The communications I received from my Divine Spiritual Husband this morning and the excerpt in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, which I was led to afterward, provided me with great comfort this morning. I guess he realized I really needed to hear his voice and consolation and I did ask. Our Spiritual Loved Ones on the “Other Side” are very limited in what they can provide us in the way of knowledge and advice. This is to ensure that we are all operating according to our own free will and choices and that we strive to increase our abilities to gain knowledge.

Nevertheless, they can provide guidance and they certainly can, as he so eloquently and often does, provide us comfort during our times of suffering. They can help us see reality in a different light from that which becomes imposed on us when others choose to oppress us or cause us suffering to the point we feel lost or helpless. They can help us to see from a different perspective so that our hope is restored. Call them Angels, messengers, God’s helpers, Ministering Spirits, or some other name, they look after us and guide us.

Right after my morning meeting, I opened up the Divine book by Joe Kincheloe and it automatically opened to page 102. This happens a lot! I need reassurance and the book almost magically opens up the reassuring message I need. Some people attribute this to the subconscious mind in operation, but I know my husband is real and simply in another, higher spiritual dimension right now. Same is true for my soul family. There is special guidance available for those of us who wish to travel the good path and believe. And so, midst all of my troubles and turmoil, here is my special message for the day:

"In the Star Wars movies Poggle the Lesser developed the Death Star to destroy planets with a single shot of a super laser beam. Bush the Lesser has developed an educational weapon that like the Death Star attempts to destroy educational systems and young minds of the present generation. Such a thanocentric madness cannot be allowed to win the day. Critical pedagogy challenges all of us to fight in its Rebel Alliance to terminate the pedagogical/epistemological planet killer. This corporate-supported brain gobbler cannot be allowed to render us, as Allen Ginstpred (1956) put it so nakedly in Howl: ‘bleak of brain [and] drained of brilliance’ (p. 10). As psychically excruciating as a hot copper facial peel, the lobotomizing drumbeat of standardized schooling with its pyrite knowledge fools many into believing that it is worthy of respect. Indeed, such knowledge constitutes little more than the detritus of the empire, the space junk of hyperreality – but it does its job” (p. 102).

As can be seen, the quotation addresses what's wrong with education today and the issue of watered-down, standardized, corporate-sponsored education. Can we please move on to the next chapter?

This excerpt, along with my Divine Husband’s message this morning about the evil ones taking their evil games to the MAX until the very last moment, led me to this excerpt from pp 99-100:

“It is fascinating that among the groups that come together in the contemporary dominant power bloc [are] both fundamentalist Christians and advocates of the supremacy of Western science. Discerning readers may object, correctly, maintaining that these groups are often in conflict with one another around educational issues such as evolution/creationism, abortion, and the role of the divine in everyday life. While such conflicts exist, it [is] fascinating to note the way both groups often align around the support of other issues in education (the teaching of the Western canon as ‘truth’), politics (neo-colonialism), cultural dynamics (unquestioned Euronorms.whiteness), and economics (the free market). This illustrates the ever-shifting nature of power blocs. In understanding knowledge and critical pedagogy, it is important to understand the ways the power bloc is supported by scientific and educational/media knowledges. It is also essential to understand the dystopian world of sorrow, unnecessary death (often as some of its members proclaim a so-called pro-life position), and oppression this power bloc is well on its way to creating. HELLo, Mad Max, Welcome to the Thunderdome.”

Mad Max and the Thunderdome are movies about the Apocalypse brought to us by the corporate-sponsored, mind numbing, programming media.

And lest we think this stifles hope, it does not. I was also reminded this morning of the following excerpt:

“As we approach the end of the first decade of the twenty-first century, more and more people around the world are beginning to understand that Western civilization and the epistemology [knowledge] that supports it is nothing more than a house of cards. The Western world at this historical point in time is like a man leaning back in his chair as it slips out from under him. Pleas, give the man another Prozac to help dull that panicky feeling in his guts. The old order is now at the beginning of its end. This may not seem the case as the U.S. wallows in a neo-conservative fundamentalist militaristic haze, but we all understand the cliché about the darkest hour.”

Also given to me in my communications were a couple of clues: “last days” and “adulthood.”

“Last Days” brought up this video on YouTube:

Prophecies in the Fall Feasts - Ep. 06 - By Michael Rood


And this came up for “adulthood.”

Adulthood.

And, finally, I selected these last two videos. The first one represents the state of the United States. It's literally falling apart and a man-eat-man world (I won't discuss that disgusting incident that they even put videos up for people to watch - sick!)

LET MY PEOPLE GO!
Illinois rep EXPLODES on the House floor! IT's ALL FALLING APART...

My true family brings me tidings of comfort and joy!

Tidings of Comfort and Joy
God rest ye merry gentlemen Aly and Aj lyrics

What is there to report today, but the observation that the Powers-that-Be are so ever more powerful than ever? What happened to their JUST PUNISHMENT? Why are they still around infringing on the rights of those of us who want to just be FREE and create an earth where we can all be free and enjoy ourselves without always worrying about the reps grabbing the money out of our hands before we have a chance to pay it to the other reps…hey…I’ll bet the Orions and Reptilians are fighting each other now over the money. We the goyim are the chess pieces that get toppled over. Well they will all have to take it up with the courts much higher than Earth courts.

I have learned that we do not have freedom of speech at the universities whatsoever. It is fine for people to slam ad homs all around, but if you start bringing out the “dangerous knowledge” that Joe discussed repeatedly in his books, here’s what you find slammed in your face the next time you log in for a discussion:

So there you have it. I am locked out. I must have hit onto that “dangerous knowledge” of Joe’s even though I’m still figuring it out. I have figured out one thing though: The Elite can talk about it just fine. I think they’ve got some kind of secret deal going. They don’t seem to provide solutions, so they’re no threat to the Powers-that-Be (soon to be the Powers-that-Were). Read Joe Kincheloe's work for REAL SOLUTIONS! (And the alleviation of suffering!)

