were married more than one time on May 1, given all of the lifetimes
we have shared; I still have to work on my memory).
He sent a super special gift to me yesterday, delivered by courier and then he delivered me red
roses (again!) in a highly unusual way that conveyed a very sweet, loving message. He has the most creative ways of delivering
his gifts to me! They often come through other people. And the other day, I received some special and very beautiful earrings
in the mail that I was not expecting at all, so he surprises me with his Heaven-Sent gifts daily. Every day is special with
Eros, the God of Love as my Twin Flame!
We also enjoyed that close “bliss” time yesterday, but I have to say, he keeps me feeling
bliss pretty much 24/7. So there is "bliss," "blisser" and "blissest," I suppose one could say. I
only wish everyone could experience such a magnitude of love and, indeed, that is our primary mission here – to leave
behind guidebooks and maps that can aid people who are serious about taking a long, winding journey such as we have taken.
There are no shortcuts to Divinity and the Blissful Reunion with your Twin Flame. There just are not. But it is well worth
the work and that's what we hope to convey along with some helpful guidance.
So yesterday he gave me a sneak preview of a very special project we will
be working on together about Divine Love and Twin Flames – About US!!!! We will include a few items about other Divine
Lovers, but we have decided this book will be the TRUTH about us and our love to set the record straight and that will serve
to extend all previous knowledge about Twin Soul Love as well as demonstrate what is possible for those souls out there pining
for their one true love. We’ll do another book once more people come to experience the Divinity of Twin Soul Love. We
are expecting our book will set off a “perpetual revolution” like Joe talked about.
Well, I am so excited! It’s going to be a book
that will be in every household around the globe of all of those people who take LOVE seriously! And given the Earth is rising
to the fifth dimension very soon (almost there!) that will be everyone who remains on this planet.
The book will be a very special and divine book and
will require special handling and loving care while printing, so yesterday I decided to look up friendly, local printers.
We do want to keep business local. Check out this image of the friendly, local printer who thinks LOVE like we do! This has
to be the right printer for the job.
Of course, this is a very humorous signification of sealing the deal with romantic red roses. It's
a sign that we have contracted to create this book together and this is the printer he wants me to go with. Red
roses are a true sign from EROS, the God of Love!!!! He does know how to deliver them in some very creative ways, such as
last year when he grew them midst my yellow rosebush. I am still waiting to see if he will deliver them again this year! Will he? He never disappoints me!
And last, but not least,
he handed down this song and Divine Message for today:
If you are waiting for your One True Twin Flame the
Wisdom Word of Advice this morning is “patience.”
Our Anniversary: First of May and A Walk Down Memory Lane to the Salley Gardens
I’m so excited! It’s our
Irish anniversary today! Manuel/Eros and I have already been celebrating and I just wanted to drop this blog off during a
quick break. It’s so wonderful having multiple anniversaries from all our marriages during all of our past and future lifetimes
together! But today is especially special because it is the anniversary of our marriage during our very first lifetime back
on Earth (yes, we both had graduated before, but we came back to strengthen our love for each other and to help during this
NEW Golden Age). My first anniversary gift this morning came through Guru Ra on facebook – this is a great song;
it is so perfect! Thank you to eveyone in the cosmos, and of course especially to Manuel/Eros for this beautiful song
in celebration of our May 1 Anniversary. We have always been together!
The next song
is a very old melody that was our Wedding Song during our first lifetime during the 1100s in Ireland. We were married on May
1. I lost him and was totally devastated during that lifetime when he went out on a peace-making mission and was run over
by a munitions chariot. It was a political move because the King did not want to compromise or work for peace. I have worked
through that pain with my Twin Flame's love and support.
So it's MAY 1 and we're going to celebrate our anniversary! I love knowing I’ve been
in love with and married to my Twin Flame so many times! In reality, our love is eternal.
Check back tomorrow for a report on all of Manuel’s surprises!
Will he outdo himself AGAIN???? And how can I possibly give HIM a surprise that can compare with his wonderful and magical
Here's the song
- we danced to this song at our wedding and our first anniversary and many times since. I love this song!
by the salley gardens my love and I did meet; She passed the salley gardens with little snow-white feet. She
bid me take love easy, as the leaves grow on the tree; But I, being young and foolish, with her would not agree. In a field by the river my love and I did stand, And on my leaning shoulder she laid her snow-white hand. She
bid me take life easy, as the grass grows on the weirs; But I was young and foolish, and now am full of tears.
First published as 'An Old
Song Resung' in The Wanderings of Oisin and other Poems (1889).Originally an old Irish folk song, Yeats turned this into a poem as a dedication to oral tradition.
It has been suggested that the location of the "Salley
Gardens" was on the banks of the river at Ballysadare near Sligo where the residents cultivated trees to provide roof
thatching materials. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Down_by_the_Salley_Gardens