Last Message from Sōferia (aka Psyche), the Pleiadian Queen from Planet Eros: Yesterday I wrote a blog about my great Uncle Albert Einstein. Today I am crying “Uncle.” I have made the decision to give up on earthlings because I have come to realize that they are not capable of understanding anything that might jeopardize the status quo or rock their comfortable boats. It is “all about me,” always, with earthlings. The children who inherit this decrepit earth will be the ones who clean up this mess. All of the star children who are just being born into the world will be the ones who have the kind of minds it takes to do things right. You know what Uncle Albert said about minds – can’t fix the problems with the same mentality that created them. I find it so sad that most of the adult earthlings are only into the NOW with no thought to the future and how to clean up the mess they have created on this planet. How can they do that to the little children? Their own children, even. How can they just go on day-after-day being and supporting the matrix that is leading to their own eventual demise? Adult earthlings are just too programmed for being selfish, greedy and being slaves. They don’t even know it, of course, and they don’t know how to deprogram themselves. What’s worst, many of them believe they are “awakening” with this New Age spirituality crap when all they are doing is replacing the old script with a new one that’s even worse.

The Eros and Psyche story will be written in its complete form after I finish writing my dissertation. The blogs here are only a very tiny sampling of the complete story. It will be one of those multiple book series kind of like the stupid Harry Potter books – only Eros and Psyche is about love, creation, science, building Heaven on Earth, not “magic” based on lies that twist and manipulate children’s minds -- and the adults who read them, too. I will also be writing many more books and articles that show how to apply Joe’s theory and conceptualizations. There are infinite applications. At this point, everything I write will be for the children and for when they are adults and in the position to create the changes needed in the world. There is no way this world is ready today to apply what Joe has developed. I always knew he was at least 100 years ahead of the times. I was hoping people would change fast and would be ready for his work sooner, but there are still too many cards stacked against them for that to happen. Too many of them are being pulled down the Luciferian dark abyss and believing they are becoming enlightened.

I will post on this website announcements of my new publications as they become available.

Emanu’el/EROS, my Twin Flame/Divine Master Teacher who resides in the upper realms gave me a great song this morning at our meeting. It is almost like he knew how my day was going to end - that I would feel like giving up on earthlings before the day was over. I honestly feel like giving up on it all, but with him beside me, I can’t do that. I will keep moving forward with our mission -- for the future children of Earth. Emanu'el always told me there would be very, very few people who would be ready for the monumental changes needed at this time. I wish I would have listened to him better; I would feel less disappointed than I do at the moment. 

Good luck everyone. Don’t get pulled too deep into the abyss.

So, this was Emanu’el’s clue for a song for me today to look up on YouTube: “with you/beside you.” As I said, he must have known my day would end up with my wanting to give up, even to the point that our mission would be in jeopardy. From the video for this music, it looks like our relationship from a distance is as frustrating for him as it is for me. I'm sorry, Emanu'el. I will stay strong because our love mission together is more important than trying to work with earthlings who don't understand or want to deal with the true complexity of the problems on earth. It's great to know that my Emanu'el/Eros (King of our Planet!) wants to stay beside me. Here’s the song - it's the second song to the top when I plugged the clue into YouTube (the first had an advertisement and we skip those because it's our way of not supporting that kind of disruptive materialism):
Iggy Pop - Beside You


Iggy Pop - Beside You

I been hungry way down in my heart
Waiting for a reason
I been hungry like a lot of guys
I want to be beside you

Lonely people pass me in the street
Waiting for a reason
Beside you
Grey is turning to blue
You wake up love in me
Beside you
Everything is new
You wake up love in me

I been hungry way down where it hurts
Waiting for a reason
I been hungry like a lot of guys
I wanna be beside you

Beside you
Grey is turnin' to blue
You wake up love in me
Beside you
Everything is new
You wake up love in me

What a world
I really need you girl
You wake up love in me
Beside you
Grey is turning to blue
You wake up love in me
Beside you beside you
I want to be beside you

Well, I keep getting messages from Uncle Albert (you remember him, don’t you? Albert Einstein?). Uncle Albert is a member of my soul family and my most favorite uncle. Actually, he is my only uncle, so that makes him even more special! Anyway, he keeps giving me messages to remind me not to leave him out of my dissertation, as if I would even do such a thing! I’ve already quoted him multiple times! BUT he swears that HE SOLVED THE THEORY OF UNITY and he wants me to be sure to cover that in my dissertation. Also, he’s really perturbed that people are so dumb that they think he had something to do with creating the nuclear bomb. He struggled endlessly to get the lizards to THINK about what they were doing and vehemently advised them not to proceed forward with such a dastardly weapon. And what does he get in return? Propaganda that 1) He invented the bomb. He did not! 2) That he backed off his theory of relativity. He did not! And 3) That he did not solve the theory of unity. He did! So there you have it: An update about my Uncle’s concerns. We simply must catch that dastardly LIZARD WIZARD who spreads this propaganda!

Since I am such an Eager Beaver, I will keep bringing his concerns to light – even in my dissertation. I am at 268 pages!!!! It is goin’ good. Of course, the edits and the threading take longer than the initial draft. And I have much more research to do to get this right. I really don't know how my uncle expects me to find the theory of unity! Even if he helps me, I know nothing about the complicated kind of mathematics he uses! They did not teach it to me in earth school!

I will need to take advice from the Eager Beaver totem:

BEAVER

Busy, busy, as the beaver,
Persistent in my work and fun,
I plan and labor toward my goals
Until appointed tasks are done.
Beaver, show me how to use
The things at hand to reach my goal,
Balancing my work and pleasure,
My mind and body, and my soul.

Dream Builder
The Beaver totem reminds us that we have
to act on our dreams to make them reality.
It is time for action.

If this totem has entered your life, ask yourself:
Have I been neglecting my dreams?
Am I lost in my dreams and not acting upon them?
The Beaver reminds us that we have to act on our dreams to make them a reality.
When it shows up, it is the time for action.
Beaver can show you how to construct wonderful dreams!
If you are a Beaver person, do not neglect your dental care.
It is essential to those with a Beaver totem.
A Beaver also sets the example of teamwork
for you to take into your work life and your family life.
Dreams are easier to build with a team helping.

I will end with my uncle’s favorite song. He loves to send me this song through the cosmos to give me inspiration. I do love him. And he stands beside Emanu’el/Eros. Those two work together and solve some amazing cosmic issues – along with Eros’s dad, Hermes…oh, what a team we all make. And let me tell you about my Pleiadian Grandmother, Sam Cooke, and my cos Ralph Waldo Emerson – next time!