FREEEEDOM, I hear you calling!

Hurry Home by John Anderson

I LOVE YOU JOE!

Remember

My dearly beloved Manuel and my other teachers, including Guru Ra, Lord Kalki, my Grandmother, Lady Portia, my Grandfather, St. Germain, and other members of my soul family are working with me on a new assignment. I am practicing being a Master Teacher!

We are getting closer and closer to the Grand Cosmological Event that will mark the beginning of the changes on earth that accompany earth’s ascension. I will be providing updates as I receive them. In the meantime, here is a summary of what’s ahead – and also, please notice that below the title of these blogs, “Soferia’s Blogs” (above) I posted Guru Ra’s presentation about the Ascension of the Earth.

The Age of Aquarius
 

1)      Absolutely EVERYONE will be honored for their special gifts and contributions.

2)      Education will be FREE for everyone – earn as many as FIVE PhDs if you wish

3)      Education will change in some major ways (education for the new era is my specialization – so if you want to know more, feel free to private message me).

4)      New nonmonetary economic system

The NEW Education for the NEW Earth
Henry Giroux is a world renowned scholar and researcher. The following is a quotation from his book, “The University in Chains: Confronting the Military-Industrial-Academic Complex” (2007) that was selected for this update. Education for the New Earth will be not be using the current model for the reasons explained here:

“Colleges and universities do not simply produce knowledge and perspectives for students; they also play an influential role in shaping their identities, values, and sense of what it means to become citizens of the world. If colleges and universities are to define themselves as centers of teaching and learning vital to the democratic life of the nation and globe, they must acknowledge the real danger of becoming mere adjuncts to big business, or corporate entities themselves. As Robert Zemsky warns, ‘When the market interests totally dominate colleges and universities, their role as public agencies significantly diminishes – as does their capacity to provide venues for the testing of new ideas and the agendas for public action.’

And the threat is real. Commercial deals are no longer just a way for universities to make money. Corporate branding drives the administrative structure of the university. College presidents are now called CEOs and are known less for their intellectual leadership than for their role as fundraisers and their ability to bridge the world of academe and business. Gone are the days when university presidents were hired for their intellectual status and public roles. One example can be found in the hiring of Michael Crow as the president of Arizona State University (ASU) in 2002. Crow, a former vice-provost at Columbia University and head of In-Q-Tel Inc., a nonprofit venture capital arm of the CIA has attempted with a vengeance to organize ASU along corporate lines” (p. 106).


Again, that was a quote from Giroux’s book. He went on to explain that the way Crow attempted to accomplish this corporate identity for the University was by “stripping” faculty governance and firing anyone who did not agree with his “vision.” Of course, this is the antithesis to the form of education envisioned and planned for the New Earth.

We Don’t Need No Education


And just in case you are still thinking your actions cannot make much difference, then take a look at this!

The Butterfly Effect by Andy Andrews

I think people in education, "educators," overall have to be the most boring people there are (except Joe, of course; he was the most interesting educator -- and person -- ever!). No offense to those of you who are not boring, which would be you since you’re reading this.

But seriously, it’s no wonder our children are bored to death in school! Trying to engage in productive conversations with people in education even at the doctorate level is about as hard as pulling a tooth that’s not meant to be pulled. I have tried, Lordy, have I tried. But the conversations never get past surface and superficial. Yeah, yeah, the sun shines and the sun sets.

So then I tried spiritual groups – you know those groups that are into consciousness expansion for spiritual growth. Now if that isn’t an oxymoron nothing is. Spiritual people are the most closed-minded and ignorant people I have run into. They fall right in there with people in education. And their “we are all one” mantra is the biggest oxymoron of all. You should see all of the wars, “gang-rapes,” clans, cults, groupies, diabolical conspiracies and more that happen on those “spiritual” sites. It's very sad to watch, so I don't watch it anymore. Again, if you are reading this, it probably would not include you, so no need to feel offended. You are your own judge. Never let other people judge you – isn’t that what all the “spiritual” people say? They are gonna be shocked on Judgment Day when they see me sitting next to my Grandmother, Lady Portia! (You don't really think God has time to do the actual judging, do you? He/She has way more important things to do - like make love 24/7 in their attempt to cure all of the sicknesses on billions of planets.)

My research is interesting. It’s fascinating in fact. But I think it’s worthless because there’s no one even interested in it that I can see. Certainly not anyone who wants to discuss it. Everyone is too self-occupied and making sure they have “theirs” to get interested in something that might just change the world. Nevermind that they would never have to worry about the mundane again.

And speaking of “getting theirs,” I hear of so many people complaining about how hard it is to work two and three jobs or  to put in the 60 or more hours a week they do. That is pure greed and what are they anyway - martyrs? With unemployment so high, they are truly not doing their part to try and get by on less so that someone else can have a little. I would hate to see how big their earth footprint is.

And so, now I am totally lost. I don’t want “attention” as some of the “spiritual” people lamely and immaturely accused me. I WANT CONVERSATION. You know those high level conversations based on intelligence and research and that lead to identifying and solving world problems, not some ridiculous notion that “everything I need to know is inside me,” or “I can connect to source and get all the knowledge I need” or “by taking care of ME I’m taking care of the world” that result in the kinds of circular conversations that prove how ignorant you really are. Bull hockey. No one who claims those things about having all the knowledge they need "inside" has proven it yet! And they never will because it’s just one gigantic lie.