Olsen Brothers - Fly on the wings of love 2008

Emanu'el just cracks me up sometimes. I think he was testing me. In the past, when he gave me freaky music, well, it freaked me out. Now I just think it's funny. So yesterday when he gave me the clue, "set your worries aside" and this song came up, it cracked me up. I am a devil's mistress -- yeah right, married to Eros the God of Love, himself. I think he has been getting too much instruction from his dad, Hermes.

Warmen - Devil's Mistress

Uploaded by NValgar on Sep 7, 2008

From the album Unknown Soldier (2000)

Lyrics:
Don't ask for the reasons why
I will turn every truth into a lie
I am sinful by nature
I have no regret, I only aim to please
You are looking for sympathy
Dim the lights, feeling only the breeze
Set your worries aside for now
And come with me into the dead of night

I can take away reality for a day
Wiping out the fear that makes you insane
I'm the Devil's Mistress
Follow me and I'll make everything right

Await a moment
You can see how it all could be
I am here to save you from
Your weak and frailed mortality
And I offer you salvation
In my deep and endless dream

Now you know the reason why
I have turned every truth into a lie
It's the sin in my nature
I have no regret, I only aim to please
I will give you my sympathy
Dim the lights, feeling me with the breeze
All your worries have disappeared
So stay with me forever in twilight

This was the second song that came up in the search - the original song he was after if he had not been in his cute "trickster" mode. I love him and all of his tricks!
Put Your Worries Aside(original)

 

And this is a cool song he gave me the day before (the clue was "gathering.")
The Gathering - Saturnine

 

It is amazing to me the problems earthlings have with discourse. They do not understand even the rudiments of this wonderful skill. There are just very few people on this planet who love the discourse dance, the play with words, the evocative and provocative undertones, the multidimensionality of it. I find it sad. Pleiadians LOVE discourse and we have many different varieties of it. Sophistic, Platonic, Aristotelian, Hermetic, are just a few of our philosophical discourses. And we love role playing in order to take discourse to higher levels and challenge each other or for the purpose of attempting to get into the minds of earthlings to understand why they take issue with discourse. That last one is the most challenging. We do understand that the Wizard of Symbols (including language) is the culprit that has programmed earthlings to be hypersensitive to engaging in discussions. Knowledge is fixed. If you understand it one way, that way becomes you, is the way the thinking seems to go. Therefore, if you critique a perspective, you are criticizing that person. You are rocking their boat, taking away their security blanket.

The truth is knowledge is under construction!!!! For us all.

So I end today with a depiction of the typical discourse on planet earth about racism:

 

 

Honestly, I don’t comprehend how we are ever going to solve the problem of racism or any of the other infinite problems on earth like this. Something has to change!

If you want to read something more substantial, try the following article and be sure to take time to watch the videos!
 

Living with David Duke and Louis Farrakhan

Sōferia, the Pleiadian Queen, again. Well, it’s not a happy day. I am getting extremely frustrated. I just cannot seem to find a job. I cannot seem to sell anything. And nobody will give me money. Wtf? What is with this stupid planet? I don’t even want much. I just don’t want to live under a bridge. It seems to me like everyone on this planet is greedy and only out for themselves and they could care less if someone needs help. I could apply for a scholarship but do you think that would will help me? F – NO! And why not? Because the LIZARDS determine what I, as a lowly poor person can have in funds to finish my education – and believe you me it is NOT ENOUGH to even keep a roof over our heads. The way it works is, if I were to get a scholarship, they would just reduce what I get in loans and while a scholarship would not have to be paid back, it is just not worth the trouble going through all of the hoops to apply for and then end up with no more money than I have now, maybe even LESS money, so it’s not worth the risk. The lizards have truly figured out all angles. Thank God, it’s not like this on my planet and this planet is only my day job. I might starve and be put out on the street here, but at least at HOME I live in a palace in Heaven where there is LOVE.

I am trying to “bricolage” my way out of the mess down here on this planet. Joe developed this ingenious theory and that’s what my dissertation is all about – how to bricolage my way to survival. And that’s all I have to say for today. I am sure that’s why I have stayed in this predicament for so long. I think my Master Teachers all want me to PROVE that Joe’s bricolage can get me out of this horrific impoverished spot I’ve been stuck in all of my life. Yes, that must be it! He designed his theory for us POOR people – to give us the power and brilliance so we don’t have to take crap anymore from the greedy power mongers who have no hearts.

I hope it works soon; I am running out of money and time. I am now on page 99 of my dissertation. . . guess I’ll go eat my macaroni and cheese dinner (this ain’t no lie).

Watch this video. Truth is even stranger than this “fiction.”
 

The Outer Limits

Looks like a couple of the dominoes are falling. But these are just the fall guys, on our way to see the Wizard. Stay tuned; there’s more to come.


In the  meantime, I am up to page 66 on my dissertation!



More soon . . .


Bush, Blair found guilty of war crimes in Malaysia tribunal

COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE

I, Sōferia, the Pleiadian Queen from the Pleiades, aka PSYCHE and my dear husband, Emanu’el aka EROS are a little perturbed that our history is not only still being presented as MYTH but worse, it is being touted as an archetypal structure for every Tom, Dick, and Harriet. PLEASE DON'T STEAL OUR STORY! Write your OWN story and we will add it to our new book!

it all began with a guy named Jung and he has claimed that all human minds have the same archetypal structure. Now it's gone even further and people are claiming that all minds should be "re-symbolized" (read: reprogrammed) with OUR symbology. This is just SO WRONG. It is not honoring us or our history at all and it fails to recognize we are all unique idividuals who are free to construct the architecture of our minds however we wish. If you have not read our original story or it's been a while, here's a brief overview: Cupid (aka EROS) and Psyche.

How I discovered this sad state of affairs is that I have just finished reading through a book called “Re-Symbolization of the Self: Human Development and Tarot Hermeneutics” by Inna Semetsky and it appears that euducators are now planning on using Tarot card reading to construct the architecture of our minds and our children's minds! They are not teaching HOW to do tarot card reading, not that the very old psychological methods and interpretations they are using are something we wish to consult or pass on to our children. We need to move forward, not stay in the dark ages. The worst of it is that these educators are going to USE tarot card reading to pick the brains of our children and try to turn them into just a few limited, pre-defined archetypes! And they stole our Psyche and Eros story! And they are not even telling it right; they are not telling the truth at all.

THIS IS NOT EDUCATION FOR THE NEW AGE, PEOPLE! Our children are perfectly capable of writing their own stories and constructing their own consciousnesses. They do not need MORE PROGRAMMING!

This is exactly why EROS and I have been trying to make the following point: Everyone needs to write their own story! You can't just steal someone else's story, like OUR story of Psyche and Eros. That just won't work! Even our story is out of date which is one of the reasons we came back to Earth - we need to update it!