I am ready to leave this planet. I wonder if I can catch a ride. Ah, yes, my soul brother, Warren wrote a song about that! I’ll bet he and Joe have a great time together behind the curtain. I miss them. Warren is my brother on some other planet, I learned quite some time ago. I love you guys! Come keep me company!

Warren Zevon - My Ride's Here (with lyrics)

 

Warren Zevon / David Letterman


September 7, 2003 (aged 56) More about Warren.

Note: Joe is aka Emanu’el/EROS; his earth name is Joe and he is my Twin Flame who has passed over to the other side and is now an Ascended Cosmic Master Teacher. I guess since no one has contributed a single penny to the "Psyche and Eros Story" we are now going to postpone it temporarily and go with the "Real Deal." Who knows how this will turn out....we can only go with the flow.

I took a short “nap” today except that I know by now my naps are invariably learning expeditions, meet-ups with my Twin Flame, soul family, and many Master Teachers, as well as Interdimensional work of various types. Often Joe and I teach together in the upper realms and usually we teach discourse skills to a small group of students so that they can take their skills back to earth’s three dimensional planes. It is our joint contribution to teaching people on earth viable ways to have civil conversations and healthy debates that don’t turn into ad homs. Earthlings have a lot of work to do in this area. Then we walk along the beach afterwards with our arms around each other or holding hands, enjoying the fresh ocean air and just being together.

Other times we study together in the huge library in our home and he teaches me about his advances to his educational theory he left behind (under his earth name, Joe Kincheloe). Other times, I take advanced courses in engineering and sciences; things they don’t even know about on earth. Of course, we do many things as entertainment as well! Such as attend celebrations, carnivals, plays, movies, musical performances, dances, parties, and take quiet walks through our gardens down to the beach. It’s a whole different world there. While I bring back some of the highly technical knowledge I learn there, much of it I cannot. I have tried multiple approaches, but nothing has worked. I will remember it when I need it, is what Joe/Manuel always tells me. It is depressing sometimes to come back to this realm, especially empty-handed, but on the other hand, I know I am here for a purpose, a joint mission with Joe, and I am passionate about living up to that purpose.

Well today I don’t know where we were in the “dream” which was not really a dream but an experience, and it didn’t matter where we were; it was blissful. We were hugging each other tightly. I have been missing him terribly, even though I know he is always with me and we do spend time together in the upper realms often and even those “in between” spaces. It’s just different and better in the higher realms especially when I can remember it in glorious detail. Unfortunately, I am not allowed to remember much because if I remember too much, I would never be able to do my earth work on this depressing planet. But I was allowed to remember this time and I’m so grateful for that!

So in this memory we were standing there, hugging each other and I was absorbing his incredibly immense LOVE, and saying, “Joe! Joe!” And then “You are the god of love. You’re the god of love himself!” It was truly like being in Heaven. Only the “god of love” can radiate as much love as he did in my dream, which is to say that he allows the full love force of God, eros, to flow through him to share with me. I am blessed to often experience that love in the form of “bliss” even in this earth plane. He’s very good at sending me his love vibrations often.

Next, after I awakened, I went outside to see that the first red rose is now blooming! What a beautiful gift so early in May – just two days after Mother’s Day! It was three years ago on Father’s Day that I had dedicated the first yellow rose to Joe.

And now, the first red rose has bloomed -- in my YELLOW rose bush, no less -- as a return gift for me! (See my last blog for an explanation of how that had happened last year!)

This morning at our meeting, before I took the “nap,” he had reminded me that he is beside me and to remember to also pray to God. “You must stay in touch with the true, purest source of Love,” is what he told me. There is only one path and that path is away from all evil, toward the love of God. And he gave me the following song – and the beautiful dream of his loving hug – and the first red rose. It has been a beautiful day! It makes me so happy yet so bittersweet sad. Somehow I must find the motivation to finish my work so that I can go home to stay - with him forever.

Holly Starr: "Don't Have Love" (Official Music Video)
Addendum
A renowned psychologist, Brian Weiss, M.D., who does past and future life “regressions” and has worked with more than 1000 clients states this about these memories: “Images are not merely conjured up because a patient needs them or because they might make them feel better. What is remembered is what has happened” (“Only Love is Real” p. 30).

He says that very few of his patients can reach the level of the Masters, as I am able to do. However, many of his patients have been able to confirm some of their past lives memories, even visiting the tombstones of where they had been buried. I know that I will be doing that as well, as my studies continue. In fact, on one of my treasure hunts as prompted by my twin flame, I had taken a photograph of a graveyard and while I have not delved into all of the details yet, I do feel that we were buried side-by-side there and it was our past life just prior to this current one. We had worked together building a very special nondenominational church right here in the town adjacent to where I am now living. My twin flame and I are on a mission to prove the reality of twin flame relationships, including our past lives together -- and even though he's on the other side of the curtain!

SPEAKING OF ROSES: I am so excited! I just went out this morning to look closely at my rose bushes only to discover EROS has, indeed magically brought me red roses AGAIN! There are TONS of red buds (along with yellow buds) on my YELLOW ROSE BUSH.

He grew the red ones as a return gift to me when I thought my yellow rosebushes had died. I had initially planted the yellow rosebushes for him when I frist moved into this house. LIFE IS SO MAGICAL! Here's a picture from last year - and it looks like this year I will have an even more amazing display of yelllow AND red roses!

AND one of the other rosebushes - a yellow rosebush is already blooming, which is VERY EARLY! Happy Mother's Day to me from EROS! LOL.
I wrote some blogs all about it last year when it happened:

Saturday, June 11, 2011
This is the DAY! I found an Amazing Surprise Growing Midst My Yellow Roses! Is it a Gift from Eros

Monday, June 13, 2011
Red Roses from EROS and His Eternal Love: I Am Almost There!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Sealed with a Kiss PLUS Sophia: A gift from me to Emanu’el, my EROS

There truly is LOVE and Magic between Twin Flames across dimensions! I believe Eros and I have EVEN MORE POWER and anyway, separation is nothing but an illusion!