You see, Eros and I first walked this Earth many long years ago and we both suffered terribly during that walk, as well as this most recent one. Most people know our old story; that’s not the problem. They even teach it in schools. The problem is that certain earthlings in power have turned our story into nothing but a fairy tale myth and then have taken it down a much darker road by turning us into a simpleton’s template for everyone to copy - every Tom, Dick and Harriet! We DON’T COPY other people’s stories! THAT is NOT ethical! That's how predictable, programmed robots to serve the elite power mongers are created. It cannot be alloweed. 

I was kind enough to let people know many months ago that we are all at this earth school to write our own stories. You can review here, but I can advise people that if you have not written your story, yet, you are a little behind the 8-ball, although there is still time if you get busy right away:

Thursday, February 3, 2011
Just an Update! PLUS Is 11-11-11 Kindergarten Graduation Day?

As you can see, 11-11-11 was the big twin flame party, Jeff's BD, and kindergarten celebration day. I’m sorry if you missed it. We had a great time.

At any rate, as I was saying Eros and I walked this earth thousands of years ago and we went through many trials and tribulations and I ended up falling into a deep slumber. He very patiently and lovingly awakened me and took me up to the “heavens” with him, which is actually our planet in the Pleiades, Planet Eros. But compared to earth life, yes, it is like Heaven!

And if you know our story, I am a mere mortal and Eros is the winged God of Love. It was a special divine privilege to marry Eros, be given goddess status and then be taken to Heaven with him for a blissful eternity. It has been sublime. But then about 1000 years ago, together, we decided we would come back down to this earth planet and go through some more painful experiences – all because we love earthlings SO MUCH and we wanted to help people through these confusing times with the ascension and all – which we have titled our Code Blue Earth Mission.

AND we came here so that we could REWRITE OUR EROS AND PSYCHE STORY for the twenty-first century! And what do we find? Our original story has been stolen! It is being misused and abused! It is ancient history being applied to the twenty-first century.

As was stated in this book which I have just finished reading, “A divine Eros and a human Psyche will form one organic whole.”

This is TRUE for me and Eros if you have been following our story, and if you want to copy us, that’s fine; in fact that's great -- but please don’t steal our story and our names! We would rather see earthlings get creative, remember who they are, and then write NEW stories for this NEW AGE – just as we are rewriting our story for that very reason – it’s a NEW AGE. Things are even more complicated this time around, so of course we all have to write stories that address the complexities, the multidimensionality, the consciousness expansion, the changing sciences, and more.

We will need lots of new stories because none of the old ones apply anymore. We can't allow educators to probe and pollute our children's minds any longer. This has gone on too long and it is getting completely out of control!

Don't misunderstand me here! I have nothing against tarot cards or tarot card readings, but we must use NEW tarot cards with NEW stories and they must not be used in schools to program the children. They have their own stories if we just give them a chance, and listen to them. And they would LOVE to make their OWN tarot cards and share them with each other. 

I really wonder who the wizard is who is behind all of the evil stuff going on. We must find this person soon! If you have been following our Code Blue Earth Mission, you know we have found him, but Eros is keeping it mum for now.

I hope earthlings get this story writing figured out soon. We don’t want to see anymore psychological damage done to innocent, trusting, unknowing humans all on account of people telling them they have to play a role that doesn’t fit them, especially if it means copying Eros and me, Psyche. JUST like YOU are a unique individual with your own beautiful story, we also are two unique individuals with our own beautiful story. And our NEW story is going to be even more amazing!!!!

EROS and PSYCHE:

A Walk Midst Earthlings during the Twenty-First Century

Here's a beautiful song that goes with our story (it's ok to share music!):

Sleeping At Last- Turning Page/with lyrics

P.S. We are also writing another book, titled:

WALKING AMONG EARTHLINGS:
Gods and Goddesses of the Twenty-First Century

If you want, we can add your story to our book. We expect both of these books to be best "sellers" on our planets in the Pleiades (our peoples still LOVE books and have great libraries).

AND NOTE THIS: We first made these announcements here:
 

Friday, January 28, 2011: Today is Our Second Anniversary!!!! And The Story Will Continue: Eros and Psyche in the 21st Century (Be Sure to Check Back Sometime in the Future!)

Don't copy other people's stories!

If you need help writing your story, just ask!
We know all of the secrets to writing the best story ever!

www.paradispublications.com

Sōferia, the alienated Pleiadian Queen here, again. Yes, I missed a day of writing my blogs. Apparently, the High Cosmic Council has released me from writing every single day now that I am working whole heartedly on the dissertation (but I will try to write at least every other day).

My dissertation is my ticket back home again, to my beautiful planet Eros in the Pleiades where I live with Emanu’el/Eros, the God of Love himself (in my interpretation, and I do realize there are more people who might disagree with me than agree, but it’s all good).

My dissertation, along with any subsequent writing is what I came to earth for. It’s just too bad I had not learned this earlier and maybe I would have been done a long time ago. But it’s all ok because I had to wait until Joe wrote his book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction before I could begin this project and complete my Code Blue Earth Mission. At any rate, I am up to 45 pages on my Chapter Four of my dissertation and I am really enjoying writing it free-style, improvisationally, and just allowing life force energy, eros love, holy spirit, or however you wish to label it if there can be a label, to just flow through me. I fully understand what “flow” means now, at least to the best of my current capabilities. Everything evolves, including us as people.

I came across something so funny in Joe’s work; I love the humor he inserts in random places in his scholarly work. And what I found in his work just goes to show how much he and I are “on the same page.”

If you look back in these blogs, I was on a quest to find the evil Wizard! Well, it was really weird, but I concluded that little segment of my journey by stating the Wizard as been found. So I ended the blogs about the wizard. The weird part is that I never did EXPOSE WHO that wizard is! And it has not really come to my conscious awareness WHO the WIZARD is.

If you want to go back and review that story, it began emerging on July 19, 2011 and continued through to September 1, 2011. In the last blog on the topic, Emanu’el, my consort who is in another dimension, had revealed to me who the Wizard of Symbols is, but the problem was that I had to keep it confidential for the time being and I am not even sure why that is AND to be honest, I am not sure who the real wizard is. Thus, my knowledge of who the wizard is lies below my conscious awareness, but I do know, according to the last blog I wrote.

Here is the link to where the quest for the Wizard began emerging (can you find first mention of it?):

Tuesday, July 19, 2011
On the Hunt for the Despot! Obama’s Table Flip #1, Protocols 18 & 19 PLUS “Free or Dead” and an Earthquake in Kyrgyzstan

I recommend if you want to know the entire story and not miss out on any of the intricate details that you read all of the blogs through to the final blog:

Monday, September 5, 2011

I Found the Wizard! Well, Actually, Emanu’el TOLD Me Who He is

For some reason, the WIZARD is back into the forefront of my mission, which must be why the Cosmic High Council has brought this wizard back to my attention. Interestingly, this all relates to my dissertation given that my dissertation is based on Joe’s work!

AND Joe was all for exposing the WIZARD, too, as I have just learned! Check out what he says on page 114 of his book, Getting Beyond the Facts, written in 2001:

Positivist educators continue to insist that researchers suppress their value judgments, convictions, beliefs, and opinions (Beed, 1991). They insist that empirical inquiry should remain value-free and objective and that values are tainted because they are subjective. Thus, the proclamations issued from the positivist pulpit project the illusion of political and moral neutrality. Accordingly, the wizard must be exposed, and the epistemological rules that dictate exactly what we can and cannot count as facts must be uncovered (Garrison, 1989).

Thus, is it an “accident” that I have discovered this text today? Clearly, Joe was on a quest to find and expose the wizard. Was he speaking in literal terms here, or was he speaking metaphorically? Or, being that there are always multiple meanings, perhaps he was speaking in terms of both and even more. Time will tell.

Yes, it looks like the quest for the Wizard of Symbols is on once again! Right when I am smack dab in the middle of writing the heart of my dissertation. Wouldn’t you know it! My Master Teacher, Emanu’el/Eros does not go easy on me. But then, I have to admit, this has to be the most fun dissertation every written in the entire world!

One thing about it, Emanu’el/Eros says it is fine to call him anytime. This was the last song he handed down to me yesterday morning just to let me know he is available to assist me at any time….I love you, Emanu’el! And I send my love and gratitude to ALL of my great Master Teachers in the cosmos. I will be calling on you all before this is over, I am sure!

Blondie-Call Me

Why do so many earthlings shy away from discussing their dreams? Do they not realize it is ALL a dream? This was taught to them in preschool, yet so many people don’t get it. Have they forgotten the song, “Row, row, row your boat?” We row it gently down the stream, although occasionally we encounter rapids, of course and have to row less gently. But we keep traveling down the stream, “merrily, merrily, merrily,” because in reality, “life is but a dream.” Most people thought that was just a metaphor, but ah….reality really is stranger than fiction.

And so, today I learned from a new friend who calls himself a “dream walker” that I am a dream walker too! I studied the information he gave me and did some google research on “dream walking,” and sure enough! That’s exactly what I do! I just need to get better at it is all. Especially the money part. But now that I know this is all just a dream, I think I can get a handle on it. I have many products ready to market and it’s just a matter of finishing up some details and doing the marketing. I have this figured out now. I will be rich one way or another so that I can fund the Academy I want to start. And learning that I am a dream walker even clarified for me what the academy is to be all about – what else but DREAMS? Just kidding. We will USE our dreams to learn about everything under the sun and beyond the sun. We Pleiadians never dream small dreams.

I do know why so many people are embarrassed to talk about their dreams. It’s that Freud guy. He had some ok ideas but boy did he ever twist things around and make perfectly healthy people sick!  Just by the way he defined things, he turned all humans who wanted some psychological relief into some kind of sex maniacs with his Oedipus complex and all that. PEOPLE! Don’t believe everything you hear! If it makes you feel bad about yourself, then you know it has to be wrong. And anyway, Freud did not end up so well himself, and it's understandable if he actually believed all of the twisted stuff he came up with.

Well that’s all I have today. Try dream walking! I think you’ll like it. Emanu’el says I am ALREADY home! I believe it and I am just dream walking on earth to help other people learn how. Oh wait. I need to meet with Emanu’el right now. I’ll see what he has to say about this NEW turn to our Earth Mission.

Well, I just had my meeting with Emanu’el and it was so divine. He always says such sweet and loving things. He almost forgot to give me my goodnight song, but at the last minute  he gave the clue: “A Song.” He is so funny! He truly cracks me up. And so I will look up “A Song” on YouTube right now.

Here’s the second video to the top (the first was an advertisement and we skip those):

Cartier: "Painted Love" by AIR

Uploaded by Cartier on Nov 10, 2011

Since 2008, Cartier has been inviting artists such as Lou Reed, Phoenix, Olivier Dahan and Camille Henrot to provide their individual interpretation in response to the question "How far would you go for LOVE?"

Discover the new music video "Painted Love" with original music by the French band AIR. It follows the trials and tribulations of a young artist in New York as he searches for his muse.

This is one cool video! The guy in this video is not afraid of his dreams at all! He has the right idea! We are artisans of our own lives. Get this figured out quickly! The sooner you do, the more fun you can have. WOW Emanu'el really knows how to pick out the videos. And what was so funny was, he made me think he was not going to give me one tonight. Maybe he wasn't and "read" my disappointment. Anyway this is a great video!

I have been sloughing off badly for quite some time. Although my research never really stops, I just became much less active and have not been writing much, even avoiding writing these blogs. It seems we have to reach the very bottom sometimes before we start the slow progress back up out of deep procrastination. But I am very happy I’m completely out of it now and I now have 25 whole pages written for chapter 4 of my dissertation. Also, I have made some good friends along the way and that’s always good. There are reasons the cosmos seems to force us to take breaks and sometimes it’s best to just go with them and catch the next wave.

I am so excited! I found the wedding song my twin flame, Emanu’el/Eros and I danced to long ago in Ireland in our first past life this go around on Earth (I suspect we had been here on a first go around long before that). I was confused about where we lived during this particular lifetime, but I am quite certain it was Ireland back around 1000 or thereabouts. Anyway, he had led me on a special treasure hunt during the summer of 2009 and to purchasing some special Celtic music I found in a gift shop on the coast in Depoe Bay, Oregon. When I brought the music home and began to play it, I burst into tears. The stereo became spastic and only played a very small segment, would stop, and then play a small segment. I suspect Emanu’el had something to do with that because he seemed to know the music would make me cry. But I needed to have my memory jarred on account of having to transmute all of those emotions.

Well, I wrote all about this in previous blogs, so I won’t repeat it here. However, I was a little confused about the music. It is a modern composition and the song was purportedly new, I believe, which did not match in dates. I figured it must have been based on an older melody, but was not sure at all, being new to Celtic music, and yet the song felt like the same one of so long ago.

And as it turns out, the melody is very old, after all. The other day as I was looking for some special music for a friend, I came across the song below. It is the same melody! This was our wedding song! This makes me very happy! Salley means willow, so it takes place by the willow gardens.  This is a very old Irish song, which confirms for me that we probably did live in Ireland. I know my twin flame had to take trips (he was a peacemaker) and would be gone for weeks and months at a time. He would come home and bring me beautiful gifts (just like he does now!) and we would make passionate love with a fire blazing in the fireplace of our hand built one room stone house. His love radiated from his heart and entered my very soul with its immense power; it is simply indescribable and so I just know even back then, yes, he had to have been EROS himself. No one has that much love unless they are the God of Love himself.