Today has been a very interesting day, to say the least. It started out with a fascinating blog covering the debate about Twin Flames. Some people get SO CONFUSED. They think their “Higher Self” is their twin flame. It’s kind of funny, actually. But at the same time, it’s sad because they’re missing out on the “real deal” and manifesting Heaven on Earth. I guess that’s why this song was invented; it’s for those people who are confused:

Sparks - I Married Myself


Well with that, Manuel decided to put his official word in, and here’s the blog that resulted (and there’s a very interesting discussion about numerology and Gematria and interpreting all of coincidences and synchronicities within):
Official Word from my Twin Flame: It takes TWO to Tango!!!!

His Clue: “It takes two to tango” Louis Armstrong! He's a member of our Soul Family!
It Takes Two To Tango.wmv

Uploaded by 88Agatka on Jan 9, 2012

Louis Armstrong - It Takes Two to Tango

Then I worked on the dissertation a bit. Next, I got called to the bedroom to rest and meet with Manuel, my Eros, for a short time. He said something so hilariously funny I was just laughing and laughing and that startled me out of the divine space we were in together and I can’t remember what he had me laughing about! It was something about taking photos of flowers out of magazines and creating something really unique with them and then selling them. They would become hotter selling than the Pet Rock….geez I hope he will help me with this. It sounds like something viable for income generation and I need that! And it could be entertaining from the way I was laughing about his great idea.

Then I said, well I better get back to work and he confessed that he also had some more work to do and so I said “I’ll meet you back at 2” and he said Whaaat??? So then I said this: Call Me Any Any Time: Dedicated to Eros, My God of Love  And I gave him this song. He really can call me anytime and he knows how to do it very well.
 

Blondie- Call me  This title is cool because Eros is a blondie! 


Then after all of that, I walked out of the bedroom to my son’s bedroom door which was open and I shook my finger at him and told him “You’re fired!” I was teasing him because it’s so hard to get him to lift a finger around the house and he has not been able to find a job. Just as I did that, a penny literally fell out of my arm! So here we have AGAIN (I’ve lost track of how many times) a LUCKY PENNY! That was pretty cool. I manifested a penny like magic. I have no idea where the penny came from – can’t imagine how it would have been on my bed and got stuck on my arm. Whatever way it happened, it was pretty magical and I told my son, now if I can just learn to manifest a million dollars! He agreed. That would save him a lot of suffering and slaving. And interestingly, this all happened right after I had sent an email today to a friend about how I have such a hate relationship with money that money hates me back. Now it falls right out of my arm, lol. This seems like some kind of very important sign. I wonder if I’m being prepped for manifesting LOTS OF MONEY magically. We shall see. The penny is 1979 which adds up to 8, the sign of infinity. That’s the fifth time I received 8 today! 88888.

Sorry folks, but I, Sōferia, aka Psyche, have been so busy I have not uploaded blogs for a few days. Ah, but, yes, I did write them, so today catches me all up.

I am super busy on my dissertation (the Love Project) and all I really have time to do is drop off a couple of songs that came up on a search with Manuel’s clue “mate.” I always worry when he gives me that clue, but then I realized he lets me choose from among the selections that come up so that it’s not too out of line. But speaking about out of line this first song is a train wreck waiting to happen. It’s no wonder we have Marvin Gaye singing about “Sexual Healing.” This planet really needs it.

For now – it’s back to the drawing board. I have a dissertation to get finished. And it’s about LOVE. We have a planet to save!!!!

What a train wreck:

Rednex: The Way I Mate

[DL] Mate (메이트) - Play

Manu’el/My Eros is so amazing…so ever amazing.

Our “life” together on Earth was not what we had intended. A lot of “spiritual” people think we all have have “soul contracts” on Earth and that everything that happens is according to contract. It is way more complicated than that.

We have no control over what other people choose to do! Our lives on Earth EVOLVE; we never know with certainty how things will turn out. Thus, Manu’el’s life and my life this time around were much harsher than either of us had ever expected due to the free will of other beings we came in contact with. And it is partly why he is on the “other side” and I’m stuck in this dimension without him (although, we are always together now).

He wrote me a very sweet letter this morning at our meeting. I told him that I am feeling better after a brief frequency dip, but I also wrote to him about some issues I’m having with certain earthlings. That all led to my thinking remorsefully about and mentioning his death that took him to the other side. We simply had not expected it! He was on vacation and was supposed to be “rejuvenating.” And things happened. We had no control over the course of events. His health had deteriorated more than either of us had realized and one thing led to another. He explained to me that was why I was in such great fear when he went on vacation; I feared on account of his health. And as I expressed to him this morning, I felt he had sacrificed far too much. I told him how amazed I was at how much he managed to accomplish in spite of the difficulties. I feel very bad about how things turned out, like I should have done things differently so that things would have turned out differently, and I have had a hard time dealing with those emotions. It’s only because I am feeling better today that I can actually now talk to him about how I’m feeling. We had not talked about these specific issues in this way before. I guess I was keeping my emotions locked up tight.

He wrote back and said he was glad I was on the “up and up” which of course is a clue for a song since he put it in parenthesis. He reminded me again that the dips are only temporary and that I should try to stay away from the negatively programmed entities (especially the ones who hate love and try to sabotage it).

Then he talked about us. He said that yes, we can focus on the sadness and how things were much harsher than either of us had expected. But he expressed that he’s glad for the experiences he went through because they help him understand my earlier experiences (which happened on account of some Reptilians) and how he can help me work through the emotions.