Sadly, he went off on another peacemaking trip and he never returned. I waited two long years before I learned of his fate from his brother -- that he had been purposely run over by a munitions chariot because some greedy king or ruler did not want to compromise – and my twin flame was an expert at getting the royal powers to make agreements to avoid war. We had been married less than two years before he went on the peacemaking trip from which he never returned. It still breaks my heart. The pain has subsided but it never goes away. I loved him so much and he loved me. But we are still together, we always have been and we always will be! And he still surprises me with the most lovely and magical gifts! I am certain he is the one who led me to this song!

Joanie Madden Down by the Salley Gardens

DOWN by the salley gardens my love and I did meet;
She passed the salley gardens with little snow-white
feet.
She bid me take love easy, as the leaves grow on the tree;
But I, being young and foolish, with her would not
agree.
In a field by the river my love and I did stand,
And on my leaning shoulder she laid her snow-white
hand.
She bid me take life easy, as the grass grows on the weirs;
But I was young and foolish, and now am full of tears.

First published as 'An Old Song Resung' in The Wanderings of Oisin and other Poems (1889).

Originally an old Irish folk song, Yeats turned this into a poem as a dedication to oral tradition.

Reference: http://allpoetry.com/poem/8453645-Down_By_The_Salley_Gardens-by-William_Butler_Yeats

My Emanu’el/Eros: A True Love Story

When I awaken every morning
Eros is right by my side
I embrace him when I see
His arms are open wide
His love courses through
My veins, my essence
I am powerfully emboldened
By his passionate presence
What a blissful way to awaken
Each and every morning
And even during the night
When I’m tossing and turning
His presence is not at bay
As he tells me in the dark
He will never go away
I see bright sparkles of his aura
I get glimpses of his face
His eyes send rays of tender love
No one can ever take his place
I asked him as I looked into his eyes
“Are you looking DOWN at me?"
He laughingly replied,
“No, I gaze UP-on you, you see
With great love and adoration."

Together we will live forever

Uploaded by pparol on Mar 20, 2008

Soundtrack from "The Fountain" movie
Also posted here: My Emanu’el/Eros: A True Love Story

Today in the headlines, Syria gets a warning to back off their violence against protesters or they will face sanctions. And so, here we go again. Syria has been on the U.S. neoconservative hit list for years. Is this it? Behind the scenes there has been much action to prevent this, according to Emanu’el/Eros. In fact, he had to miss much of our 11-11-11 Twin Flame party, putting out fires. It was ok, though. The party turned out great. And to make up for Emanu’el having to leave early (he was there long enough to help select some great music and entertainment), Emmanuel (another Master) showed up twice and gave the party his blessings. So it was a fun and busy day! We had barely gotten started on the Famous Twin Flames Game, so we will pick that up at the NEXT celebration. Next celebration? Yes, and we will announce it in advance.

If you want to see how to party online, here are the links – and as you can see, it was a party of multiple celebrations. We, Pleiadians never keep anything one dimensional, and especially not our parties!

11-11-11, Twin Flame, Jeff’s BD, Remembrance, & Veteran’s Days Party – ALL RIGHT HERE!!!! Come Join the FUN! Walk-ins Welcome!

11-11-11, Twin Flame, Jeff’s BD, Remembrance, & Veteran’s Days Party – ALL RIGHT HERE!!!! Come Join the FUN! Walk-ins Welcome!2

Thank You for Attending the 11-11-11 Party!

11-11-11 11:11 The Day He Meets Me Halfway!!!!

There is just too much to share about the last couple of days for a short blog, so perhaps you will want to read our upcoming book about twin flames and Eros and Psyche in the Twenty-First Century. We are still working on that and hope to have it out sometime in 2012. In the meantime, if you have not connected with your own twin flame, you might download and do the dream activities in the book, Uniting with Your Twin Flame available on this website.

That’s all I really have for today.  I am able to visit Emanu’el in the “higher realms” so much more easily now than in the past. The veils are truly thinning. And as if to emphasize this, last night he gave me the following very beautiful celebration song that ended my day yesterday. The clue was “trip home” and he was discussing how he hoped that my “trip home” alleviated any pain I was feeling being here on earth (physical and emotional). And it really did! I have learned that I am always home. Like he told me, I just need to “wake up, Baby!” It is gradual, but I make more progress every day. And as I complete our earth mission with him, I wind my way closer and closer to home each day. So this was my sweet goodnight music last night. It really is a short trip home.

Short Trip Home

Uploaded by meg2789 on Oct 2, 2008

Edgar Meyer, Joshua Bell, Mike Marshall, & Sam Bush

I have not been sure about what to write in these blogs the last couple of days and I mentioned it to Emanu’el/Eros this morning and what he told me was that “We have the power!!!” He described some aspects of his rather difficult and challenging earth life but told me that while there had been some difficult things about it, it was all “illusory water under the bridge.” He told me, “We are here. We are now . . . working together on the culminating projects of our earth work.” Thus, through “our love we shall create magnificent dreams” and then he said “We have the power!”

And so we are into our “culminating work.” That’s exciting! I do know this will go on for quite some time because he has already given me outlines, plans, and road maps for the work up ahead. I believe we will be working together on this Earth project until 2050 unless we change our plans. After that, we will go back home to our Planet Eros in the Pleiades and of course, offer our services to planets in dire need of educational assistance all over the cosmos. I am so excited about the work up ahead here on earth and the idea of working with Emanu’el for eternity.

That’s the latest update. I am still not certain whether I will provide an update daily or not. I am leaving that up to him. He will guide me on a daily basis. If there is information that needs to be passed on or something exciting happens, then I will most definitely update it here, so stay tuned!

He did give me a clue to look up on YouTube this morning as is his tradition. It is “mother” and the context is confidential and not important here. So, I will look that up right now and see what comes to the top of the search.

Here we go. This is the first video to the top that did not have an advertisement:

Pink Floyd Mother

Mother, do you think they'll drop the bomb?
Mother, do you think they'll like this song?
Mother, do you think they'll try to break my balls?
Mother, should I build the wall?
Mother, should I run for President?
Mother, should I trust the government?
Mother, will they put me in the firing line?
Is it just a waste of time?