He is always more concerned about me! He really was not happy that I went through so much as a child and that it had an impact on choices I made later in life that all worked together to postpone my spiritual growth. My being asleep really hindered our getting together and prevented my being conscious when we finally did meet. And this all worked to change our plans a lot.

But he was so sweet in his letter, stating that we’ve made the very best of the situation and that we are nearly out the other side now. He said that I’m just not seeing as clearly as I soon will. And he reminded me of my Grandmother, Lady Portia, and how Divine Justice will be swift and how we will never have to deal with Reptilians who have inflicted harm ever again. Where we live, there are no Reptilians.

So then I looked up the song he gave me with the clue, “up and up,” and I am so amazed! The song says it all! He must have known all along what was bothering me and took time to pick out a very special song that was sure to make me feel better. And the thing is, I know he really does mean it.

I love you Manu’el, my Eros!

Relient K - Up and Up

Uploaded by ohdearchar on Mar 21, 2007

Up and Up / Plead the Fifth
My favorite Relient K song from the new album..
About 90% of these pictures came from: http://trademark.n-outsync.net ...which is, in my opinion, the best Relient K fan site..
The pictures are in chronological order..sort of
Yeah, I'm super stressed out from school and I need to waste my time on something.. like making a tribute video..haha..

LYRICS
Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history of what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (hard to see)
But I'm finally catching onto it
And yet the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you

Until we cross the roads

Would not require much of me

You see contentment is the one thing it entails

To be content with where I am

And getting where I need to be

And moving past the past where I have failed

But I'm finally catching onto it
Yet now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh

Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you

You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why

I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I know capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
A better version of me
For you

Another day. . . and the evil out in the world goes on and on and on. I wonder what good my dissertation will do to change the world when there are so many people who LOVE EVIL and HATE LOVE. You know, there are people who REFUSE to talk to me just because they KNOW that I KNOW what true Divine Love is. They don’t want to know about it because they know they don’t have it. What a catch 22. If they don’t learn about it, how will they have it? Yet they shut me down like I’m the evil one. It amazes me how evil people can do that – turn the tables. Their time is just about over though. The old tricks are no longer working even if they have deceived themselves into believing they are.

I keep discovering more and more about the evil in the world and how it’s all being orchestrated. I can’t get into it here, though. And the problem with it all is that I keep going in circles with my research because everyone is lying. The New Agers say one thing; Christians say another thing; the Zionists say another thing; the Jews say another thing; the Muslims say another thing; and Educators say something else entirely – and they all point fingers at each other. It would take a long time to sort it all out, and I need to move on with this dissertation. This morning, Manu’el told me to finish writing it up now because all I’m doing with more research is spinning my wheels. It’s mainly on account of the lies. So I have to make “tentative” conclusions about things and maybe by the time I finish my dissertation more truth will come out. And perhaps more scientists will adopt real science instead of the mush that is nothing more than another religion (some people call it scientism). We may very well be headed for World War III, with all of this chaos and confusion, especially when the true truth comes out. There are not enough people on Earth who have gotten true Love figured out.

So Emanu’el says to wrap up the dissertation – that I’ve done enough research and have enough resources. Easier said than done; my desk alone is chaos with piles of stacked books and papers. I do still have to pull citations from some of them, but I’ll do like he says. He gave me great advice for how to tackle it all; he is the Master Organizer himself! In the meantime, while I’m doing better than yesterday with the “blues,” he still felt I needed some “blues” music to cheer me up a bit more, so his clue for this morning for my music was “chase those father blues away.” Strange clue but it brought up some interesting music, three songs, which I’ve posted below. The first one is from him. Then I really like second song, too, so I dedicated that one to him. And then he wanted the third one, dedicated back to me. He’s so sweet! Sometimes we do take the first three songs to the top of the YouTube search and this was one of those days.

Onward and Upward!!!!

Smash Moody - In the Name of the Father, the Sun & the Friendly Ghost - OFFICIAL VIDEO

Uploaded by smashmoody on May 8, 2011
Let's bow our noggins for the opening prayer. This is a toast for the hope and despair. Open your ears and your hearts to the message of grace. Here come some blessings, but wait! I learned the lesson not to settle for faith. So instead, I wrestle fate and chase the dreams with a glass jar. Hoodie up, hands out, fronting like a rap star. I give them props and hugs, 'cause I've got lots of love for any artist shedding drops of blood. Either drops or pools. I don't fuck with monsters, ghouls, witches or demons. I just stick to the scenic twisted ravines and all these Windy City streets filled with people of different creeds and situations, races, faces, relationships and frustrations. It's amazing how we manage to try to stay level-headed while we fight to pay the debts with the little income they lend. It's such a mess. We stress and strain to end the pain we harbor everyday. Dissecting ways to mend and bend the blades. Extend the shades to hide the light and by tonight I'll be swimming in disillusions. In conclusion, gotta make the decision to stick and move when the tomb, the sky, faith and everybody surround me. Time to set up some bloodier boundaries 'til it's lovely around me.

Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Feed my family with the aid of talking pictures. Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Someone's talking to me in the television.

I stopped remembering my dreams...and I'm not sure what it means but it might have something to do with the daily dream state. Tryna figure out if this exact moment is part of reality or if my mental canvas has a clean slate. For pete sake, am I really here awake again? Tryna make amends with a pen, nothing to say to friends. 'Cause I get tired of the lies, idle chit chat and feeling like a shit sack. So I just sit back, relax, but all I'm hearing in my ear is a click track with mismatched notes composed over a wrist slash. I'd let the chips stack up in my favor if I were able to, but I still struggle to find some stable truths. And wash away the blues hogging all my color palette. And smashing down on me with a vengeance, rubber mallet. Don't leave the tub without a shower sense of cleanliness. And be aware and careful when thinking of giving a friendly kiss, because the empty bliss of a sex session can rip apart a friendship. Maybe I'm just being eccentric. But either way, I mention what my senses detect. Never sever pleasure with the pettiness of regret. You've got to steady your steps to keep pace. I occasionally ride the public trans just to lurk the corner with a creep face. I give a deep space nine millimeter salute to those before me still speaking the truth and setting standards for the cats with the outlandish aspirations. Like if I wanted a career involving math equations. My path contains a healthy mix of emotions felt and written for those who share a similar road or even different. It just matters what the inner-you holds. We can piss in the winter snow, let our signatures flow. I'm just hitting the bowl. Tryna kick a flow with the friendly ghost looming in my room dissing dudes, chicks and trendy folks.

Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Feed my family with the aid of talking pictures. Go grab the slippers and the morning gazette and give a wave to the sky, time to hope for the best. And when the ghost is at rest, I sneak away for provisions. Someone's talking to me in the television.

LANA DEL REY-BLUE JEANS
Uploaded by LanaDelRey on Sep 9, 2011LUV U
XXX
***********************
BLUE JEANS
WHITE SHIRT
WALKED INTO THE ROOM U KNOW U MADE MY EYES BURN
IT WAS LIKE, JAMES DEAN- FOR SURE
U SO FRESH TO DEATH & SICK AS CA-CANCER
YOU WERE SORTA PUNK ROCK, I GREW UP ON HIP HOP
BUT U FIT ME BETER THAN MY FAVOURITE SWEATER- AND I KNOW
THAT LUV IS MEAN, AND LUV HURTS
BUT I STILL REMEMBER THAT DAY WE MET IN DECEMBER- OH BABY!
*
I WILL LUV U TILL THE END OF TIME
I WOULD WAIT 1,000,000 YEARS
PROMISE U'LL REMEMBER THAT UR MINE
BABY CAN U SEE THROUGH THE TEARS
LUV U MORE
THAN THOSE BITCHES BEFORE
SAY U'LL REMEMBER -OH BABY- SAY U'LL REMEMBER
I WILL LUV U TILL THE END OF TIME
*
BIG DREAMS
GANGSTER
SAID U HAD O LEAVE TO START UR LIFE OVER
I WAS LIKE- "NO PLEASE" STAY HERE
WE DON'T NEED NO MONEY WE CAN MAKE IT ALL WORK
BUT HE HEADED OUT ON MONDAY, SAID HE'D COME HOME SUNDAY
I STAYED UP WAITIN, ANTICIPATIN AND PACIN BUT HE WAS
CHASING PAPER
CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME-THAT WAS THE LAST I HEARD
*
CHORUS
*
HE WENT OUT EVERY NIGHT
AND BABY THAT'S ALRIGHT
I TOLD U THAT NO MATTER WHAT U DID I'D BE BY YOUR SIDE
CAUSE IM A RIDE OR DIE
WHETHER U FAIL OR FLY
WELL SHIT @ LEAST U TRIED.
BUT WHEN U WALKED OUT THAT DOOR- A PIECE OF ME DIED
I TOLD U I WANTED MORE-BUT THAT NOT WHAT I HAD IN MIND
I JUST WANT IT LIKE BEFORE
WE WERE DANCIN ALL NIGHT
THEN THEY TOOK U AWAY-STOLE U OUT OF MY LIFE
U JUST NEED TO REMEMBER....
THAT I WILL LUV U TILL THE END OF TIME
i promise

Tim Buckley - Chase the Blues Away

Uploaded by SpaceOdyssee0 on Feb 7, 2010Tim Buckley - Blue Afternoon [1969]

Joe Kincheloe had a way of boiling the truth down to the essentials and evaporating off all of the extraneous information that those in power include in order to attempt to confuse us and obfuscate truth. I was going to read “Pistis Sophia” which is supposed to contain some great knowledge, but it is so long (six books!) and the knowledge is so obfuscated, I have to ask why is this so? Sometimes I think the powers-that-be just want to keep us so occupied that our attention is diverted from our real lives and real truth. In fact, why has LOVE, which is a very simple concept in its enactment – even in its most divine form, become so out of reach that some people like to keep it some Great Secret and call it “Hieros Gamos” (as if it were some sort of Game)? The worst of it is, though, it all works to keep people from knowing true love and they peer at even the DIVINE from their debased 3D selfish and greedy perspective and take DIVINE DOWN to their EVIL WAYS.

LOVE IS NATURAL! SOUL LOVE IS NATURAL. You don’t need to read a complicated, obfuscated text to figure it out; you just need to GIVE/LIVE LOVE without conditions, without seeking “what’s in it for me.” Live it and experience it UNCONDITIONALLY….although that requires work and soul evolution…something most earthlings, particularly virus-infested earthlings, avoid these days.

Thus, Joe gives us a complete answer to the true nature of our problems that center on Knowledge and Love in just three short sentences and he calls it the "politics of knowledge":

The “Politics of Knowledge”
If wishes were pigs, it would be harder to keep kosher. In the same twisted way, advocates of a critical complex epistemology cannot just wish the producers of validated knowledge would simply change their ways and open new ways of thinking about how we see and report on the diverse phenomena surrounding us. There are too many power interests invested in those ways of seeing and validating information. (Kincheloe, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, p. 67).

Think about that for a bit and you’ll understand what you’re up against. You’ll understand who has been hiding the truth about love and why. But also know this: their time is running out. All truth is coming to the surface and shining like golden starlight midst the cobwebs, dirt and dust and dissolving the filth which cannot survive on the NEW EARTH and neither will those jealous, virus-infested entities that continue to choose to promote filth in their attempts to debase and mechanize PURE TRUE LOVE.