Hush now baby, baby, don't you cry
Momma's gonna make all of your nightmares come true
Momma's gonna put all of her fears into you
Momma's gonna keep you right here under her wing
She won't let you fly, but she might let you sing
Momma's will keep Baby cozy and warm
Oooo Babe
Oooo Babe
Ooo Babe, of course Momma's gonna help build the wall

Mother, do you think she's good enough
For me?
Mother, do you think she's dangerous
To me?
Mother will she tear your little boy apart?
Mother, will she break my heart?

Hush now baby, baby, don't you cry
Momma's gonna check out all your girlfriends for you
Momma won't let anyone dirty get through
Momma's gonna wait up until you get in
Momma will always find out where you've been
Momma's gonna keep Baby healthy and clean
Oooo Babe
Oooo Babe
Ooo Babe, you'll always be Baby to me

Mother, did it need to be so high?

There are some interesting interpretations to this song:

Mother
Mother
Mother

Emanu’el is so good at picking out songs for me! Some of the people in the above interpretations didn’t understand what the last line, “Mother did it need to be so high?” meant, but I do. First of all this song can be interpreted literally as in how “mother” always tried to protect the child (boy or girl), yet at the same time, she is living within the matrix and so unconscious that while she goes out of her way to protect her children, at the very same time she is instilling fear in them and contributing to atrocities, including such things as nuclear weapons and wars and mass destruction that end up killing her children. “Mother” can represent us all and makes a powerful point that even those of us who are the most caring and loving people in the world are so unconscious that we are unwittingly contributing to the problems as represented by the matrix. As I have been saying in many of my blogs, we are all a part of the problems and we must all do our part to solve the problems. The last statement, for me personally, pertains to climbing the ascension ladder, or in other terms, becoming more conscious and breaking free from programming and indoctrination. Emanu’el has been working with me so diligently and intensively to help me climb up out of my unconsciousness – and he is asking mother – all of us, “Did you have to make the ladder so high?” In other words, earth has sunk to very low vibrations and a deep darkness, and we must now all climb up out of the abyss. It has been "mother’s love” (all of us) and care in the form of rules, restrictions, chains -- and blindness or unconsciousness that has drug us down to such dark depths. So Emanu’el’s message to me is that I will always be his baby, but did the world have to make the climb upward so high? Indeed, I have had an extremely long journey to climb up out of my unconsciousness to be with him, and it’s not over yet - but as he said, "We have the power."

Another way one might interpret this is as being about “mother earth.” And it also can be interpreted to be a commentary on how the mother is always blamed, yet has not been allowed the power in the patriarchal societies in the world to keep things peaceful and loving. So it is a cry for the return of the loving and powerful goddesses.

And since Emanu’el also reminded me this morning about how we are working together on our “culminating earth projects” and that “Our love shall create magnificent dreams . . . we have the power!” it seems to be a call for twin flames to come together and to work together to create the NEW EARTH. Twin flames have the most powerful love of all and they are the templates for future love relationships and marriages - and unity - that will ensure the ultimate endeavor of the creation of Heaven on Earth.

What does the song mean to you?

“Awaken, Matrix-babies . . . to see the farm is to leave it.” ~Iona Miller



THIS is the REAL MATRIX! Joe talked a lot about the matrix in his red book as well as in his other books and in interviews. “We can reload the matrix,” is how he so often expressed this. But we have to know what the matrix is! It has been constructed by the Committee of 300, a group of the richest and most powerful people of the world. I happened to come across this great image of the matrix. I think it includes just about everything. I will analyze it more carefully because Joe’s theory would have us using feminist theory to examine for what’s missing. I have noticed that Tavistock and Academia is separated, but it needs to be understoof that in reality they have direct and close connections, as you will see when you watch the videos below or do additional research. It is a huge challenge yet ahead to determine what is missing in this image as well as the finer details that reveal how intertwined this matrix is. But still, this is something earthlings must learn to do.

Tavistock is the PARANOID CHILD of the paternal Leipzig and Frankfurt schools of “critical thinking” and “behaviorism.” ~ Iona Miller

Confusion (the Tavistock Agenda)


The Tavistock Agenda


TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR UNCONSCIOUS MIND
I have come to the realization that we simply must take complete control of our own lives at what is typically the UNconscious level to regain knowledge of WHO WE REALLY ARE. This involves choosing (or remembering) who we are and then writing a detailed story about who we are, updated for the twenty-first century, of course. Our consciousnesses and souls have been fragmented by the implementation of the most devious forms of psychological warfare ever to exist and all of this has happened beneath our conscious awareness. Thus, all of our information and all of our TRUTHS are stored at the Unconscious level, with the problem being that our UNconsciousness is the very part of our being that the powers-that-be attempt to construct and control for us. I am SO HAPPY that Emanu'el/EROS has guided me, PSYCHE and has helped me along this pathway! I could not have written such a beautiful story without his encouragement and enthusiastic guidance along the path -- and most important of all has been his powerfully magnificent and uncondtional love. And to think we are not even finished yet! What bliss! We have more of our story to write as history continues to unfold and evolve on this continuing saga of the Code Blue Earth Mission.

People may laugh and make fun of me because I have written MY story. That's ok. I have been writing MY STORY and my twin flame’s story with a LOT of help from him for a long time. I have proven that we are the real Eros and Psyche. People can go ahead and laugh, but I have broken free from the matrix. Those who laugh are still entangled in the matrix; whereas, I have defined my reality to the very core of my PSYCHE and I am now aware of all UNconscious aspects and most of all how much LOVE - EROS is a part of my life. This gives ME the power, thus the powers-that-be can no longer control me by my UNconscious desires. My desires are well taken care of by the REAL EROS! And now the powers-that-be cannot CONSTRUCT my UNconscious for me in deficient ways so that they can use my unfulfilled desires to manipulate me. I am fully conscious of who I am and what I want. What I want is NOT what they want for me. I am free.

Are you “getting this” yet? There is an excellent article by Iona Miller that explains this whole thing and I am sure there is more information out there. WE WRITE OUR OWN STORIES. When we do this repeatedly, as I have done, they become real. Their signs, signals, and significations are embedded in the very cosmic fabric of existence and once you begin this process, you will see all of the connections. They will literally jump out at you. By telling your story to other people you then bring to the conscious awareness of those around you of all of the connections so then they begin to buy into the story. They live your story as if it is real - because IT IS REAL!! You could not have created it otherwise!

To understand another perspective relating to this I recommend reading Iona Miller's article about KINDling: KINDling. And understand that I wrote my story before I even came across this article just today that explains why it works the way it does. But I think Joe talks about this in his RED BOOK in between the lines, and I did read his red book from cover-to-cover. I love that book so much. I think it is my new “Bible.”  Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction.

So that is the name of the game. You MUST write your own story, peoples. If you don’t write your own story, then you should not get angry that there are people who are more than willing to tell you what your story should be and then program your mind and make you believe and act like it’s the truth. It is that simple. That is our Earth challenge. First, you must see the game. Decipher the “Rules of the Game.” Joe talked about that on page 67 of his red book and the videos below will help you understand even more. Next, flip the tables, flip the rules and make your own rules and write your own story. THEN you will be “home free!” Emanu’el told me just yesterday that I am already “home free.” And actually I was home free ever since passing kindergarten:

Thursday, February 3, 2011
Just an Update! PLUS Is 11-11-11 Kindergarten Graduation Day?

I wrote about all of this a long time ago but no one listened and just would rather believe that I am crazy….this is the last time I will be presenting this information in this specific format. Why? Because the gates are closing and it will be getting harder and harder to write your own story. Most people believe that 11-11-11 represents opening gates, but it does not. I have said this before! 11-11-11 signifies that the gates are beginning to CLOSE. Oh, you can still do it and you will be able to do it for a long time into the future. But the caveat is that it will take you longer and it will be more difficult to convince others of your story. So yes, you can write your stories and you must, but I guarantee you that everyone will be doing just that, which creates additional complications since there will be conflicts to work out and drama will be created. This is all even predicted within some of the uppermost echelons of education by the experts in educational research.

"Finally, we anticipate a continued performance turn in qualitative inquiry, with writers performing their texts for others." (Denzin & Lincoln, 2011, The Sage Handbook of Qualitative Research, p. xiii).

The reason they speak of a “performance turn” is because more people will “get it” that by performing their text, such as I have done on the Internet and in my real life, this will make it more real and more effective. It will also put the story out in front of more people who will actually support your reality because they want THEIR reality supported so it becomes more symbiotic that way. You support them and their reality and they support you and your reality. With the lesser energies and the closed doors, it will just take more work to accomplish this successfully. The “energies” won’t be as abundant as they are now and they will be continuing to decrease. That’s all that the “closing doors” represent. The extra cosmic energy will be subsiding.

THIS STILL GIVES US GREAT HOPE, HOWEVER. We can still all break free from the matrix simply by making our UNconscious conscious at the very most deepest levels. This literally means that WE write the story WE WANT. If we don’t do this THEY, the powers-that-be, will control US at those deep levels of UNconsciousness just as they have been doing all along with their slick mind manipulations and tricks. They will TELL us how our consciousness is constructed and they will be wrong, which results is massive confusion. That's exactly how they trick us into buying their products and being their slaves. They know how confused we are (because they made us that way) and then they tell us what the "solutions" to our confusion is, which are not even solutions at all. It becomes an endless, vicious cycle. And now they are even working on business and organizational models that use the same tricks! My advice is to lean on Ascended Master Hermes for help and guidance! His tricks are slicker than theirs and no one can pull a fast one on him! I feel so blessed because he is my father-in-law and he is my constant teacher. I can call on him anytime! That's because he is Eros's father and since he taught Eros, I also have that added benefit of Eros being my teacher and knowing a lot of Hermes' great tricks so that we can stay on top of what the powers-that-be try to pull.
 
Now I understand why Joe included the recommendation that we use psychoanalysis in our studies and research! It is not so that we can psychoanalyze people and make them feel stupid and demoralized the way the powers-that-be like to do or that we are psychoanalyzed in that same debilitating way, but rather it is so that we can take the bull by the horns and CONSTRUCT a consciousness that the powers-that-be have no power over. Do you SEE? Can you see the ABSOLUTE POWER this gives us? And we can all work together in this way to reload the matrix! 

Write your story!

He Is We- Happily Ever After [Lyrics]

Sōferia here, again, the Pleiadian Queen, aka Psyche. The journey continues, believe it or not. I had the WEIRDEST dream last night. It is so strange that I am not going to describe it here in great detail. Suffice it to say, Emanu’el was with me in my dream and he left me with a bunch of pigs (literally, and on a farm out in the middle of nowhere, no less, and in the middle of the night!) but then he came back and rescued me. You see, he did not know I would not be able to get into the farmhouse when he dropped me off.

He did not know the door to the farmhouse was locked up tight and I would have to stay outside in the dark - with the pigs. BUT he got my telepathic message and came and rescued me…lol. It was so funny! It really was like a metaphor for being stuck on earth without my Emanu’el/Eros…but the truth is, he is totally aware of my circumstances and will always come back and get me….just like the story of Eros and Psyche. He will take me right up to the Heavens! Until then, yes, we communicate telepathically so it's all good!

I know one thing for sure! Make that two things. One, Emanu’el will lead me to his door. And two, Emanu’el has the key! There are two songs for this. He gave me these songs a long time ago, but I didn’t really know what they meant. I do now. Besides, Joe wrote about pigs in his red book in a couple of places, and he wrote all about keys – so that clarifies for me even more what my dream meant. (Can you find all of the keys and where he discusses pigs in his red book?) What a metaphor!

The Beatles - The Long and Winding Road (LIVE - 90´s)

Melanie - Brand New Key

This morning at exactly 11:11 AM, Emanu’el caught my attention. I realized he wanted to tell me something and we communicate best through writing, so I broke free from what I was doing to write to him. He had some very good news! All of the work I have been doing in parallel dimensions is pretty much over! I am so glad because it was really making me feel tired most of the day. And I was taking really long naps (4 hour naps after sleeping all night!) and I would still wake up feeling tired and not ready to work on something productive. Well, this is changing.

He also said that the “Higher Ups” would be working with me more. He clarified to mean that I would be visiting the higher realms where the Ascended Masters would work with me more. It is so beautiful there and you don’t come back tired because they create learning environments that do wonderful transmuting and healing (see my blog yesterday which describes learning under Archangel Metatron).

Of course, “Higher Ups” is a clue to look up on YouTube and find the first music video (or sometimes learning video) that comes to the top. Here it is! I love it. I’m not sure what the message is, though. What do you think?

The Higher Ups - HeaT Flare

So that was my “Good News” for the day. And whenever there’s good news like that, I want to play my favorite Good News music – this is a song Emanu’el gave me long ago and it’s very special to us. I hope your news is good news, too!

Matt Dusk - Good News - Music Video

Last night I had a great dream. I sort of forgot it, but thank goodness for Emanu’el/Eros. He helped me remember this morning. When it’s important for me to remember something, he often will assist me. So last night, I received instruction under Metatron. It was my first time to my recollection. It was very divine. I remember lots of violet light, a very muted light that traveled in waves from his essence to me and some other Theos Sophia learners who were present. And there were rainbow fountains, marble statues of gods and goddesses, and I felt like there was a lot of white marble surrounding us – like we were in a white marble room in a white marble building. There were also accents of pure gold. I hope I get more teachings there soon! It was a true blessing.