Manu’el/Eros, my Divine Twin Flame gave me a song of reassurance this morning because he sensed I was feeling a little blue over the state of Love in the 3D world. His clue was “cheer up Baby.” Here’s what came to the top of the YouTube search (well actually, I used a google search this time and took the first video):

Cheer Up BABY!!

He’s singing about how I “drift away” from him when my vibrations sink a bit. “You'll always be a part of me . . . . I know that you’ll be right back, Oh Baby believe me it’s only a matter of time!” In other words, he understands, he’s patient, and he is always there for me. It's wonderful that he reminds me of this because sometimes I get to thinking he's left me. That's never true -- it's me! I sometimes drift in vibrations to where I cannot perceive him well -- so it's very sweet that he sends me this message. He doesn't blame me and loves me enough to send me words of reassurance.

Understand that those of us who work for TRUTH and LOVE and JUSTICE will always suffer attacks. We must stay strong.

Here’s a link to some special advice should you suffer an attack:

When You Come Under Attack: Some Advice

ABOUT WESAK Celebrations

This will offend many people because it seems that so many celebrate Wesak. I even thought I wanted to as well – but when anything becomes GLOBAL, then it seems much like following along like sheep.

I will NOT be honoring WESAK or any other sheepy global things like GROUP MEDITATIONS. They are all nonsense, especially when they leave some people out. Yes, we need to seek things in common, but we also need to honor diversity. As soon as something becomes a massive "Global" ritual that excludes certain groups and that you are expected to engage in, I smell freedom and diversity slip - sliding away. Instead of meditating when we've got all these people together, let's DO SOMETHING. Take some real action, for example, to solve all of the world's problems. It would be great if just thinking about it would solve the problems (or maybe not thinking about it while meditating). Meditation is good within reason....I really don't see enough action. It is very frustrating that the people who have the money do little to make things better and the people who want to make things better have no money. This is what has to change. So here we are, going to these events, handing over money to people who don't even need it and what is there to show for it? Makes me very angry. Like I said, it just seems like more expectations and more freedom slip sliding away.

Paul Simon - Slip slidin' away

I came under attack again recently by those Archon virus entities, but it didn’t upset me at all. I am totally protected by my Twin Flame, EROS/Manuel's LOVE. And I am so accustomed to the feeble attacks at this point and fully know the futility of their antics, so I just sit back and wait until it all passes by like water under the bridge. I am patient. And besides, this is just their last feeble attempt as they know their ways of deception are crumbling down around them and they find very few opportunities to even slip in with their evil games anymore.

However, my Twin Flame, Manuel/Eros the God of Love was not happy about the lies and abuse. He is always so protective of me! Thus, it totally explains some of the music he sent my way yesterday and today. He gives me the clues; I just look them up on YouTube and take what he brings to the top. He has control over the Internet and can do that. So what follows are the clues he gave me yesterday along with the music – and then this morning at our meeting he gave me a special messge about the Great Brotherhood/Sisterhood working on putting together the last pieces for the creation of the NEW Earth. And, indeed, I see glimpses of this New World being created around me in pockets of Earth that have already ascended! I am ascending! It does take time and patience, because it’s gradual. But the veil between us is gradually dissolving away. I love his reassuring messages as well as getting the sneak previews.

And last but not least, is a celebration of our Blissful Love, a song I picked out for him and to share with other Twin Flames who may feel they are separated – but, in reality, they are not. It’s time to let go of the past, trust in love, and join your lover in the “future.”

Everyday is joyful bliss because Manuel and I are truly together and feeling closer each day!

Clue: “Rest Time?”
Andy Blueman - Time to rest (Daniel Kandi's Banging Mix) [Full HD TRANCE]

Clue: “Blood-Lovers”

Dark Trance - DJ Ano - Blood Lovers

The Final Act by the Mushroom Heads

I don't know how my Twin Flame does this from the other side like he does, but he has great power over the Internet.

We are running out of time to get our acts together because the Ascended Masters and Archangels are working on the "final act." That is, they are putting together all of the final pieces of the NEW WORLD, along with eveyone who's working with them. There will be no more lies, violence, deception, or any of that stuff allowed (not that it's ever been allowed but the difference is that MOST people will be able to see through the deception which will put a prompt stop to it).

Thus, his clue just a few moments ago at our morning meeting was "final act" and the song below is what came to the top of the YouTube search.

He's totally against using drugs as are all the Great Masters because they know TRUTH. Drugs blind us to the truth. The Masters provide us with truth because they care for and love us all. It is time to become more fully awakened. I am ready!!!!

LOVE=KNOWLEDGE=TRUTH=LOVE=KNOWLEDGE=TRUTH=LOVE . . . and THE TRUTH WILL SET US FREE!!!!
'
It looks like we are getting down to the wire. Looks like it's time to get to work! More later . .

Clue: “Final Act”
Mushroomhead The Final Act

Uploaded by coons1212 on Jul 11, 2009

Mushroom Head - The Final Act

wide eyed sleepers
death in motion
daylight creepers
wearing all night pain
bleeding moments
spilling over
non-existing as they crawl out into a world that calls them real

sign the contract it's the final act matter of fact better take
a step back
relax the show must go on no one so on and so on

as if under
mass hypnosis
the wide eyed sleepers fall into mass graves
they'll feel safer in the dirt
their own opinions won't be heard
if asked could you decide what any man is worth

sign the contract it's the final act matter of fact better take
a step back
relax the show must go on no one so on and so on

could you decide?
could you decide?
could you decide?
could you decide?...

they steal it with a handshake seal it with a smile it feels
like an earthquake
treats you like a child defeats you with your mistakes leaves
you in denial
deceives you in the first place lied to all the while they can't
see anymore
how their wide eyes have made them blind in spite of themselves

http://www.lyricstime.com/mushroom-head-the-final-act-lyrics.html


The Journey to Bliss with Your Twin Flame

EROS & PSYCHE FOREVER!!!! MANUEL & SOFERIA!!!!