Emanu’el explained to me that this type of environment is arranged for learning because it helps us achieve a meditative, blissful state that frees the mind for absorbing knowledge. But he also said the different Master Teachers have various techniques and share some techniques - which gives a variety of ways of learning. In my dream last night, the violet rays serve to transmute any negative energies and put the mind in a divine state. Emanu'el also wanted me to understand that the statues are purely aesthetic. We don’t worship the gods and goddesses, although we do love and appreciate their divinity and beauty.

The teaching was mental, telepathic. It traveled through the ambience of the violet and lavender waves of light throughout the room. It was so fascinating, so exquisitely enjoyable and an all-encompassing sensual and aesthetic experience.

After my teachings, at our meeting this morning, Emanu’el suggested I do some research on Metatron. Until then, I did not realize how important Metatron is and how this Archangel is so closely related to Hermes! If you have been reading my blogs, you know that Emanu’el is Eros, the God of Love, and Hermes is his father.  I read several accounts and perspectives about Metatron which seems to be a universal figure, and I came across this video and was prompted to share it. I think this particular video has vitally important information. The story of the invention of the piano in this account relates to Joe’s work in which he discusses the concept of “fictive” and how scientists first imagine their creation (it is “fictive”) and then they create what they had previously imagined.

Sacred Geometry 101E: Metatron's Cube

Emanu’el also gave me a couple of clues this morning to look up on YouTube. One was “last night” and the other was “chela” (he was referring to learners of divine wisdom). I will look those up right now.

“last night”
Well, my night last night was NOT like this one, but it is interesting that there is a lot of Metatron in this video. The violet light – and if you look closely you will see Metatron’s sacred geometry. This video is begging for more interpretation!

Ian Carey ft. Snoop Dogg & Bobby Anthony - Last Night (Official Music Video) [1080 HD]


“chela”
I need this music TRANSLATED
Busta Flex - Chela


PILLOW TALK
Finally, last night Emanu'el had given me some very sweet goodnight music! He suggested that we go to bed and have some "pillow talk." Yes, he does talk to me often as I drift off to sleep. I am sure it's the pillow talk - and this music - that put me in the right state of mind for the divine learning I had at Metatron's retreat last night. (I have included two songs for his clue "pillow talk" and if you listen to them you will understand why).

Sylvia - Pillow Talk



Kid Cudi - Pillow Talk

 
Here it is November already! My October Surprise Month is over (boo hoo) and what a great month it was! If you check back, on October 1, my Emanu’el said that there would be lots of surprises this month. There have been many surprises this month! It’s been incredible. He brought back the Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt and we hit a true bonanza!

Here’s a summary of what we did. First, we celebrated Baby Joe Albert’s birthday on October 1 and had great cupcakes and music. In that blog I mentioned our fifth baby being born and thinking it would be one of the October surprises, but it didn’t happen. I was expecting to have one of those lucid dreams and a new baby but nope. And I do not know if it will be a boy or girl this time.

For awhile during October I was presenting two perspectives in my blogs: In the World and OF the World as well as In the World and NOT OF the World. I was straddling the line of those two realities and now I can officially say I am really NOT of the world at all. My blogs have changed accordingly.

During the month of October, I kept up with some political stuff like the Wall Street Occupation, but I also found a really special gift – lots of secret codes and messages on page 666 of Joe’s social studies book, “Getting Beyond the Facts.” I spent some time analyzing them but I am nowhere near complete. Watch for the deep analysis in my dissertation if I have room for it. It adds so much to the other analysis I’m working on.

OH! I also discovered Gematria and that will help me with a lot of the analyses I have to do. While it is Jewish numerology, I suspect the cabal stole it and used it in various ways as a secret code amongst themselves. We will see. Nevertheless, it’s fun! I love numbers.

I also learned that I am well on my way to being a Mystic this month, if not a novice mystic at the very least. And Emanu’el gave me the lovely song, “Into the Mystic” by Van Morrison.

And we had our wedding rehearsal this month! We must be getting close to the date for our formal wedding and crowning of the king! Emanu’el/Eros is still keeping tight lips about it. He’s determined to make it a total surprise.

Another gift this month was the Song of Songs in the Bible. It turns out it is a song about twin flames! Emanu’el wanted me to see that. I dedicated parts of it back to him and he gifted me with this video, which shows we will have our wedding in Heaven:

Dream: A Royal Wedding in Heaven!

As I reviewed October, I noticed that I kept seeing the Eager Beaver pop up. That was kind of interesting since then on October 17 Emanu’el turned the Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt into the P.C. Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt, thus expanding its potential greatly. AND the next day, he sent me out on the treasure hunt – and that turned out to be a true BEAVER BONANZA! You would have to see the blog. What a beautiful day it was at the beach that day and what great fun Rainbow Princess and I had!

Well there were many more surprises in October. I have to admit, Emanu’el/Eros really did it up good! He always does. But there was something missing! The baby has not been born. It looks like it’s gonna be a November baby!

Emanu’el/Eros must have gotten with his dad Hermes because they made a big joke out it first thing this morning. You see, Eros has gotten in the habit now of giving me songs through other people now. There have been several songs in the past few days handed over to me from other people. Well, this one friend just could not figure out why he woke up with a certain song on his mind so he posted it here:

Woke Up This Morning with this Song; playing in my head, Interesting !!! Out of Time

The lyrics are, “Baby, baby, baby you’re out of time” and given it is now November 1 – I got the message! Emanu’el/Eros was telling me that the baby was out of time for being born in October and so much for THAT October surprise, lol. He is so funny!

One last thing: There were some FUN PARTIES in October too:

HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!!!!!!! COME ON IN, THERE IS PLENTY OF CANDY AND MORE............
LOVE SONGS: Oldies but GOODIES (PLUS Party Time Returning Soon!)
Light, Dark, or a Pity Party: Which do you choose?

And I mustn’t forget; it was also my birthday this month on the 23^rd (also a new moon in Scorpio which caused me major reactions) and it was the end of the Mayan calendar by one calculation, the 28^th.

Well, what’s ahead for November, I wonder….it has already gotten off to a good start with music surprises. I was sharing with a friend about how I am trying to learn to be not too dependent on Emanu’el so we just meet twice a day, first thing in the morning and then at night before bed. Well then I went grocery shopping and check out the first song that was playing (I think he wants me to call him anytime, lol) This is such a sweet message!:

Blondie Call Me + lyrics


And last but not least, he gave me clues for two songs this morning, "dream" and "delightfully yours," so below are the songs that came to the top of the YouTube search. All in all, the music provides some super special messages!

"dream"
Dream On - Aerosmith


"delightfully yours"
Sarah Jarosz - My Muse