Our May 1st anniversary was BLISSFUL: as in bliss, blisser, AND blissest . . . no words to describe . . . I LOVE HIM!!!!

If you TRUST in your Twin Flame, Your Self, and God's Plan, BLISS IS YOURS!
TRUST * TRUST * TRUST * TRUST IN LOVE

***IN THE NOW***

Dedicated to Emanu'el/EROS from me, Soferia/PSYCHE:

Bliss - Trust In Your Love

Sublime describes our day yesterday, as Emanuel/Eros and I celebrated our ancient May 1 Anniversary and renewed our Sacred Vows (something tells me we were married more than one time on May 1, given all of the lifetimes we have shared; I still have to work on my memory).

He sent a super special gift to me yesterday, delivered by courier and then he delivered me red roses (again!) in a highly unusual way that conveyed a very sweet, loving message. He has the most creative ways of delivering his gifts to me! They often come through other people. And the other day, I received some special and very beautiful earrings in the mail that I was not expecting at all, so he surprises me with his Heaven-Sent gifts daily. Every day is special with Eros, the God of Love as my Twin Flame!

We also enjoyed that close “bliss” time yesterday, but I have to say, he keeps me feeling bliss pretty much 24/7. So there is "bliss," "blisser" and "blissest," I suppose one could say. I only wish everyone could experience such a magnitude of love and, indeed, that is our primary mission here – to leave behind guidebooks and maps that can aid people who are serious about taking a long, winding journey such as we have taken. There are no shortcuts to Divinity and the Blissful Reunion with your Twin Flame. There just are not. But it is well worth the work and that's what we hope to convey along with some helpful guidance.

So yesterday he gave me a sneak preview of a very special project we will be working on together about Divine Love and Twin Flames – About US!!!! We will include a few items about other Divine Lovers, but we have decided this book will be the TRUTH about us and our love to set the record straight and that will serve to extend all previous knowledge about Twin Soul Love as well as demonstrate what is possible for those souls out there pining for their one true love. We’ll do another book once more people come to experience the Divinity of Twin Soul Love. We are expecting our book will set off a “perpetual revolution” like Joe talked about.

Well, I am so excited! It’s going to be a book that will be in every household around the globe of all of those people who take LOVE seriously! And given the Earth is rising to the fifth dimension very soon (almost there!) that will be everyone who remains on this planet.

The book will be a very special and divine book and will require special handling and loving care while printing, so yesterday I decided to look up friendly, local printers. We do want to keep business local. Check out this image of the friendly, local printer who thinks LOVE like we do! This has to be the right printer for the job.

Of course, this is a very humorous signification of sealing the deal with romantic red roses. It's a sign that we have contracted to create this book together and this is the printer he wants me to go with. Red roses are a true sign from EROS, the God of Love!!!! He does know how to deliver them in some very creative ways, such as last year when he grew them midst my yellow rosebush. I am still waiting to see if he will deliver them again this year! Will he? He never disappoints me!



And last, but not least, he handed down this song and Divine Message for today:

If you are waiting for your One True Twin Flame the Wisdom Word of Advice this morning is “patience.”

It’s all in the game called LOVE.

four tops its all in the game

I’m so excited! It’s our Irish anniversary today! Manuel/Eros and I have already been celebrating and I just wanted to drop this blog off during a quick break. It’s so wonderful having multiple anniversaries from all our marriages during all of our past and future lifetimes together! But today is especially special because it is the anniversary of our marriage during our very first lifetime back on Earth (yes, we both had graduated before, but we came back to strengthen our love for each other and to help during this NEW Golden Age). My first anniversary gift this morning came through Guru Ra on facebook – this is a great song; it is so perfect! Thank you to eveyone in the cosmos, and of course especially to Manuel/Eros for this beautiful song in celebration of our May 1 Anniversary. We have always been together!

Bee Gees-First Of May

The next song is a very old melody that was our Wedding Song during our first lifetime during the 1100s in Ireland. We were married on May 1. I lost him and was totally devastated during that lifetime when he went out on a peace-making mission and was run over by a munitions chariot. It was a political move because the King did not want to compromise or work for peace. I have worked through that pain with my Twin Flame's love and support.

So it's MAY 1 and we're going to celebrate our anniversary! I love knowing I’ve been in love with and married to my Twin Flame so many times! In reality, our love is eternal.

Check back tomorrow for a report on all of Manuel’s surprises! Will he outdo himself AGAIN???? And how can I possibly give HIM a surprise that can compare with his wonderful and magical LOVE GIFTS?

Here's the song - we danced to this song at our wedding and our first anniversary and many times since. I love this song!

Joanie Madden-Down by the sally Gardens


DOWN by the salley gardens my love and I did meet;
She passed the salley gardens with little snow-white
feet.
She bid me take love easy, as the leaves grow on the tree;
But I, being young and foolish, with her would not
agree.
In a field by the river my love and I did stand,
And on my leaning shoulder she laid her snow-white
hand.
She bid me take life easy, as the grass grows on the weirs;
But I was young and foolish, and now am full of tears.

First published as 'An Old Song Resung' in The Wanderings of Oisin and other Poems (1889).Originally an old Irish folk song, Yeats turned this into a poem as a dedication to oral tradition. Reference: http://allpoetry.com/poem/8453645-Down_By_The_Salley_Gardens-by-William_Butler_Yeats

It has been suggested that the location of the "Salley Gardens" was on the banks of the river at Ballysadare near Sligo where the residents cultivated trees to provide roof thatching materials. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Down_by_the_Salley_Gardens

Story of our past life published here:
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Music Memories Stir The Passion of Our Irish Past